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_____________________Save Me___________________

Chorus:
Save me from myself
Well the words, they sound so hollow
The way I feel inside
You're the only one
Who can chase away the shadows
You're the one who gives me back my pride

(1) I can feel those familiar thoughts
Creeping up inside my head
They're the kind, that remind
Me of everything and make me wish
I was dead!
And I've been there so many times
Hanging on by a thread
One day I know I'm gonna slide
And go tumbling over the edge!

(Chorus)

(2)And yeah, I know that someday soon
I will turn around and scream
I will fall, but to all
Those around me the suffocating ghosts
Can't be seen!
And it's getting so dark and cloudy
Here inside my pretty dream
And I cannot think it over
Without a sharpened knife's bright gleam!

(Chorus)

Bridge:
Don't think that I don't mean it
And never forget that I really need it
Without you there to steady my
Chaotic crazy brain
I know that I'll go down and cry
Until I go insane!

(solo)

(3)And so another day goes by
Filled with smiles but deep inside
It comes to light, and still fights
To grab me by the throat and pull me
Down to hell!
And now again I run to you
To burden you with this
I should take care of my own thundercloud
And let you live your happiness!

(Chorus)

(first 2 lines of chorus 2x)
Save me from myself...



_________________Not Man Enough____________________

Chorus:
You didn't have to hit her, you didn't have to yell
You didn't have to swear or tell her to go to hell
You didn't have to shout, you didn't have to scream
You didn't have to make a nightmare out of all her dreams
I know, you're trying to be her father
But no, you shouldn't even bother
You're not man enough to take care of her
You're just too damn tough to be aware of her
She's not a toy with a pretty face
She's a living member of the human race

(1)You took her home for the weekend
Brother and little sisters
You thought that you had it all planned
But she was a real resister
When she asked about the knife you kept under your bed
You told her it was no joke
You put it there in case your girlfriend tried to kill you
And the little ones heard when you spoke
You sent them straight to bed
Without even saying goodnight
And when she stayed up to watch television
You thought you had to put her right

(Chorus)

(2)Her brother went on the computer
Trying not to get your attention
While the girls played a game in the bedroom
They must've had the same intention
It wasn't that they didn't want to be with you
I think it was your girlfriend being there
If you want to get to know them in a closer way
You're gonna have to show that you care
Your girlfriend spent the day there
Trying to spoil them blind
And when you left her there to babysit
Your daughter had to speak her mind

(Chorus)

Bridge:
She doesn't say amen at the end of your prayers
Because she doesn't belong to your faith
But at least respect the choices she's made
Or there'll never be an end to this race

(3)The last time you spent time together
She thought it was a little bit better
Cuz you didn't have to bribe them with ice cream
To keep them quiet when your girlfriend met her
You say you've got no money to take them out
But you had enough to gamble away
On the night when your girlfriend left the kids alone
You didn't have a lot to say
She's allowed to put down their mother
And their friends and religion too
Your daughter doesn't visit to be insulted
That's why she talks back to you

(Chorus)

Im learning guitar (teaching myself very painfully and slowly grrrr) and I can kinda sing. I wanna learn drums and bass.

Glad you like them!

-plays guitar fairly well... or so she has been told-
I want to learns me some bass. 3nodding

what should we call ourselves.. the flaming frio... i mean quadruple-o... that sure didnt work... redface

Heres another one:

_________________________BANDAGE FOR THE SOUL_____________________

1. These empty words cant speak the truth
The look in my eyes is a veil
Somebody killed the laughter of youth
The teardrops of blood leave a trail
Look in my eyes, see how Ive grown old
Fading a bit every day
Somebody stuck a knife in my soul
Now its bleeding its life away

Chorus: Its leaking out through the hole in my heart
Im lost in the dark and the cold
Im weaker now and Im falling apart
And there aint no bandage for the soul

2. Never before have I felt so cold
Dead to the world all around
Somebody broke the trust that they stole
And real pain, it dont make a sound
Colours have all faded to gray
Burned by the flames in my mind
Somebody died, my soul tried to pray
But the pieces are so hard to find

(Chorus)

Break: Long long ago
I lost myself along the road
Deep deep inside
All this pain I try to hide
Far far away
I might find hope again someday
Out out of time
I left my soul behind

(solo)

3. Out in this world alone on my own
Aching inside with the pain
Somebody chilled my heart to the bone
My soul drifts away in the rain

(repeat Chorus to fade)

backup. yeah or we can take turns.

I cant wait till im a LOT better. I mean, I can play lots of songs, but its just strumming the chords mostly, and some fingerpicking for slower ones

i like having callouses I can show off whee