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 Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 4:45 pm
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Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 4:51 pm
When the day had gone. He looked at the hill. From examining and cleaning up the graveyard. Now he wanted... Maybe to see her. He looked at the hill once again before looking back at where he left Morgana. He thought. Then he walked up to the hill. In his monstrous walk as always. The sakura trees bending over the grave.
He came to a stop before the grave. Then laid there. Re-reading the ingravements. Remembering when he saw her. Then had to bury her. His laid his tail down. His fish not even daring to come near; in any comfort.
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Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 4:57 pm
 Morgy was actually perched on the angel he found her the second time she came to the graveyard. She was curled around it, sleeping through the day, not really caring what anyone thought or if they thought her as part of the decoration. When night came, she finally woke up and yawned, rubbing at her eyes. She fluttered off the statue and her ears twitched when she heard the thunderous steps and she saw Arma make his way up the hill.
She should have left him be, let him be alone up there with the grave of someone who was important to him. But something made her open up her wings and flutter off in that direction. Once she was up there, she landed behind him and walked up to stand beside him, looking down at the headstone.
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Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 5:17 pm
He felt her presence behind him. He still feeling at a loss. He should explain. What he was... what he has become. What happened. He remebering all the memories.
"She, Was the most beautifulest numa. In all of Numa Numa land... She said the same things that you said. More. She took care... very good care of me." He nodded. Looking down at the cast around his paw; that Morgana made. He couldn't keep his eyes off the grave. Re-reading; again and again. Recalling the events. Was it enough to just die. He pawed at his face some. He never cried. Not even when she died. Painful though.
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Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 7:27 pm
When he started to speak, she kept silent, just letting him talk. He did say he would tell her soon and she wasn't going to push him to continue. All she did was nod her head in understanding, waiting for him to keep going.
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Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 7:41 pm
"I wished to convey her feelings. I killed her... " He put his face down to the grave grabbing at the grass that surrounded the grave. Flowers. This only spot. "She cried... I don't want you ever.. ever to cry... ever.. Im sorry."
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Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 7:45 pm
This shocked her greatly, though she did not let it show. She could not imagine that Armageddon would purposely hurt anyone, much less kill them. It wasn't the Numa was. "What was her name?" she whispered.
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Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 7:50 pm
"Olivia Bell...." His mumbled under his maw. His tail swung from one side to the next. He sat up in front of the headstone. Touching it gentle.
"The best numa. Loved by everyone back then.... I couldn't give her that.."
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Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 8:00 pm
Morgana really didn't know what to say. She stood in front of the headstone and put her own bone patterned paw on it and stared down at it. She didn't know what love was....or at least, she didn't understand what it was or what you were supposed to feel. It saddened that someone Arma loved died....which meant he would probably never love her.
She blinked to herself, wondering where that thought came from and why it caused her chest to hurt worse then before. Why did the thought of him not loving her cause her so much pain? Did she love him? She wasn't sure. She knew she didn't want to leave his side and she never wanted to leave the graveyard because it gave her so much peace. But what did she know about love?
She sighed ever so lightly, closing her eyes. What did it matter if she loved him, not that she was sure she did (and yes she does), she was very sure his heart or whatever was left of it was devoted to who he had to bury.
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Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 8:17 pm
He watched her paw touch the grave stone. Did she know who this was? He turned to look at her. Then he put his paw over hers then leaned his head on top of his paw. It hurt. He buried her himself. How could he just ... let her die. It wasn't right. It just wasn't. If he had just felt anything! He shook his head side to side.
"Everyone says sorry... even the people who saw me bury her. They just said sorry... Why would they feel sorry. I couldn't love her like they did. Heh. She loved me most..." He held her paw.
"....." He wanted to cry. He didn't. Thats what dramatized him the most. How he couldn't ... couldn't cry for her."
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Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 8:27 pm
She had to wonder what it was like for some many to love you like that? To cry when you died. "They were sorry...because your love was taken....and that you never got to tell her the same....I am sorry....because I do not get to meet the one you love...." she whispered softly, eyes focusing back on the headstone in front of her.
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Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 8:49 pm
"But I could never love her... thats why she died." He turned to look at her in her eyes. The red glowing orbs. "She liked everyone. Accepted them. They were sorry for my sadness. That I guess I didn't have..." He stayed quiet and smiled. "She would have liked to meet you. She liked everyone. So full of love. At the end. It killing her...because I couldn't. Love her like everyone else claimed they did."
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Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 9:06 pm
She stayed silent as he talked. Bliss was alot like that. She loved unconditionally and no matter how much she gave out, she was always willing to give more. But she still didn't understand the hurt she felt in her chest and she wanted it to go away now. Why did it hurt so much, she couldn't change the fact that this Numa was dead and she couldn't bring her back.
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Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 9:35 pm
"I... was the worse. No. I am the worse..." He turned back to the grave stone. "Thats why it seems to surprise that someone would stay close to me ever now... Surprised that you didn't leave for the same reason. I am to be excluded. Ever since then."
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Posted: Tue May 22, 2007 9:41 pm
She shook her head as she looked up at the moon through the trees, "I will not leave you, I have no reason to. I will stay for as long as you let me. I know I cannot replace the one you love and lost, but I will be here when you need me." she whispered softly. She felt ready to cry and she didn't want to cry again. She turned and got ready to walk down the hill, to leave him alone at the grave.
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