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 Posted: Sun Jul 29, 2007 2:47 am
Yes, I realize this really doesn't belong here, but with everyone paying attention to only the main forum lately, I think this is the place most everyone will see it. And it needs to be seen....especially by a few select people.
Anyways, I'd like to say a few words now. Let's start with something I should be saying every day, but never do because I posses, as my friend Kei calls it, "the brain of a boy" and have a hard time acknowledging my feelings.
Thanks, everyone. Thanks for not letting me get out of hand, especially Rekka, Soren, Ross, and DeMi too I suppose. Even though I scream at you for bringing me down, it's something that sometimes just has to be done. I'm the kind of person who tends to act before she thinks, and more often than not I do things that I don't realize at the time are bad. Hell, sometimes I don't even remember doing them until someone reminds me! So thanks, guys, for pointing out things my brain can't seem to grasp.
Thanks for putting up with me as well. I know that must be hard, what with me constantly changing moods, getting out of control, not realizing how my actions can effect other people, and letting my home life effect how I act on Gaia.
I'd also like to thank everyone in the "Taking back the guild" thread for making me aware of the a*****e that has somehow taken over my brain while I was away.
No, I'm not being sarcastic. I just sounds that way because it's 5:00am.
So, you may be wondering, "what the hell brought this on?". Well, it happened like this. I wrote a journal entry on my online journal the other day about some things a certain person in this guild said to me that really pissed me off. I even quoted what they said they thought about my personality in it, because of how wrong it sounded to me. Well, my mom read it while she was over Friday visiting....
....And then she told me it was right. My own mom. I don't know if you guys can understand, but hearing her say that really got to me. I've been wracking my brain all day today over what to do, and this is all I could come up with.
And so, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I come off as an underhanded little b***h that doesn't care about anyone but herself and only wants everyone to bow down to her. I'm sorry for all the stupid things I do that make me seem that way, whatever they are. I'm sure I've pissed you all off with my antics at least once.
I think you all should know that, regardless of how I act, I do really care about my friends and this guild. I care about the people in it, and I care what happens to it. No, not just because of my roleplay. The rp means alot to me, yes, but mostly because of the story my friends and I have made in it. I put alot of time and effort into it, so it just means alot to me, you know? But that isn't the only reason I stay here, and it isn't all I care about. I'm just a little short sighted sometimes.....I'm sorry if I seemed like some hypocrite elitist that doesn't give a damn about anyone else outside the subforum. That isn't who I am. Not as my online persona, and not as the real me either (which, for the record, are both the same).
I justed wanted to let everybody know that I'm sorry for all the crap I've put you through, and I'm trying my best to figure out what's wrong with me and address it.
Kayako.
P.S: I know, drama-llama sappy note. I have emotions, so shoot me.
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Posted: Sun Jul 29, 2007 4:56 am
howd you do those blocks? o_O
We all know that we all have faults, its whether or not you choose to learn what they are, accept them, and try to better yourself from them.
Im no exception, I can be quite thickheaded and stuck in a rut when it comes to arguments. Even if Im completely, horribly wrong, I will defend my standpoint to the bitter end!
I guess thats what my dad unwittingly taught me with all those "Stick up for what you believe in" statements.
But I digress...
Anyway, dont you just love the morning hours?
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Posted: Sun Jul 29, 2007 6:43 am
@Steeveo: Three step process: Highlight, copy, & paste. That or just type stuff ☺ ☺ ♫ ╚
I liked you better when you were a "underhanded little b***h that doesn't care about anyone but herself and only wants everyone to bow down to her. Some Hypotcrite elitist that doesn't give a damn about anyone else outside the subforum." Fun to mess with. Chances are you'll still be fun to mess with in the near future though. So I guess I'll live with you trying to be nice. razz
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Posted: Sun Jul 29, 2007 10:46 am
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Posted: Sun Jul 29, 2007 11:20 am
Even though this is probably not ment for me....I'm happy that you let it all out.
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Posted: Sun Jul 29, 2007 3:47 pm
woah... did i read correctly?
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Posted: Sun Jul 29, 2007 3:49 pm
Sir Joxcab woah... did i read correctly?
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Posted: Sun Jul 29, 2007 4:24 pm
Take off your top!
Okay, sorry, I just can't stand being serious. razz
Ya just gotta let bad typings and the such not bother you and you'll be a lot more amicable. xp It takes a lot of discipline, and I'm fairly sure most everyone goes through that kinda nitpicky phase at some point in their Internet experience. I used to do it, too, ya know. Just not so... harshly and for so long. razz But I've found the best way to get people to type better is just encouragement and the such. When I started being nicer about it and explained why it works in their favor to type better, they were a lot more receptive, and they seemed to enjoy my company a lot more and the such.
The first step is realizing your mistake, though. That means you're not nearly as dense as most moderators I've seen. razz
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2007 6:18 pm
Eh, my arm smells like I just sneezed into it... Oh, that's because I did.
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Posted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 2:15 am
Soren DeGali The first step is realizing your mistake, though. That means you're not nearly as dense as most moderators I've seen. razz Anyone can make a mistake. It takes courage to admit it. Even more to apologize. 3nodding
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