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GOOD? BAD? ═══════════════☠═══════════════ Fenrir stood in place, simply standing his ground as Luna presented herself. "Oh, you're dead are you?" He felt a ping of anger quell up within. Had he really misjudged her? Was Luna so pitiful that she didn't consider herself alive anymore?
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Posted: Fri Jan 21, 2011 10:48 pm
 
**~** Luna Moon **~**
Adept // Berserker // Kiranu // Lightning
How old are you?
I'm older than you'll ever be
I've been dead a thousand years
And lived only two or three
I don't mind telling you
My life was ended by your hand
The kind of murder where nobody dies
But I don't suppose you'd understand
Thank you, kind sirs
You've made me what I am today
A bundle of broken nerves
A mouthful of words I'm still afraid to say
I don't mind telling you
Now that I'm old enough to love
I couldn't begin to even if
My pretty life depended on it
And funny thing, it does
"What do you care? You were a slave too. I would think the word Beg would no longer be in your vocabulary. But it seems I've misjudged you. Wouldn't be the first time. Seems like I'm doing a lot of misjudging. Nothing's clear anymore. Even slicing my arms open doesn't get rid of the confusion. I feel paranoid." She shook her head and ran her fingers through her hair. She was trying really hard to regain herself, but ever since the casino nothing seemed to work. But it was even before that. All this started back when she met up with Arete again.
"I just want the confusion to go away. I want my head to be clear. I don't want to feel this paranoia anymore. No matter where I am I can feel a dozen eyes staring at me. The only time I wasn't focusing on them was when I was training but you've taken that away from me. Then I come to beg as you ask and you get upset with me. I do not understand what you want. I am used to people giving me comands. I cannot deal with this fog that comes from trying to guess what people actually want, what they are truely after."
Was she ripping apart at the seams? It seemed that way. She spoke in a calm tone but her eyes were saying something else. There were darting around and even her hands were clutching at this arm and that one. She'd held it back for so long, why was she starting to loose it now.
She swallowed hard, keeping control of herself the best she could. "Please..just start teaching me again. Make it all go away again. I can't have time to think...time to think means the memories come back up. When the memories come back up..the darkness comes back and I start being consumed again!" She reached up and clutched her hair as she fell to her knee's. Shaking her head left and right as memories rushed up again.
"It's bad! It's all bad! The eyes appear everywhere! Each one staring at me, judging me! Calling me ugly! Saying I am animal! A beast that has no place anywhere other than down on all fours, licking the dirty boots from fat men who stink of cigars and booze! Each one of them pointing and laughing at me while they force me to beg for things I don't even want! Begging! Then when begging for them to stop, it falls on deaf ears!
Please just start teaching me again! Help me get rid of these eyes that keep burrowing into me!" Opening up her eyes again, she could see them staring at her from her own skin. Luna froze and stared at her body, too scared to even move for a few moments. Of course, then those claws came out, as well as a vicious snarl as she sbegan stabbing at her legs and her arms, piercing the eyes that she saw while all the while probably activating Fenrir's bloodlust.
((**cough** Sorry o.O ))
If I am Lolita
Then you are a criminal
And you should be killed
By an army of little girls
The law won't arrest you
The world won't detest you
You never did anything
Any man wouldn't do
I'm Gothic Lolita
And you are a criminal
I'm not even legal
I'm just a dead little girl
But ruffles and laces
And candy sweet faces
Directed your furtive hand
I perfectly understand
 
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Posted: Fri Jan 21, 2011 10:59 pm
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GOOD? BAD? ═══════════════☠═══════════════ In an instant Fenrir snapped his hands onto Luna's wrists and he tackled her onto the bed. She was losing her mind. He'd seen it before and it wasn't pretty. Before she could squirm out from under him, Fenrir used his strength to pin Luna's hands up by her head onto the mattress, all the while ignoring the feel of her hot body against his. "Calm down." Fenrir snarled in her ear as he pressed into her, restraining her movement.
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Posted: Fri Jan 21, 2011 11:07 pm
**~** Luna Moon **~**
Adept // Berserker // Kiranu // Lightning
How old are you?
I'm older than you'll ever be
I've been dead a thousand years
And lived only two or three
I don't mind telling you
My life was ended by your hand
The kind of murder where nobody dies
But I don't suppose you'd understand
Thank you, kind sirs
You've made me what I am today
A bundle of broken nerves
A mouthful of words I'm still afraid to say
I don't mind telling you
Now that I'm old enough to love
I couldn't begin to even if
My pretty life depended on it
And funny thing, it does
"Stop it! Let go of me!" Luna shouted as she squirmed, trying to get away but unable to. Her body pushing against his, her hips bucking upwards in an attempt to throw him off. She cried out and looked up, to see a giant eye on the ceiling now. Her whole body began to shake as she tried to fight it.
"The pain! You don't remember the pain because you don't have any memories! You don't understand! That's why you don't care! You don't remember what it was like to be a slave! You don't remember!" She cried out and shut her eyes so tightly, she felt as if they were going to bleed.
"Make them go away! Make the eyes stop staring at me!" She turned her head and burried it into Fenrir's neck. Relying on the warmth of his body, she bit down on her bottom lip and tried to banish them all away. Her white ears laid flat against her head as the shaking became less and less, until she was still once more. If I am Lolita
Then you are a criminal
And you should be killed
By an army of little girls
The law won't arrest you
The world won't detest you
You never did anything
Any man wouldn't do
I'm Gothic Lolita
And you are a criminal
I'm not even legal
I'm just a dead little girl
But ruffles and laces
And candy sweet faces
Directed your furtive hand
I perfectly understand
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Posted: Fri Jan 21, 2011 11:17 pm
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GOOD? BAD? ═══════════════☠═══════════════ Fenrir didn't release his grip. He looked down at her as Luna cradled her head into his shoulder. "There are no eyes." he stated clearly and strongly. Somehow Fenrir knew his words would reach her. "Its just me." He hanged his head down hers and stradled her waist so she couldn't buck him off. "Just me."
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Posted: Fri Jan 21, 2011 11:25 pm
**~** Luna Moon **~**
Adept // Berserker // Kiranu // Lightning
How old are you?
I'm older than you'll ever be
I've been dead a thousand years
And lived only two or three
I don't mind telling you
My life was ended by your hand
The kind of murder where nobody dies
But I don't suppose you'd understand
Thank you, kind sirs
You've made me what I am today
A bundle of broken nerves
A mouthful of words I'm still afraid to say
I don't mind telling you
Now that I'm old enough to love
I couldn't begin to even if
My pretty life depended on it
And funny thing, it does
Luna swallowed hard. She heard his voice, and started coming back. No eyes? Was it all just a hallucination? She looked up at the ceiling again. Sure enough, there was nothing there. Nothing was staring back at her. Taking in a deep sigh, she laid her head back and began breathing easier. "No more eyes.." She spoke in a low tone. She still couldn't move with Fenrir straddling her, holding her hands down above her head with one hand, and cradling her head with the other.
"I...am really getting sick of these hallucinations..They just keep getting worse...Ever since I left...I thought they'd go away but they haven't..." If I am Lolita
Then you are a criminal
And you should be killed
By an army of little girls
The law won't arrest you
The world won't detest you
You never did anything
Any man wouldn't do
I'm Gothic Lolita
And you are a criminal
I'm not even legal
I'm just a dead little girl
But ruffles and laces
And candy sweet faces
Directed your furtive hand
I perfectly understand
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Posted: Fri Jan 21, 2011 11:29 pm
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GOOD? BAD? ═══════════════☠═══════════════ Fenrir looked down at her seriously, moving his head away from hers now that she'd calmed down. "Is this why you cut yourself?"
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Posted: Fri Jan 21, 2011 11:42 pm
**~** Luna Moon **~**
Adept // Berserker // Kiranu // Lightning
How old are you?
I'm older than you'll ever be
I've been dead a thousand years
And lived only two or three
I don't mind telling you
My life was ended by your hand
The kind of murder where nobody dies
But I don't suppose you'd understand
Thank you, kind sirs
You've made me what I am today
A bundle of broken nerves
A mouthful of words I'm still afraid to say
I don't mind telling you
Now that I'm old enough to love
I couldn't begin to even if
My pretty life depended on it
And funny thing, it does
She shook her head lightly. "It gets rid of all the feeling...the lonliness, the pain, the inadequate feelings, the fear..and everything else that just stays bottled up inside. It's also why I fight...I guess it's the only reason I fight anymore. In all honesty, I don't know what I'm fighting for. Everytime I look for an answer, there is no reason for me to be fighting. Nothing seems to matter. But if I stop...All the pain comes back...I'm afraid of being found by the one I ran from..I'm not sure I killed him. I couldn't even stay there to make sure. I ran off because he woke up and I was afraid for my life...So much for a tough a** kicking Kiranu..." She sighed again, it was obvious how disappointed she was in herself for loosing her head.
"I'm sorry. You don't need to hear this. You don't care. Just let me up and I'll get out of your hair.."
If I am Lolita
Then you are a criminal
And you should be killed
By an army of little girls
The law won't arrest you
The world won't detest you
You never did anything
Any man wouldn't do
I'm Gothic Lolita
And you are a criminal
I'm not even legal
I'm just a dead little girl
But ruffles and laces
And candy sweet faces
Directed your furtive hand
I perfectly understand
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Posted: Fri Jan 21, 2011 11:55 pm
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GOOD? BAD? ═══════════════☠═══════════════ "If you don't know why you fight, don't. I'll train you until you can make sure this man really is dead. Then maybe after you're sure and the fear stops, you can figure out what it is you really want." Fenrir said to her, feeling the hot breath of her sigh on his neck. His face started to get a little flustered, so he released Luna and got off the bed.
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Posted: Fri Jan 21, 2011 11:58 pm
**~** Luna Moon **~**
Adept // Berserker // Kiranu // Lightning
How old are you?
I'm older than you'll ever be
I've been dead a thousand years
And lived only two or three
I don't mind telling you
My life was ended by your hand
The kind of murder where nobody dies
But I don't suppose you'd understand
Thank you, kind sirs
You've made me what I am today
A bundle of broken nerves
A mouthful of words I'm still afraid to say
I don't mind telling you
Now that I'm old enough to love
I couldn't begin to even if
My pretty life depended on it
And funny thing, it does
She sat up and turned to look at Fenrir. She cocked her head to the side, wondering if this was another one of his tricks. "Really?...Not to look a gifthorse in the mouth but....Why?" She looked down for a moment before crawling to the edge of the bed. She reached out and grabbed hold of his wrist, pulling him back to sit down on the bed.
"Can I ask you something?" If I am Lolita
Then you are a criminal
And you should be killed
By an army of little girls
The law won't arrest you
The world won't detest you
You never did anything
Any man wouldn't do
I'm Gothic Lolita
And you are a criminal
I'm not even legal
I'm just a dead little girl
But ruffles and laces
And candy sweet faces
Directed your furtive hand
I perfectly understand
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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2011 12:04 am
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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2011 12:09 am
**~** Luna Moon **~**
Adept // Berserker // Kiranu // Lightning
How old are you?
I'm older than you'll ever be
I've been dead a thousand years
And lived only two or three
I don't mind telling you
My life was ended by your hand
The kind of murder where nobody dies
But I don't suppose you'd understand
Thank you, kind sirs
You've made me what I am today
A bundle of broken nerves
A mouthful of words I'm still afraid to say
I don't mind telling you
Now that I'm old enough to love
I couldn't begin to even if
My pretty life depended on it
And funny thing, it does
"Why did you attack my village? I mean, I've been wondering for some time..I wanted to wait until we did battle, but I just have to know why. So would you mind telling me?" If I am Lolita
Then you are a criminal
And you should be killed
By an army of little girls
The law won't arrest you
The world won't detest you
You never did anything
Any man wouldn't do
I'm Gothic Lolita
And you are a criminal
I'm not even legal
I'm just a dead little girl
But ruffles and laces
And candy sweet faces
Directed your furtive hand
I perfectly understand
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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2011 12:28 am
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Fenrir glanced back at Luna. "Didn't you hear the rumors? Your village was allied with Nocturne's enemies. I tried to make peace but they refused, so I ordered the attack." He recalled the memory as if he'd practiced saying it many times.
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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2011 4:00 pm
**~** Luna Moon **~**
Adept // Berserker // Kiranu // Lightning
How old are you?
I'm older than you'll ever be
I've been dead a thousand years
And lived only two or three
I don't mind telling you
My life was ended by your hand
The kind of murder where nobody dies
But I don't suppose you'd understand
Thank you, kind sirs
You've made me what I am today
A bundle of broken nerves
A mouthful of words I'm still afraid to say
I don't mind telling you
Now that I'm old enough to love
I couldn't begin to even if
My pretty life depended on it
And funny thing, it does
She wasn't sure if he was telling her the truth or not. But she hadn't been allowed to hear anything political. Something told her he was lying. But why would he lie about that?
"Is that why? Hmn.." She turned her head down, as if entering deep thought. "I was just wondering..." If I am Lolita
Then you are a criminal
And you should be killed
By an army of little girls
The law won't arrest you
The world won't detest you
You never did anything
Any man wouldn't do
I'm Gothic Lolita
And you are a criminal
I'm not even legal
I'm just a dead little girl
But ruffles and laces
And candy sweet faces
Directed your furtive hand
I perfectly understand
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Posted: Sat Jan 22, 2011 4:09 pm
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