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MY LOVE

How could you do something so cruel as to shatter my heart to peices.The one thing I stupidly let you steal.What's strange is I knew what you were doing. I saw all the other woman and all your problems but my heart didn't believe it. It lied to me telling me that it's nothing it's all in my head...But your problems got worse, you started drinking more. You beat me and later told me that you loved me. I cried on the inside but stayed strong on the out. To show you tht I can stay strong no matter how hard I'm beat.Bt one day I stood up to you and left for good, and thats when I met him. He slowly picked up every shattered peice of my broken heart and he returned them to me. He made me feel happy and never sad. His smile was no were near the vile smile you always had. His smile lights me up and makes me feel safe.I wish you were here to see me actually happy for once,but even though you hurt me I still wish you well. I hope one day you will change your ways and finally truly be happy.

THE SECRET OF MY EYES


If you look into my eyes in the most serious way you will see that they're not as happy as they use to be back in the day. You will see a sorrowful past and hate how long that memory will last, and when you look away from me you will see me acting happy. You will see a smiling face but really know my disgrace. But please I ask to keep this a hush cause if you don't they will rush and try to comfort me, but my past is my past and I know it's burned in to last but I myself can bring it down, so please don't frown. I need not your help nor any others to forget my past because to me it's already forgotten.