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 Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2005 4:41 pm
((I didn't use much graphic description. I did a whole three-page scene in the rating G once before in fanfiction.net, and it had slid through. So, watch this eek ))
Blue Bastarache felt his entire being; mind soul and body enveloped by her. He felt her warmth spread out to his body as he danced with her- this horizontal fandango of their passion. His harsh touch was only a reflection of his desperate need. And he was wasting love in his desperate caresses. As he moved, he whispered to her disoriented, disjointed words, horrific descriptions. His lips moved all by themselves, the words flowing out of his mouth.
"You are my... core." he whispered, making sense for the first time.
Then, as he whispered, his words were fixated into one sentence.
"You brought it out of me... You brought it out of me..."
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2005 4:48 pm
((I just hope the mods won't get mad blaugh but i guess if they do they can delete...
hey gaia hasn't screwed up on me in a while I think eating the noodle database worked wahoo! Anyway I have to hurry, going out to eat with me aunt...yaya!))
Raen was just as disoriented as he was. Even when he spoke sense, he didn't make sense to her. She was fighting with herself, not really knowing what was going on. This wasn't about love, not for her...it was about power, but something told her that it was wrong. She couldn't let that happen. She pushed it down...farther, letting her own darkness suffocate her more. She focused on the last sentence Blue had said.
"Brought what out?" Confusion filled her mind, about what he said. How could some one feel so much for her? No, not for her, for the good part of her...how could Raven have such an effect on someone. She didn't know, emotions only confused her. She let it go, she let all thought go. She didn't want to think.
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2005 4:54 pm
((alright, let's get this over with))
As Bastarache felt it all build inside of him, he managed to hiss to her ear, the reply to her question, "This." he said, "Love... emotion.... feeling... want... desire... but this time... I won't... kill you... I can't... hurt Raven... I... WON'T!!!"
As he felt himself reach the peak of his passion he held onto her, his warmth surrounding her. He was shaking. He was afraid of falling into a void too deep to crawl out of as he felt her "love" surround him. He felt his heart explode just like his nerves, and his consicence started to slowly slip away from him.
"I love you, Raven Nichole." he whispered, barely holding on, "I love you... and you alone... and you're... mine." his teeth were clenched right before he let out a scream of frustration and loss, his body going limp, his eyes closed as he slipped down a void too deep to crawl out of.
((Okay, let's not make this embarrasing, dear. wink ))
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2005 5:00 pm
Raen's wide eyes shot open. She was beyond feeling, beyond emotion. She felt inhuman. Her mind was reeling. She didn't hear his reply, all she heard was Raven Nichole...Raven. That wasn't her name....wasn't her name.
"My name is Raen..." She whispered as everything stopped. She almost wished she could have felt the way he did, but she didn't...she didn't feel anything.
"And I don't think I belong to you...more so...it's the other way around." She pulled away from him, crawling a few feet away. She wrapped her wings around her body. Her open eyes glowed crimson. In her hand she held a pendant filled with smoke.
"I'm not who you think I am..." She couldn't tell what was going on with him. If he was still in this world or not. She assumed she was talking to herself. She stood up and walked towards him, her wings still wrapped around her body. She willed his clothes to appear and then left him where he was. She couldn't stay there. She needed time...time to figure out why she actually felt bad for doing what she did. She clasped the necklace tighter in her hand, red eyes still glowing, and then dissapeared into the shadows.
((oh God! She's so evil! lol. So sorry that sucked, in a hurry, but it turns out I dn't have to leave yet *sigh* Anyway...I'm really distracted so I better go and stop editing this post before I mess with it too much and make it worse.))
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Posted: Mon Feb 28, 2005 5:12 pm
((I gotta go...gotta change...*sigh* I'll be back...*evil laugh*))
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2005 12:56 pm
Blue Bastarache shivered into conscience, shrugging off the nightmares. He opened his eyes to a world that seemed to frighten him. He shivered uncontrollably as he sat up, and pulled his knees to his chest. He bent his head down, and his thoughts started to run wild; spiraling along the pain he felt in his chest now that he had claimed what he lusted for.
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2005 3:35 pm
Raen watched silently as Blue awoke. Her eyes were no longer a fiery red, but a dark black. Her wings were flapping behind her, calmly for once. Her long hair was pulled back and out of her face. She wore a lose black skirt that whipped around her tan legs. Her top was the same material and color. It was just as lose, leaving her belly exposed. She hummed softly to herself, as a small breeze blew around her.
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2005 3:38 pm
Blue Bastarache shivered uncontrollably; the pain of fulfillment coursing through him. His eyes filled with tears; tears of brokenness. He wept silently at the point he sat - wept for the thirst he couldn't quench.
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2005 3:41 pm
Raen cocked her head sideways. She could feel the pain radiating from him, even from where she was standing. She made her way towards him, her barefeet stepping over broken twigs and stickers. When she was a few feet away she stopped.
"Blue?"
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2005 3:42 pm
Blue Bastarache's tears fell even more as several cuts started to bleed. He kept his eyes away from Raven - hung his head in shame.
"I'm sorry." he said.
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2005 3:44 pm
Raen's sly smile returned, but her eyes remained emotionless.
"Sorry for what?" In her hand she held a necklace tight, to where her knuckles were turning white.
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2005 3:47 pm
Blue Bastarche clenched his teeth as he felt his lips being cut slowly. Blood dripped onto the snow, and he felt pain kiss his lips...
...Just like her warm kiss -only cold and sharp.
"For... forcing you for it. For pushing in." he sighed, turning his teared eyes back onto the ground... to the pool of his own blood. The pain he felt inside of him danced with sorrow and from that, was born the offspring that became self-disgust.
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2005 3:51 pm
She laughed. Her laugh was silky and deeper than normal.
"You didn't force me into anything...I wanted it to happen. Otherwise it wouldn't have..."
She enjoyed watching him in pain. Her eyes lit with something unusual...a sick kind of happiness. He was tortured on the inside, and she enjoyed it.
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2005 3:53 pm
Blue Bastarache embraced himself, slowly rocking back and forth, more cuts appearing on his face.
"You brought it out of me... I brought you fires that you put out... And then you let it burn; and it burns... here." he touched his cut chest, "...inside it burns. Raven... Oh, Raven, why..? Why did you let me have my way?"
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Posted: Tue Mar 01, 2005 3:58 pm
Raen's eyes danced with laughter, mocking his pain. She didn't hurt him phyically, but she had caused a reaction inside of him. That was the worst kind of pain.
"My name is Raen..." She avoided his question. She had a reason for it, just not one that he would find out yet. She wanted to slowly break him, cause him pain. She could feed off his pain, making her stronger...giving her the ability to control her "good" side more. So she only watched him, her grey eyes dancing.
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