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 Posted: Mon Nov 14, 2005 3:40 pm
Here, I submit this for you all to read & make fun of. I hope you get a good laugh out of it.
Sometimes I wonder...
I wonder if the world see me
As I really should be.
I remain here, trapped inside,
Not even my lover can heal the ache,
And often I wonder if she thinks that what she's into has turned into a mistake.
I wonder if I die tomorrow,
Would she weep, or would her mind become clear,
And if I make it back to heaven, would the angels still turn their noses and sneer.
Trapped, trapped, trapped...
Stuck between heaven and hell,
And yet, if I weren't, well...
I would remain, remain as a plaything to the gods.
Be teased by young angels, loathed by the cruel,
And in the eyes of masters of creation, nothing more than a tool.
Darkness tears at my heart,
It burns and twists, and claws like keeping it inside is a crime,
But to release it , would bring upon the end of me, and the end of time.
However, light I am, and light I shall remain.
As long as I don't have to wander lost and alone,
I have nothing to fear, not word, thought, or stone.
Sometimes I wonder...
I wonder if I am really more sure,
Sure that I'm in love, and that I really am still pure.
If there is a reason to be, then the only reason has to be,
To thine own self be true,
And that those that push you down, need to get a clue.
I no longer have to wonder, the reasons are now obvious.
I lived in fear, because I was unsure of myself, and why I was here.
I lived lonely because of love, I had a fear.
I see now how much of a fool I am now, of what a fool, indeed.
Me revelation, though ringing in my head like thunder,
Has yet to overtake the power of the 3 little words that are like an evil seed...
Now they are my creed...
...Sometimes I wonder...
Yeah, crap, I know.
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Posted: Mon Nov 14, 2005 5:18 pm
Hey peepies!
I added two new pics to the front page, cause I am having too much fun with all these doll makers!
And Julie wrote an... interesting... poem. Too deep for me and my bubbly self, but good none the less
OH! My fav new pic is the playboy bunny one! I even have Katie in it! (Although in a hurry to leave school I forgot her bunny ears sweatdrop Still so cute though whee )
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Posted: Mon Nov 14, 2005 5:28 pm
because ma petite was so brave as to share her poem with you all I have decided to brave mine aswell (not as good as ma petite's...but not bad none the less)
Insane
Sometimes I dont know why
But the tears flow down my eye
And it hurts so much inside and out
For me to talk about
My past,future and present
I know one day Ill resent it
But I cant think straight
Im going insane
As I sit here on the window pane
Should I jump and risk my life?
Or just simply use a knife?
No one knows just how I feel
Im hoping all this isnt real,
The stress, anger and the pain
Now theres nothing left for me to gain
Im slowly, quitely, going insane
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Posted: Mon Nov 14, 2005 5:31 pm
yay! Mirei! I loves them! *glomp*
and ma petite, I must say...I love your poem heart
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Posted: Tue Nov 15, 2005 5:02 am
[Belle Morte] yay! Mirei! I loves them! *glomp* and ma petite, I must say...I love your poem heart Both your poems are good, but they need to be happy! xd lol
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Posted: Tue Nov 15, 2005 6:05 am
I just added more dolls and a secret of mine!
First person to figure it out and tell me what is is, wins!
Gino: Win? There's a prize?
Yes there is, but you are not eligible xd
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Posted: Tue Nov 15, 2005 7:24 am
*running around* AHHH exclaim exclaim exclaim My ear is bleeding exclaim xp
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Posted: Tue Nov 15, 2005 8:48 am
My poem is a load of crap that sucks hardcore monkey balls. Sorry it's not happy Mirei, I'll work on a better one for you later
& let me guess, the secret is that the last two dolls are you & Katie, right? Who, I assume, was one of the answers to last night's guessing game.
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Posted: Tue Nov 15, 2005 10:03 am
This is what happened when I got bored on my break, lol. It's fugly ol' me. 
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Posted: Tue Nov 15, 2005 10:03 am
Psycho_Ryko My poem is a load of crap that sucks hardcore monkey balls. Sorry it's not happy Mirei, I'll work on a better one for you later & let me guess, the secret is that the last two dolls are you & Katie, right? Who, I assume, was one of the answers to last night's guessing game. That's close blaugh
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Posted: Tue Nov 15, 2005 10:06 am
The secret isn't a secret, you have a crush on Katie. Now what's my prize?
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Posted: Tue Nov 15, 2005 10:25 am
Another scary doll of me. *sigh* This is what happens when I get bored....*shakes head* I'll do some for anyone who asks, however they want it of whoever. I'm workin on some more now, but I won't be able to post them till maybe later. 
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Posted: Tue Nov 15, 2005 12:04 pm
hehe! I see the secret!
ninja Mirei and Katie- Mirei's secret, she has a bit of a crush on Katie! ninja
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Posted: Tue Nov 15, 2005 12:05 pm
Psycho_Ryko My poem is a load of crap that sucks hardcore monkey balls. Sorry it's not happy Mirei, I'll work on a better one for you later & let me guess, the secret is that the last two dolls are you & Katie, right? Who, I assume, was one of the answers to last night's guessing game. ma petite? what is the matter? you seem upset.
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Posted: Tue Nov 15, 2005 1:16 pm
[Belle Morte] Psycho_Ryko My poem is a load of crap that sucks hardcore monkey balls. Sorry it's not happy Mirei, I'll work on a better one for you later & let me guess, the secret is that the last two dolls are you & Katie, right? Who, I assume, was one of the answers to last night's guessing game. ma petite? what is the matter? you seem upset. Hm? What? Oh, no, just tired & I have a headache.
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