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 Posted: Wed Oct 19, 2005 4:49 am
Noah moved to say thank you to Muraki for telling Ly to lay off the clingness that had been bothering him and stopped at the mention of forbidian fruit...Ly had been a virgin? "OMG..." He froze turning and bolted from the room not waiting to hear the rest. He had hurt Ly for his want of causaul sex he had token something that should of been with someone more special.
"Noah?" Ward questioned watching the wolf bolt from that room. "Noah! What wrong!" He yelled as he just contiuned to run. "Muraki! What the hell did you just say?!"
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Posted: Wed Oct 19, 2005 7:47 am
Muraki turned around and looked at him "Noah..." Muraki realised he had gone. Should he chace after him? No, I think this is something that only he could sort out on his own and something he is going to have to realise that Ly wanted more then anything else in the world and so muraki just sat down and waited for Ly to kill him because as soon as he finds out about this he will be wanting Muraki's head for Muraki had just probably ruined the first bit of happiness he has had in ages and he can no longer take it back. He rested his arms on the table and started to silently cry, knowing that his life was now oever with once again. How do you kill an undead rabbit? God knows but knowing Ly he could deffintly find way.
"Muraki must have told him that he had just taken Ly's virginity" he said to Ward "Noah is special to ly, Ly is hoplessly in love with him and he would of hated anyone else to have taken his virginity and this is why he would of never told Noah that he was going to be his first, because he was scared that something like this would happen. He didnt want to scare Noah, he didnt want to Noah to hate him, he didnt want Noah to just do what has just happend now. I can honestly say that Muraki is a dead bunny" Kuri said resting agienst Ward "though the only thing is, is that im worried about Ly and Noah, really worried...." he trailed off and looked away crying silently, he loved Ly and had grown to love Noah but now this has happend, the happiness...whatever you wished to call it that exsisted between Noah and Ly had been ruined. He wanted Ly to find happiness and he had and yet now Muraki goes and ruins it. "I need to go see Ly, hes going to be furious with Muraki and I might as well try and hold him off" he said sighing as he got up from the table to start making his way out of the room.
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Posted: Wed Oct 19, 2005 7:56 am
Ward shook his head laying a hand on Kuri. "I'll get Ly. Muraki needs you to comfort him Kuri. I can't I'm a stranger and it's not Muraki fault. Noah justed freaked out." He gently turned the rabbit back. "Beside hurting Muraki isn't going to solve anything. Ly needs to go after Noah and talk to him about why he did what he did." Ward gave his mate a kiss going up the stairs. "Ly!" He called.
Noah ran though it was raining and getting cold water trickling in his hair. Damn scar was always right. Why was it always right. He fell coughing shivering his hair sticking to his face. 'God Ly why?'
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Posted: Wed Oct 19, 2005 8:40 am
Ly had heard Wards voice and got up off the bed and placed the bottle on his dressing table and went to the door "Ward, whats wrong" he said in an annoyed tone after he opened the door but something told him it had to do with Noah. "What happend!?" he asked in alarm but didnt bother waiting for an answer he just shot down stairs, ignoring Ward and ran to the dining room "Kuri, Muraki what happend?!" he demanded looking at them both.
"Ward you do..." he triled off as Ward went knowing Ward might just end up dead himself but he stayed with Muraki and comforted him and hoped this worked out, god only knows Kuri cant have more heartache in his life. He hugged onto Muraki who didnt move or anything but he stayed there anyway. Kuri looked up when Ly entered "Ly, Muraki just...." he couldnt say it, he couldnt have Ly do anything to Muraki...
"Its ok Kuri, its my responsability, i will take care of it" he got up and walked over to Ly "Ly I told Noah you were a virgin..." he said sighing knowing that he didnt need to finish the sentence.
Ly stood there in shock, the one thing he never wanted Noah to find out about hs been told to him. Ly would of told him when it was time but not now, not like this. Ly stood back from Muraki and wanted to hit him so much but he made himself not to as he promised Noah that he wouldnt hurt anyone else and he wanted to keep his promises to him as he didnt want to upset Noah in anyway even though it seems thats all he has been doing lately, his happiness was now starting to fall apart over what just happend "MURAKI!!!...." Other then that, he was speechless "OH MY GOD..." Ly didnt know what to say and what he did say wasnt anything proper, what could he say anyway? "I will deal with you later" he growled at him as he ran out the dinning room door and ran out the front door, not bothering about a coat. He needed Noah, he needed to talk to him and tell him why he never mentioned it and try and fix this...that is if it wasnt too late.
Ly headed down the drive way and decided to head to his house, if he would go anywhere its either to the shop or his house and so he made his way towards Noah's house "Noah!" he called as he reached the bottom, not being able to see through this rain all that well, as he got to the bottom of the drive and started towards Noah's home "NOAH!!" he called, wondering where on earth he could of gone to and just ran, calling and hoping he would find Noah, he had to find him and he wouldnt give up till he did, no matter what happend.
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Posted: Wed Oct 19, 2005 9:48 am
Noah feel feeling frozen unable to move anymore just kneeling in the mud rain and tears running down his face as he coughed numb. Home was to far way...Home...Ly ohhh god..
Ward shook his head. "Kuri take Muraki to his favorit spot and stay with him. I don't want him near Ly at the moment. At least to Ly calms down."
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Posted: Wed Oct 19, 2005 10:11 am
Ly had stopped after a while, he was out of breath and decide to stay in one place and looked to see if he could see anything just standing here. He saw something in the distance, he wasnt sure what it was because of the rain but he ran over to it, slipping twice on the muddy grass but was determined to get there incease it was Noah. Upon his arrival, he slipped once more yet got up and realised that it was Noah "NOAH!" he said now crying himself as he droped to the ground and put his arms around him and just held him as tight as he could so as to not hurt the scar on him. "Oh god Noah, please, please forgive me" he cried into him "I wanted to tell you I was a virgin, I wanted to tell you that you would be my first, I wanted to tell you so much but I couldnt." he said as he started to rock Noah back and forth a little "how am i meant to tell you that I was a virgin when I was scared that you would hate me or distance yourself from me or...well....do this? I didnt want you to hate me, I didnt want you to be scared, I didnt want you to be upset with me at all, especially not after what had just happend.
"Noah, though you were the one I had giving my virginity to I swear to you now that I do not regret it, I do not wish it was with anyone else, I am pleased that it was you who took it. I wanted my first time to be with someone who I loved and cared about completely and there is noone in this world who i love and care for as much as I love and care about you. I give you my heart completely, I dont care if i have to wait for you but I promise you that you will always be the only guy for me, no matter what happens.
I could never love another as much as I love you and that is the reason why I wanted you to be my first, its because I wanted the perfect guy and your him. We all have faults but to me your perfect and I never wantedyou to find out like this, I never wanted this to happen which is why I never told you..." Ly was crying harder now, he felt as if his whole new world was falling down around him. Muraki betrayed him, Noah will probably never forgive him and his happiness he had grown to love because of Noah is now fading away before his eyes. Oh god, what am i meant to do? he thought silently to himself as he looked up to the sky for a few moments before closing his eyes im such an idiot he carried on thinking to himself as he kissed the top of Noah's head as he huged him still, getting the hair out of his face and over one of is shoulders so that it wasnt annoying him.
"Come Muraki, lets go to the library, you will be safe there, I will lock the door also" he said pick up Muraki who was now in tears again "please, lets go" he said as he started towards the dining room door with Muraki "Ward, sweetheart, can you look after everything please? Just give me some time to be alone with Muraki for a bit" he said as he lent over and kissed ward "I just hope this has a happy ending, i really and truely do." he said as he walked off with Muraki.
Muraki let himself be picked up and lead away, he felt horrible about what happend, he knew he shouldnt of said anything so why did he? Noah had a right to know surely but....he shook his head softly as he cried, he shouldnt of told Ly's business, it wasnt his business to tell but didnt know have a right to know? He was confused and he was pleased to just be taken to the comfort of the library.
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Posted: Wed Oct 19, 2005 1:37 pm
"I will love. I hope you don't mind but I'm going to call Akash over." He sigh flipping open the cell phone calling the unicorn cell number. It was cold it was wet. Noah had ran out there and now Ly. Muraki was in tears...he need to get the healer to help out.
Noah struggled in the other wolf grip beforeing calming down and crying into Ly shirt. "Should of told me...should of told me...god..." He clenched into Ly shirt searching for warmth.. "Cold....should of told me."
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Posted: Wed Oct 19, 2005 1:50 pm
"No, its fine sweetie, just hope he can help" he sighed as he lead Muraki into the library and shut the door softly behind them.
"Noah, I was an idiot not to but it was hard for me to do that, I wanted to tell you but how could i? I didnt want you to not have sex with me because you thought I would be better off doing losing my virginity to someone else when all i ever wanted was to lose it to you. I was scared you would say no and I didnt want that. It was selfish, I know but I couldnt help it I just didnt want you thinking that someone else was better suited for me when all I have ever wanted from the first time I meet you, was you." he cried as he tried to keep Noah warm in this rain "I am so, so sorry. I never meant to do this to you" he cried, hugging on tight to him
Muraki sat down at the table and put his arms on the table and rested his head on them, looking away from Kuri and cried, getting tired out because of crying so much. He did speak, he just wanted this day to be over with yet even he knew that wouldnt help. "Kuri, please leave me. I need to think." he said silently
"Im not going to too, im sorry...." he was interupted by Muraki
"LEAVE NOW!" he screamed at him.
Kuri knew better to stay around when he gets into one of these moods so he kissed Muraki and left the library, locking the door behind him so he was kept safe. "im sorry Muraki" he said silently going back to ward "Ward, he wanted to be left alone" he said hugging him as he looked out the window into the rain "I hope Noah and Ly are alright..." he trailed off
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Posted: Wed Oct 19, 2005 1:56 pm
Noah didn't moved half was dumb and deft as the rain poured. "Warm... somewhere...sick." He muttered. IT was so cold almost like the water was trying to pull the warmth from him. "Please...just home..."
"I do to. Akash is coming hopefully he can help." He sigh. "He was out so where lucky he's closer to here should be coming here in about fifteen minutes." He pulled Kuri close. "It's alright luv."
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Posted: Wed Oct 19, 2005 11:34 pm
Muraki was lost, he didnt know what to do and didnt know where to start asking for an apology but he knew that he had lost Ly's trust, the one thing that Ly had given him when he first accepted to live here and now he was sure to lose his friendship also. He was scared sick and just wanted to have everything back to normal, but he knew that wasnt going to happen now that he screwed it up completely. He sat there crying, wishing he had gone with his gut instincts and said nothing.
Kuri sighed sadly and couldnt help but think of one question and one question only. What will happen between Noah and Ly? A question thats been Plaguing his every thought since Ly had left. "I will be back in a moment baby, I just think a few blankets will be needed for when Ly and Noah come home, I will just go upstairs and get them." he said wanting to stay strong for everyones sake even though he was on the verge of crying. He moved away from Ward and rushed up stairs to the linen cupboard and pulled out several blankets and went back down stairs and put them by the fire in the reception hall. He then went back to Ward and hugged him yet started to as soon as he had wraped his arms around his waist, he was scared and worried about Noah and Ly's future and about how he hoped to god that they were both safe out there. "Oh ward, im so scared and worried about the two of them and not to mention Ly's relationship now with Muraki..." he said as he trailed off, just crying now into his mates shoulder and wondering how worse this day could get.
Ly stood up and then bent over and picked Noah up in his arms and carried him like he was about to 'walk over the threshold' and made his way home with him, holding him tight "Noah, Im taking us back to my place because its closer" he said to him trying to stop crying "you will be home by the fireplace soon, I promise". He wanted nothing more then to warm Noah up, give him a shower, some of his clothes to wear and just put him to bed for the night and wait on him if need be. Kuri will want to wash his clothes and will probably wish him to stay also just so he can have peace of mind that he will be safe and sound...
Ly walked as quickly and carefully as he could through the rain and mud and soon came to the driveway of his home in the distance. It was blury but he could make it out. "Nearly home Noah, soon you will be warmed up soon" he said as he carried on towards his home and the place he knew Noah would be safe. He didnt care about his own health right now, he just wanted to get Noah inside and warmed up and hopefully, if he wanted to, put into his bed. Noah would use Muraki's for the night if need be and he would be just across the hall from Noah if anything should go wrong so he could leave Noah alone, just that when he got home he would have to rebuild the fire in his room though if he stayed as he wanted Noah to be nice and warm and those old rooms could get rather cold so a fire was just what was needed.
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Posted: Thu Oct 20, 2005 5:59 am
Ward shushed Kuri gently. "Its alright luv. Listen to me pleae." He cupped his mates face looking at him. "The blankets are a good thing but if we cold have a warm bath ready it will help warm them quicker." He need to keep Kuri from breaking down and keeping Kuri busy helping would help the most. "Could you do that and I'll wait down here to help."
Noah clung to Ly head resting against his chest, eyes dryed of tears. He felt numb and need to cling himself to the only soild thing around him. He shivered not caring what was going on. He just wanted to be somewhere safe.
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Posted: Thu Oct 20, 2005 6:16 am
Ly made it to the driveway of the Estate and started making his way up the drive, he was on better ground now so he moved up the drive at a quicker pace then when he was on muddy grass. He felt horrible, terrible, he never wanted to do this and never wanted to see him like this yet all he does seem to do is end up hurting the ones he cares about. Hes an idiot, he should of just stayed in his room and never came out, it would of been much better and he wouldnt of hurt Muraki and especially not Noah.
Kuri took a deep breath and exhaled "I will baby" he said hugging him one last time and made his way up to the bathroom on the third floor, wishing for once the bathroom on the second floor was still there. However he went up and started running a bath for at least one of them and right now thats all he could do, why couldnt he be stronger in these situations? why? He hated being weak in times like these. He ran the bath, making sure the water ws just right and placed a towel by the bath and left it, hoping it would be just right for them.
Ly had finally made it to the top of the Drive and rushed towards the front door, wanting Noah inside. He ran to the door as best as he could so as to not drop Noah and pushed down the handle, glad the old house still had them and walked inside with him and over to fireplace and put him down on the ground just so he could warm up a bit before he has a bath. He saw the blankets there and wraped one around Noah for the time being, just so he didnt have to go up these stairs yet and get into a bath his body wouldnt be suited for and just held him "Noah, were home, just warm up here a little till you are ready for a bath. I just want you to be by the fire for 5 minutes or so and then I will take you up to have a bath," he said sitting with him, pleased they were both home and hoped Noah will be all right. "Ward wheres muraki and Kuri?" he asked he cat "oh and please shut the door" he said to him as he turned his attention back to Noah and held him
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