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I haven't been on at all, lately. I'm sorry. But I totally (pardon the bad words) felt like s**t. It's quite hard to believe, ne, given the fact that where I live, the weather is superb twelve months per year? X.x Believe me, we've had our share of days where the temperature was under -20, plus the wind, snow, rain and everything I can think of, at the same time.

Heh heh.

I've also had my theorical driving lessons. Three hours a day, for a total of four days in a row. (During the break -- ugh!) Alas ( rolleyes ), it is now over and on the road I shall be, quite soon, to start practicing my driving. Beware, I tell you. Lock yourself up in your underground shelters and don't come out for the next two years to come!

LONG POST ALERT

Hurr I doubt it, there's like infinity realms on WoW and we're in Garona. It's full up. And sucky. It lags a lot.


We all seem to be in the same boat, I'm taking drivers ed too, but not until like, next september because my birthday is in November. ******** late babies.



Speaking of Colins and Collins, My friend Katelynne(wait, she's not my friend....) has a brother named Colin, pronounced colon, and their last name is Butts. gonk rofl I'd kill myself if I had that name. Or be very proud of it. I don't know. I've been odd lately. I want to grow a beard.


And, I've been going through nerd stress lately, and some real (kinda) sadness. I'm level 39 and next level I have to buy a mount, otherwise I'll be left in the dust by Collin, Jeff (Collin's brother), and Mark(some guy that Jeff knows).....Jeez, why can't I just save money at my own ******** pace? I have like....20 gold right now, and you need around 80 to get riding lessons and a mount. I need to save up by tuesday. TUESDAY. Christ. I'm pretty much screwed unless I play nonstop from now until then, just farming and selling the s**t I farm.

My real sadness is that yesterday Brenden was sledding with Steven at this stream near my school, and he went over this jump and fell and hit his head. He's ok now, but he had a pretty fierce concussion yesterday. Steven's so dumb too, he almost left him at the stream because he thought he was faking. And Steven was whining because he hit his tailbone on the ice. He couldn't walk, but he could've shown some compassion. Oh well.

Also, I'm not going on the band trip to regina because there weren't enough people who brought in their forms! crying I was really looking forward to it and so was Collin, because he lives in Regina and we were going to hang out. Flipping gay. I brought my form in pretty much the day after we got them. If I went home for lunch I'd have it by the afternoon, i was so excited. sad I've been thinking about it since Cerelli (band teacher) mentioned it.


So much going on in my life. This girl Katelynne was introduced to me by my best friends Lisa, Liz, Lynnsey and Becky, and I don't like her at all. She's extremely creepy. And Hollow. She actually admitted to moulding to people when she meets them. Like, what the hell? She's not her own person, and I absolutely hate that. It's my biggest pet peeve. I want to have a friend and like them for their personality, not my own in another person's body. It's not that she's boring and has absolutely no personality, it's just not hers. What is that, low self esteem? I'm not sure. But she's going out with this guy ross, who I also hate (He's an a*****e. He can be ok to hang out with, but he's always mentioning that his dad died when he was five, every chance he can.) and he's a complete cockmongerer to her. We were at Becky's once and he sat next to her then said "Awkward....." and left to sit on the stairs. WHAT THE HELL! They're dating, and I think they've dated for like 2 months now, and I don't think they've kissed or anything. Katelynne is trying to change him. I think it's impossible. Anyway, back at Becky's house, Katelynne left and sat in the kitchen with a "stomach ache" and Lisa went to comfort her, and this was when I didn't know her well but I guess I wanted to see if she had any soul at all, so I went down to see if I could comfort her. No such luck, she's hopeless.


Another time we were at Lynnsey's and Ross outright refused to sit next to her, because he "had gas". I had gas about 60498562 times worse than him, and yet I still sat in the living room. Ross was about 20 feet away in the kitchen (he could still see the tv and junk) and Katelynne had the whole loveseat to herself. (Lol, I just noticed the irony in that. They both deserve being laughed at for irony, the losers.) I was sitting on the floor, and there was a nice big comfy leather couch just sitting there waiting for me to sit on it. Jesus. I sat down, and she got all pissed and when Ross went to the bathroom, she said something about trying to make ross sit next to her, where I outright said "it's not gonna happen." But i moved anyway, so she could at least try. It didn't happen and I was stuck on the floor, stinkin it up. It was duuumb. Then we all went back and slept over at my place, Everybody meaning Me, Lisa, Liz (she showed up later, she was on a date with Brenden....Our group all just interlocks like that, it's a bit complicated. Maybe I'll discuss in another post, this one's pretty long already), Becky, Katelynne and Ross. Lynnsey couldn't come because she went missing for a night and ended up sleeping over at Becky's house, and her parents were out of town. she didn't tell anybody and she was supposed to go to Katelynne's and her parents came home early. We had a sharing circle, where we all revealed secrets about ourselves (some of the juicy ones being that I smoke pot, that Becky got drunk at Dan's, and that Lisa goes to a therapist now and then to talk about her stepdad) and Katelynne said some stuff about her changing herself so Ross would like her. Pfft. She does that for everybody. She checked out The Mars Volta so we would have something in Common then sort of pretended to like them. The sharing circle wasn't supposed to leave the basement unless you told friends on the internet (basically anyone that everybody else doesn't know) and KATELYNNE TOLD LYNNSEY. It's not that big of a deal, but it's the principle, y'know? Yeah.


Wow this post is long.


On a side note, I think i like Collin. For the 4th time...? Wtf. gonk

Let's see...My everyday life...Well, I bought a book the other day, all about serial killers, their psychological profiles, their methods, and their ******** minds. Dx The book gave me such nightmares. I can't read the damn thing without shivering, having my stomach hurt, and getting dizzy. But, I am like, some sick glutton for punsihment! I can't stop reading it! gonk
And, last week, I was sick with tonsilitis. My throat was swollen and, I couldn't talk, eat, or swallow.
...
Yeah. That is basically my life, well, the noteable things...other then that, pretty straight forward.

1. Wake up 6:00 AM
2. Take a shower 6:30AM
3. Eat Breakfast 7:00AM
4. Go to School (somewhere imbetween that, I daydream, get in trouble, and sleep) 7:50AM
5. Come home 3:00PM
6. (occasionally) do homework 4:00PM
7. Talk on the phone for hours. 4:10PM
8. Eat dinner. 6:00PM
9. Draw/write while listening to music 6:30PM
10. Talk on the phone some more 7:00PM
11. Eventually drifts off to sleep... 8:00PM-11:00PM

Yeah...pretty straightforward.
._.;;

Tra dee Law... I absolutely HATE that. I went out with this guy, Jarret, and he was an obsessive pervert. It didn't last very long. My mind is false too. And stupid razz . I remember like two years ago being in msn chats, and I met a whole bunch of cool people in there, Including Collin. Everybody thought collin liked me, we were always flirting (apparently. It all revolved around http://bash.org/?search=bloodninja&sort=0&show=25 this. rofl I can't get links working on gaia so bare with me.)

and then he stopped talking to me when I started going out with this guy. For about 3 months. I was sad. If he really did like me I never really noticed. It was right in front of me, and i thought we were just joking around. Eh.

rofl Sorry. I had to point that out.



You poor lady. I'm on Birth Control because I get severe cramps, and they give me extreme mood swings. It kinda sucks. razz

Ahh. Yeah, I only need to take one pill a day. Except when I had bronchitis.

That sucks about your grandma. Sorry. My great grandma's like 94 now. I'm glad I live in canada, No George Bush. smile He kinda effects us. I think he and stephen harper are working together for something. ninja


How did she die? was it just old age, or did she have some kind of condition?


Either way that really sucks. *hugs*

Her heart started to fail.

I went to her funeral, and found that my mom's cousin (the same age as me... o.O) is, well, somewhat attractive. crying