Sey
:: cleans up the bits of the explosion ::
If you want to focus on that one single sentence then that's entirely your choice.
::Congeals in a slop bucket in the corner.::
I choose that sentence because it seems to be the most important one among the sarcastically made appologies for things you don't need to be sorry for. I choose it because it seems to embody the entirity of my previous argument and to hold what seems to be this 'indifference' that irks me so...
Randomly updating, as I sit here listening to the audio tapes for my correspondance course... I can't seem to find anything to do to keep me away from the computer other than lying on the couch or something, since I'm fairly sure my sister has the car keys in her purse 500 miles east of here, my brother took the truck to move a couch, and the Jaguar's in the shop.
xp I'd watch another movie, but I wasted my 6 hours of LOTR watching yesterday when I wanted to get away from this machine...
sweatdrop In all honesty, I
want horribly to appologize for what I said... but I won't let myself. I won't give in to this 'parental instinct' I seem to feel whenever I'm dealing with these child-like avatars, and I won't appologize for things that I meant, even if I didn't mean them so insultingly. I want so bad to appologize that it's making me sick again, and I know it's not the normal sickness that I've felt for the past two months when I woke up in the morning because that went away last week when I stopped myself forcibly for being so meaninglessly nice.
When you keep strong emotions pent up inside they make you sick, and I'm not sure exactly what to call it, but this counts under that rule, I think... Wow... that makes 3 emotions that I've felt this century.
sweatdrop It's a good thing to vent a bit, rather than letting things build up inside until one day you simply explode... Though I let it simmer on the backburner a bit too long, it seems... My bad, I guess, and the only thing I can honestly say I'm willing to appologize for is the fact that I didn't say it so
directly sooner.
...
Anyways... off of that... I remember I was trying to make balance here. Right now I'm trying to hold back the urge to rant on about Sey, both the person and the character, and the many ways this bias shows through, though I'll simply suffice to say that without someone helping you along, you have no chance in hell of actually achieving anything resembling a balance between light and dark.
::Melts back into a pile of incoherant mush.::
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