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 Posted: Fri Sep 18, 2009 9:33 pm
KoriAshleyHannigan And you might think I'm bulletproof but I'm not
You took a swing, I took it hard
And down here from the ground, I see who you areHis words hit home, just as intended. Sure, she had had been asked out plenty of times throughout high school, but they hadn't really known her. She doubted they would have at all if they had. She knew how pathetic she was, and still wondered every day why he didn't just kick her out on the streets. There were times he'd come close.
Kori looked down even more, only seconds before her hair was wrenched, and at the same time she was shoved back down, causing tears to spill from mere pain.
She was on her back then, and before she could do anything, not that there was anything she could do, he was pulling her hips up, and then coming down on her.
She gasped, but that was only the beginning. He obviously intended to make "sex" if you could call it that, as painful for her as possible.
Miah was pushing way to hard, and pulling her hair so painful is was far passed the possibility of feeling any stimulation in the form of pleasure- no, just pain.
Really, despite not putting up anything that could be called a fight, it might as well of been rape it was so violent.
And, though she heard the words he said to her, she could hardly answer, only cry out, gasping through tears that now streamed fully down her face.
Another loud cry as he released her hair only to jam hist fist into her shoulder.
It was horrible, one of her worse experiences ever, and all she wanted was for it to stop. For the pain to stop, for him to leave her alone, just leave her alone. That was it.
And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around
        I take a step back, let you go
I told you I'm not bulletproof
Now you know
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Posted: Fri Sep 18, 2009 9:53 pm
JonathenAlexander Nash If you're not making someones life better,
Rise up and seize every moment,
You deserve them and you
Deserve to enjoy them.
So laugh, love and cry and never
Give a ******** at what anyone else thinks,
Admit you were wrong
Jon was shoved flat on his a**. "Audrey. You know I love only you." He stiffled his groan.
His groind was in serious pain after the fall. And she was shutting the door in his face. He couldn't really move either.. which didn't help matters.
Audrey! Please!"
He sighed heavily before forcing himself to his feet.
He really didn't know what else to do. He stood up and walked over to the door, knocking softly on it.
"Baby, please. Let me explain, and apologize." He groaned, holding his package.
"Come on, I love you." He was at a loss. He ******** up and now he was paying for it.
You're wasting your time......
Don't let anyone get in your way,
Go out get shitfaced
And fall flat on your a**
So that you can barely get back up
And those who were there with
You all the way?
They are the ones that
Are truely worth it.
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Sep 19, 2009 2:19 pm
 Audrey
Audrey was listening to the music and really just ignoring Jon, as far as replies went. Of course she could still hear him. But then she turned the water on, which would drown out his words until it was full.
Wouldn't be a very smart thing for him to try and pick the bathroom lock too, she guessed he'd know that at least, after getting shoved hard onto his a** the first time.
She would make him explain what ever lame excuse in vain later, for now, she wanted to relax in the jet bubble bath. Which she did, turning on the jets once it was about half full and climbed in, sighing as the hot water made contact on her skin.
It was funny really, how he made things more difficult for himself when he probably was just trying to make it better. So even when Audrey realized his intentions most of the time, she didn't let things go. Besides, he worked perfectly to get any pent out angry she had. Not to mention, just the idea of it in the first place. No limits to what she could do, and she loved it.    XXX||X||Audreana||X||Melony||X||Scotts||X||
XXXXXXXXXXDon't you disagree
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXCause you know it's all about me
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXBe at my beck and call
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI'm a know-it-all
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXAnd it's all your fault
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Posted: Sun Sep 20, 2009 10:28 pm
It takes horns to hold up my halo
and strength to get trough the fight
Now I'm laying my cards on the table
praying that everything will be alright
I question my own existence
Question the meaning of life..
I am crazy, without you.
The hardest ones to love
Are the ones who need it most..
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Miah punched her again when she just cried out. "You dumb b***h!" He ground into her harder. He was getting off, but she obviously wasn't.
He hadn't intended to make her feel good, but he wanted his ego booster.
Like he needed it.
"Tell me how ******** much you like it," He slammed into her harder, actually causing her slide forward. One more hit like that would send her head into the headboard.
He wanted her to pretend to like it, just so he could make it hurt more.
"Tell me how good I am," Another slam into her. A trail of blood.
"You ******** ... whore!" He grunted, his breathing becoming shorter.
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Sep 20, 2009 11:28 pm
JonathenAlexander Nash If you're not making someones life better,
Rise up and seize every moment,
You deserve them and you
Deserve to enjoy them.
So laugh, love and cry and never
Give a ******** at what anyone else thinks,
Admit you were wrong
"Audrey!" He whined. But the water was on, and soon thereafter the jets.
He gave up for now and just fell back on the floor. Jon laid on his back, staring at the ceiling and sighing heavily. This was crap.
He yawned, but wasn't tired. At least not physcially. Mentally he was exhausted.
But thats how he always was when he was around the wrath of Audrey. It killed him slowly really.
All he wanted to do was please her. Make her happy.
Have her smile and love him and everything be rainbows.
But she was so tempermental.. it was hard.
You're wasting your time......
Don't let anyone get in your way,
Go out get shitfaced
And fall flat on your a**
So that you can barely get back up
And those who were there with
You all the way?
They are the ones that
Are truely worth it.
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Posted: Tue Sep 22, 2009 7:33 pm
KoriAshleyHannigan And you might think I'm bulletproof but I'm not
You took a swing, I took it hard
And down here from the ground, I see who you areKori was just punched again, a new pain, but not nearly enough to divert the worse pain in a worse place. Especially when it well, got worse.
More yelling, things she couldn't reply too, whenever she opened her mouth, nothing but a cry spewed forth, she couldn't even form words, though she tried. If he heard it, he might stop, but she... couldn't... she tried!
Miah slammed into her, pushing her up almost to the head bored with a new burst of pain.
More words, a new burst of pain, actually, two. That was when she did hit the head bored, and in the same place as before... she was going to get a concussion at this rate... but he would never let her go to the hospital. Questions would be asked about what happened, not too mention the state of the rest of her body.
Kori could barely distinguish anything beyond the pain, and her gasps for air, not even sure when she screamed or breathed out in soundless cries instead.
Everything... everything just kept getting worse.... she didn't know if she could endure it much longer. But... there was nothing she could do..........
And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around
I take a step back, let you go
I told you I'm not bulletproof
Now you know
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Sep 22, 2009 8:59 pm
It takes horns to hold up my halo
and strength to get trough the fight
Now I'm laying my cards on the table
praying that everything will be alright
I question my own existence
Question the meaning of life..
I am crazy, without you.
The hardest ones to love
Are the ones who need it most..
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Miah was finished with her, again. But this time in a more forceful way.
"What? You didn't like it? Hmm?" He pulled out and gripped her hair tighter, yanking her up to him.
"The dirty ho didn't like it? How would she like not having a place to sleep? Hm?"
He held her to him, his beer stench carrying across her face.
"I know you won't go to your family. Because your step father would just ******** you again. You deserved that all I'm sure." He shook his head.
"No, I know you deserved it." He chuckled. Actually, outright laughed at her.
"You're such a whore, you probably wanted it." He threw her down and got off her.
"I don't want you in my bed tonight. Or my bedroom for that matter. I don't care if you go to the couch or whatever. But I don't want some whore that ******** old guys in my bed." But he slept with?
Or more so, forced her to sleep with him, just moments ago.
Jeremiah went to grab his boxers, yanked them on.
"And if you ******** leave this house, you better be covered. And I expect you home in the morning. Bright and early." He sneered.
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Posted: Tue Sep 22, 2009 11:18 pm
KoriAshleyHannigan And you might think I'm bulletproof but I'm not
You took a swing, I took it hard
And down here from the ground, I see who you areKori's face was covered in sweat and tears and her makeup from earlier was ruined. At least she had wiped the mascara away after she'd cried the first time, before going out later... So she didn't look as bad as she could have. But still, pretty bad. She knew she would, with how her make up must be streaked...
Kori gasped in relief when he was done, despite the forceful finish, but was caught of even from that with her hair being being yanked again and her pulled up by him. Which she did not want.
By now, she was still in too much pain to give him anything more then a quavering answer, and couldn't help the whimper that escaped her lips when she was so close and at his words as well.
She was shaking and felt weak on top of the pain.
She couldn't even sleep in the bed? Although, the couch wasn't so bad... it wouldn't be the first time, but Kori hardly wanted to move at this point. Of course, she'd have to wash the bloody sheets though...
Kori listened with glazed eyes that stared at the wall as he so casually mentioned her step father, and made it worse then he was.
Of course she had told him about those incdences... but, and though it may have changed if she had stayed longer, her step father had never raped her, and obviously, she never would have willingly...
He had stuck with sexual harassment... But one of the reasons she left the second she had the chance, is because she thought he would. He got worse everyday, bolder. And... And Miah had protected her from that, but....
The entire time, she was sobbing, but trying to suppress it, so they weren't so loud, mostly wracking her body with them where she tried to hold them.
Jeremiah moved away and Kori almost fell, but instead she hugged herself, looking away from him, crouched on her knees on the bed and a little hunched.
After a moment or two she slipped form the bed onto unsteady feet and moved passed him without looking at him, and left the room, not even trying to find clothes... she had some out there, in the hall closet.
And every step pained her, in many places, and her head throbbed mercilessly, and her arms ached, and she couldn't stem the flow of tears.
Shaky hands opened the closet door and she grabbed whatever was there, and a sweater besides and clutched the clothes to her body, after, she made her way to the couch and curled up, facing the back, hugging the clothing to her body.
Kori could do nothing more then that until she calmed down.
And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around
I take a step back, let you go
I told you I'm not bulletproof
Now you know
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Sep 23, 2009 8:40 pm
It takes horns to hold up my halo
and strength to get trough the fight
Now I'm laying my cards on the table
praying that everything will be alright
I question my own existence
Question the meaning of life..
I am crazy, without you.
The hardest ones to love
Are the ones who need it most..
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Miah shoved her away as she slowly left the room. He ripped the sheets from the bed, covers included and tossed them to the floor.
"You have washing to do too!" He yelled, knowing that if the walls were cheap and paper thin, neighboors would hear.
Hell, he knew they heard half of their fights. And they never did jack s**t about it.
They saw how big he was, scary even. Some just shuddered and ducked their heads when he passed them.
But now, he pulled out bed clothes from the closet and plopped down on the bed.
The number on his wrist was still faintly there. He grabbed his phone and entered the number in it before sending off a few text messages. Some flirty, others not so much.
Either way, he was easly bored with his phone and simply tossed it to the side as he flipped on the T.V.
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Posted: Thu Sep 24, 2009 3:20 pm
KoriAshleyHannigan And you might think I'm bulletproof but I'm not
You took a swing, I took it hard
And down here from the ground, I see who you areKori cringed as he yelled after her, but didn't move. She had thought he might come out and tyr more forcefully to get her to listen immediately. But he didn't, thank god.
She knew she would have to clean up the blankets, and yet would be better off buying new ones if she had the money. There was blood... it would stain, and she would get yelled at for incompetent cleaning. But she didn't, not that she would use on this.
It was probably true that she was trying to occupy her mind with such trivial things, but it was still far too difficult. The pain, the stickiness of blood that still remained on her, like her legs. She thought there might be some in her hair as well, from all of his violent tugging, and even pulling out.
And the continuous unrelenting pain.
Some time later, maybe 20 or 30 minutes, and she had finally calmed her body enough to cease her quiet sobbing and lessen the shaking, but it wouldn't stop. It was enough though.
Kori rolled over carefully and stood up only a little unsteadily and made her way to the kitchen. She used the water there to clean the blood off and wash the rest of her makeup off, then she silently got dressed, staring off at nothing as she did so.
She grabbed the sheets and blanket and brought them to the washer, she put them in and started it and grabbed a sweater. But she stopped, at the hall closet, her mind suddenly racing. Knowing Miah was too preoccupied to pay any attention to he or the faint sounds of her movement outside the room, she stuffed clothes into a back pack and actually pulled up a loose floor board. Inside was a little bag she pulled out, and took half it's contents- of money. A stash, a savings. But only half...
She replaced it, and put the money in the bag and left the house, just walking and walking with no certainty as to what she was going to do, and knowing she probably didn't have the courage to do what she knew somewhere in the back of her head, what she wanted.
And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around
I take a step back, let you go
I told you I'm not bulletproof
Now you know
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Posted: Thu Sep 24, 2009 9:09 pm
Audrey
Audrey took her sweet time in the bath, washing her body thoroughly, relaxing some more, then her hair, topping it off with, well, relaxing of course.
Once she was done it still wasn't too late, but she thought she would head to bed anyway, though not to sleep just yet, no. Perhaps some TV or reading. She needed to check her schedule for the next day as well.
She had some clients set for tomorrow as well, when she had had today off.
Audrey pulled the plug and flipped off the jets. She climbed out of the tub and dried herself off with a fluffy scarlet red towel.
After that, she wrapped it around her hair and put it atop her head and finally unlocked the bathroom door and stepped out with only a towel on her head, completely naked besides.
Ignoring Jon, she moved over to the drawers and started rifling through them. XXX||X||Audreana||X||Melony||X||Scotts||X||
XXXXXXXXXXDon't you disagree
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXCause you know it's all about me
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXBe at my beck and call
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI'm a know-it-all
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXAnd it's all your fault
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Posted: Fri Sep 25, 2009 4:13 pm
JonathenAlexander Nash If you're not making someones life better,
Rise up and seize every moment,
You deserve them and you
Deserve to enjoy them.
So laugh, love and cry and never
Give a ******** at what anyone else thinks,
Admit you were wrong
Jon popped up when Audrey stepped out of the bathroom. He looked her over, silently at first.
There were a few ways he could go about this.
One, was to try to be sexy and manly and come up behind her, acting as if nothing had happened.
Two, was to apologize like hell, and promise to make it up to her.
Three, was to never ever leave the house again and apply number two to this one.
He sighed softly before looking over at her digging through the drawers.
"Aud, I'm sorry. Please talk to me? Please?"
You're wasting your time......
Don't let anyone get in your way,
Go out get shitfaced
And fall flat on your a**
So that you can barely get back up
And those who were there with
You all the way?
They are the ones that
Are truely worth it.
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Sep 26, 2009 7:59 pm
Audrey
Audrey didn't say anything right away, just finished getting things out of the drawers.
Lingerie and a thin night gown that left only the most important parts the the imagination, which wouldn't take much to inspire at this point.
After pulling it all on she spun around to face Jon and looked as if considering him.
"You know, if you hadn't thought flirting with random whores was worth it, we could have gone out to dinner all this time, and come back to share the jet tub. Do you still think it was worth it honey?" she asked, her voice going soft as she neared him and put a smooth hand to his cheek.
Yeah. Audrey cheated on Jon whenever the hell she felt like it, but she wouldn't even let him so much as glance at another girl. And she was going to keep it that way. She thought of it more as, he was hers, then a mutual thing. But since he didn't seem to think of it that way, it worked out perfectly. XXX||X||Audreana||X||Melony||X||Scotts||X||
XXXXXXXXXXDon't you disagree
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXCause you know it's all about me
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXBe at my beck and call
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI'm a know-it-all
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXAnd it's all your fault
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Posted: Sat Sep 26, 2009 8:15 pm
KoriAshleyHannigan And you might think I'm bulletproof but I'm not
You took a swing, I took it hard
And down here from the ground, I see who you areKori's feet took her down the familiar path to the book store, but she paused outside it. No, it probably wouldn't be good to go in... Yeah... Unless.... No, she wouldn't think about that.
So, she continued on, and eventually, ended up at the park. Ok, so it wasn't the most discreet place to hang out, but it was already dark and few, if anyone, was still there. Not to mention Miah would never think to look for her here, even if he happened to actually get up in the morning. Doubtful.
Alright, no more thoughts of him!
She was filled with enough doubt, just as she always doubted herself, and now more then ever.
She found the bench on the opposite side of the park and curled up, so completely exhausted, mentally, and physically.
The little back pack ended up serving as a pillow, and she pulled her little sweater around her tighter and tried, tried to fall asleep.
And with how tired and depleted she was, maybe she would... Maybe before she thought to much. That was the only hope she had that night.
And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around
I take a step back, let you go
I told you I'm not bulletproof
Now you know
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Sep 27, 2009 3:00 pm
JonathenAlexander Nash If you're not making someones life better,
Rise up and seize every moment,
You deserve them and you
Deserve to enjoy them.
So laugh, love and cry and never
Give a ******** at what anyone else thinks,
Admit you were wrong
Jon looked her over at Audrey. She silently dressed and then face him.
His jaw dropped to the floor, or might as well have. "I didn't flirt with her! I just.. I was trying to be nice.." He sighed.
Yeah, she had that same hurt in distance in her eye that he sometimes found in his own.
And he felt bad for her. And attracted to her.
But Audrey didn't really need to know that.
"No Audrey. She wasn't worth it. How can I make it up to you?" He looked up at her lovingly, wanting everything fixed.
You're wasting your time......
Don't let anyone get in your way,
Go out get shitfaced
And fall flat on your a**
So that you can barely get back up
And those who were there with
You all the way?
They are the ones that
Are truely worth it.
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