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 Posted: Fri Jan 28, 2011 9:09 pm
Ravynne Sidhe `Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou,' I said, `art sure no craven.
Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the nightly shore - I think I'm going to bed too. I was told that writing fiction...or scuse me mostly writing fiction is spreading the Devil's lies. I'm pissed off... Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.' Wow that's nasty and cruel. Anyway have a goodnight and hope you have more "devil's lies" for tomorrow twisted
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Posted: Fri Jan 28, 2011 9:53 pm
Eltanin Sadachbia Thank you all! heart I know I have suddenly seemed pretty needy tonight, after not posting much in the past. I appreciate everything though. I do think I need bed now though. Normally what people think doesn't get to me like that. I must definitely be tired. Have sweet dreams and a wonderful weekend, and I will check in tomorrow. If or when you need help...just ask. Sorry I didn't post until now, I'm not a member of that guild, and I was otherwise distracted until now.
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Contralto in a Corset Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Jan 28, 2011 9:56 pm
Ravynne Sidhe `Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou,' I said, `art sure no craven.
Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the nightly shore - I think I'm going to bed too. I was told that writing fiction...or scuse me mostly writing fiction is spreading the Devil's lies. I'm pissed off... Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.' ...that's...really quite pathetic. What is a parable, if not a work of fiction? Christ seemed rather fond of those, if I remember correctly. They work great for getting certain ideas across by providing an example.
quite irritating how people will invent sins out of thin air stressed
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Posted: Sat Jan 29, 2011 7:06 pm
Militant Christian Ravynne Sidhe `Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou,' I said, `art sure no craven.
Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the nightly shore - I think I'm going to bed too. I was told that writing fiction...or scuse me mostly writing fiction is spreading the Devil's lies. I'm pissed off... Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.' ...that's...really quite pathetic. What is a parable, if not a work of fiction? Christ seemed rather fond of those, if I remember correctly. They work great for getting certain ideas across by providing an example.
quite irritating how people will invent sins out of thin air stressed `Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou,' I said, `art sure no craven.
Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the nightly shore - She tried to save face by saying that she's read great Christian fiction and wasn't meaning to upset me. I left her room saying that I have no business associating with Pharisees. My blood pressure was rising. Ugh good thing I fell asleep. Though I missed my friend's calls D: Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'
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Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2011 12:59 am
Well guys, I am feeling better tonight.
I got real sleep last night, I didn't have to watch kids that weren't my own, and I got to see my dad today (yesterday) LOL. He will probably be coming home tomorrow (today...err... Sunday) afternoon, and the doctors are impressed with his recovery. I just figured I would fill folks in. xd
I also want to thank you guys for the support last night. It really helped.
Off to bed with me. The real work starts tomorrow when there are not a fleet of nurses to answer when dad calls for something. LOL
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Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2011 1:16 am
Eltanin Sadachbia Well guys, I am feeling better tonight. I got real sleep last night, I didn't have to watch kids that weren't my own, and I got to see my dad today (yesterday) LOL. He will probably be coming home tomorrow (today...err... Sunday) afternoon, and the doctors are impressed with his recovery. I just figured I would fill folks in. xd I also want to thank you guys for the support last night. It really helped. Off to bed with me. The real work starts tomorrow when there are not a fleet of nurses to answer when dad calls for something. LOL Glad to hear the good news. That's what we are here for. If you need support or someone to talk to that's what we all are here for.
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Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2011 6:26 pm
`Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou,' I said, `art sure no craven.
Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the nightly shore - Bad day...
I went shopping with my mom, which I normally do on weekends...sometimes it's annoying because I don't have the time to look for myself..not like I need new clothes. >.>
Anyways we're sitting in the car waiting for a store to open and she starts her usual interrogation. And yes I say interrogation. Because normally when she asks me questions it feels like I'm being interrogated for a crime I've committed and I panic...badly. So she asks me about what I'm doing this week, I told her study for the ACTS, she asked me about the test blah blah.
Here's where the interrogation part comes in, she asked me if I was going to look for work or interested in work. Granted I would LOVE to have a job, but I don't have a mode of transportation, nor do I have the necessary skill set seeing as how I worked 2 years in a staffing agency as a receptionist. Also I'd rather focus my energy on actually bettering myself, studying for college so I can be a psychiatrist...have an ACTUAL career and not be in staffing for the REST of my life like my mom. I pretty much ignored her because there's no point in arguing with her or even telling her my aspirations. I told her what I wanted to do in the past and she's insulted me. That's ALL she ever does. Because I ignored her she assumed that meant I'm not accountable and rudely remarks that I was NEVER a worker. Never a worker my ******** a**! I worked my a** throughout highschool with not so much ******** help from her. I did EVERYTHING for her when I worked in the staffing agency while she sat on her a**. I clean the ******** house for her when she works now. All I ever get is her saying how ******** lazy I am because I cut a few corners...which is EXACTLY WHAT SHE DOES!
I'm just pissed off. I keep thinking that if I did things differently, did things how she wanted, worked like she wanted etc, would she be different? And the conclusion would be no. She would still treat me like s**t...and that's what pisses me off the most.
tl;dr my mom is a condescending abusive ******** b***h. Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'
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Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2011 6:39 pm
Ravynne Sidhe `Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou,' I said, `art sure no craven.
Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the nightly shore - Bad day...
I went shopping with my mom, which I normally do on weekends...sometimes it's annoying because I don't have the time to look for myself..not like I need new clothes. >.>
Anyways we're sitting in the car waiting for a store to open and she starts her usual interrogation. And yes I say interrogation. Because normally when she asks me questions it feels like I'm being interrogated for a crime I've committed and I panic...badly. So she asks me about what I'm doing this week, I told her study for the ACTS, she asked me about the test blah blah.
Here's where the interrogation part comes in, she asked me if I was going to look for work or interested in work. Granted I would LOVE to have a job, but I don't have a mode of transportation, nor do I have the necessary skill set seeing as how I worked 2 years in a staffing agency as a receptionist. Also I'd rather focus my energy on actually bettering myself, studying for college so I can be a psychiatrist...have an ACTUAL career and not be in staffing for the REST of my life like my mom. I pretty much ignored her because there's no point in arguing with her or even telling her my aspirations. I told her what I wanted to do in the past and she's insulted me. That's ALL she ever does. Because I ignored her she assumed that meant I'm not accountable and rudely remarks that I was NEVER a worker. Never a worker my ******** a**! I worked my a** throughout highschool with not so much ******** help from her. I did EVERYTHING for her when I worked in the staffing agency while she sat on her a**. I clean the ******** house for her when she works now. All I ever get is her saying how ******** lazy I am because I cut a few corners...which is EXACTLY WHAT SHE DOES!
I'm just pissed off. I keep thinking that if I did things differently, did things how she wanted, worked like she wanted etc, would she be different? And the conclusion would be no. She would still treat me like s**t...and that's what pisses me off the most.
tl;dr my mom is a condescending abusive ******** b***h. Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.' I'm sorry *hugs*
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Posted: Sun Jan 30, 2011 6:49 pm
rmcdra Ravynne Sidhe `Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou,' I said, `art sure no craven.
Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the nightly shore - Bad day...
I went shopping with my mom, which I normally do on weekends...sometimes it's annoying because I don't have the time to look for myself..not like I need new clothes. >.>
Anyways we're sitting in the car waiting for a store to open and she starts her usual interrogation. And yes I say interrogation. Because normally when she asks me questions it feels like I'm being interrogated for a crime I've committed and I panic...badly. So she asks me about what I'm doing this week, I told her study for the ACTS, she asked me about the test blah blah.
Here's where the interrogation part comes in, she asked me if I was going to look for work or interested in work. Granted I would LOVE to have a job, but I don't have a mode of transportation, nor do I have the necessary skill set seeing as how I worked 2 years in a staffing agency as a receptionist. Also I'd rather focus my energy on actually bettering myself, studying for college so I can be a psychiatrist...have an ACTUAL career and not be in staffing for the REST of my life like my mom. I pretty much ignored her because there's no point in arguing with her or even telling her my aspirations. I told her what I wanted to do in the past and she's insulted me. That's ALL she ever does. Because I ignored her she assumed that meant I'm not accountable and rudely remarks that I was NEVER a worker. Never a worker my ******** a**! I worked my a** throughout highschool with not so much ******** help from her. I did EVERYTHING for her when I worked in the staffing agency while she sat on her a**. I clean the ******** house for her when she works now. All I ever get is her saying how ******** lazy I am because I cut a few corners...which is EXACTLY WHAT SHE DOES!
I'm just pissed off. I keep thinking that if I did things differently, did things how she wanted, worked like she wanted etc, would she be different? And the conclusion would be no. She would still treat me like s**t...and that's what pisses me off the most.
tl;dr my mom is a condescending abusive ******** b***h. Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.' I'm sorry *hugs* `Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou,' I said, `art sure no craven.
Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the nightly shore - -hugs- story of my life...it's hard to focus on something when someone who you think should have faith in you and love you...doesn't and only breathes negative energy towards you and around you. Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'
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Posted: Mon Jan 31, 2011 7:19 am
Parent have a way of making you feel like you haven't done good enough for yourself. It's hard enough when they don't mean to make you feel that way, it is that much worse when they do mean to.
My parents did the same to me until my son was about 2. In fact, I think he was the difference. I had so much potential to "Be Somebody" and to "DO something with my life." Dad took it personal when I decided I would rather have a family and settle down instead of becoming a pilot and globe-trotting, and bringing in the big bucks.
When our son was about 2 and his personality was beginning to show, my dad really begin to question me if I was happy, instead of assuming that I had screwed myself out of a luxurious life. Now, 8 years later, I don't think he could be any more proud of me and my family.
I think what it will take for your mom to change her attitude towards you is you going for what you know you want, Ravynne. You see, the whole time I was chasing the dreams dad wanted me to, he still acted like I wasn't doing enough, and I was still failing. I realized that one day, and I knew I would rather be settled, stable, and attached to someone. If I was doing what dad wanted me to, I would be wealthy, but alone. I wouldn't be happy, and neither would my dad. You just need to go for what you know you want, and one day your mother will realize it's not her life to live.
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Posted: Mon Jan 31, 2011 7:23 am
Eltanin Sadachbia Parent have a way of making you feel like you haven't done good enough for yourself. It's hard enough when they don't mean to make you feel that way, it is that much worse when they do mean to. My parents did the same to me until my son was about 2. In fact, I think he was the difference. I had so much potential to "Be Somebody" and to "DO something with my life." Dad took it personal when I decided I would rather have a family and settle down instead of becoming a pilot and globe-trotting, and bringing in the big bucks. When our son was about 2 and his personality was beginning to show, my dad really begin to question me if I was happy, instead of assuming that I had screwed myself out of a luxurious life. Now, 8 years later, I don't think he could be any more proud of me and my family. I think what it will take for your mom to change her attitude towards you is you going for what you know you want, Ravynne. You see, the whole time I was chasing the dreams dad wanted me to, he still acted like I wasn't doing enough, and I was still failing. I realized that one day, and I knew I would rather be settled, stable, and attached to someone. If I was doing what dad wanted me to, I would be wealthy, but alone. I wouldn't be happy, and neither would my dad. You just need to go for what you know you want, and one day your mother will realize it's not her life to live. `Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou,' I said, `art sure no craven.
Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the nightly shore - Which is why I want to pursue a career as a psychiratrist. So I can be happy with doing a private practice, and settle down with a family of my own. I just need to push what she says in the back of my mind and let it roll off my shoulders.
Because letting her get to me, is why I've been lost without a career choice. And psychology in general has always been my interest and my calling. Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'
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Posted: Mon Jan 31, 2011 1:02 pm
Ravynne Sidhe Eltanin Sadachbia Parent have a way of making you feel like you haven't done good enough for yourself. It's hard enough when they don't mean to make you feel that way, it is that much worse when they do mean to. My parents did the same to me until my son was about 2. In fact, I think he was the difference. I had so much potential to "Be Somebody" and to "DO something with my life." Dad took it personal when I decided I would rather have a family and settle down instead of becoming a pilot and globe-trotting, and bringing in the big bucks. When our son was about 2 and his personality was beginning to show, my dad really begin to question me if I was happy, instead of assuming that I had screwed myself out of a luxurious life. Now, 8 years later, I don't think he could be any more proud of me and my family. I think what it will take for your mom to change her attitude towards you is you going for what you know you want, Ravynne. You see, the whole time I was chasing the dreams dad wanted me to, he still acted like I wasn't doing enough, and I was still failing. I realized that one day, and I knew I would rather be settled, stable, and attached to someone. If I was doing what dad wanted me to, I would be wealthy, but alone. I wouldn't be happy, and neither would my dad. You just need to go for what you know you want, and one day your mother will realize it's not her life to live. `Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou,' I said, `art sure no craven.
Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the nightly shore - Which is why I want to pursue a career as a psychiratrist. So I can be happy with doing a private practice, and settle down with a family of my own. I just need to push what she says in the back of my mind and let it roll off my shoulders.
Because letting her get to me, is why I've been lost without a career choice. And psychology in general has always been my interest and my calling. Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.' You are exactly right... She is your mother, and it sounds like you have a similar relationship with her as I had to my dad at one time. I honestly believe that when you have been achieving your own goals for awhile, she will come around, and not treat you that way anymore. It does take awhile, but it will happen. And then you won't feel so beat down by her, and in fact, she will begin to encourage you. My dad and I have a wonderful relationship now, but it took awhile to get there. I hope your mother and you will be the same.
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Posted: Mon Jan 31, 2011 1:07 pm
Dad is home by the way.
He looks SO MUCH better at home than in the hospital. He is getting around really well, and he is in great spirits. The doctor was really impressed at his rate of recovery, and has no worries for dad.
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Posted: Mon Jan 31, 2011 1:12 pm
Eltanin Sadachbia Dad is home by the way. He looks SO MUCH better at home than in the hospital. He is getting around really well, and he is in great spirits. The doctor was really impressed at his rate of recovery, and has no worries for dad. Congrats and Praise God.
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Posted: Tue Feb 08, 2011 9:10 pm
Yeah, I know this is a low blow, but I really need to teach this guy to stop using my wall to insult Obama.
Could y'all please post a comment on my Facebook wall supporting our Presidents Manhood? Please and Thank you!
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