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 Posted: Mon Jul 11, 2005 12:53 am
Just needed a place to cry. Life sucks and it sucks the way guys keep treating me. I don't really want to write it all down. I was dumped by my boyfriend friday. As I was going home on the train i bump into my ex and his new girlfriend. I try and be friendly and get the most immense evils from said girlfriend. I feel like s**t on the train. When I get off I phone my best friend and cry down the phone. My ex and his girlfriend walk past and laugh. They go and stay with this girl who sent me death threats when I was dating said ex. Even though the guy said he hated her. Then the next day they turn up at my work to wind me up even more and sit outside for an hour rubbing it in the fact I have no guy, and any guy I do get treats me like s**t and generally this new girlfriend is 100 times prettier and better than me.
Then when I send ex an email to ask him to stop tormenting me he said he "wasnt aware he was doing anything wrong" and made out like I was the bad one.
I've started cutting again because I feel like s**t. I really don't see why guys go for me in the first place. Except as a laugh to torment me to make themselves feel better. I have no talents. I'm not that interesting. And all I do is sit around and let guys hit me and stick their dicks in where its not wanted and verbally and mentally abuse me. I feel so ******** worthless.
Anyways. You don't really want to read this s**t but I needed to get it out.
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Posted: Mon Jul 11, 2005 1:59 am
Aww hun I can't believe he broke up with you, i think i shall have words with 'said ex' probably something about him and his new lady friend...
I know Moony will probably be able to give you better support but i'll be here for you if you need anything.
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Posted: Mon Jul 11, 2005 2:18 am
Babe, I'm gonna PM you.
Don't let them get to you.
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Posted: Mon Jul 11, 2005 8:47 am
Hey, you guy ssupported me through my break up so dont worry this thread stays until you feel its ready to let go.
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Posted: Mon Jul 11, 2005 12:59 pm
Oh hunnie.. I don't know what to say, all I can think to say is that I'm so sorry you have to go through this, I wish there was something I could do to help you in any way. I know we don't talk but I don't like to see someone hurting when they don't seserve it and I want to help you in any and every way I possibly can. If you ever feel you want to rant or scream feel free to IM/PM me and I'll let you take it out on me, I know this is difficult and I can't do much but if you need me I'll be here. There are a lot of us here who want to help you through this, and we will if you let us.
As for the cutting thing, if you ever need someone to talk to about that, I'm here - I have the same problem that I'm trying to stop so maybe we could help each other with it. *hugs tightly* (Its not real, I know, but its the thought that counts right?). I love you, Eevie, in a platonic way, even though we don't really know each other and I really hope you feel better soon and that your ex and the new girl get what they deserves.
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Posted: Tue Jul 12, 2005 2:04 pm
sorry to hear that all I can say to you is to be strong I know that it is a really hard situation, love your self a little bit more dont let this guys abuse you... dont ever say your not pretty or talented because evryone in this world haves their cualitys.. youll see youll find someone who will love you depply... try to work on your self esteem... about cutting I think you may seek profesional advice would be my best advice.. I dont cut but I have an eating problem and I tear my hair off... In this moment Im serching for healp...
I know this is internet but I send you all the suport i can give heart
I know how hard that kind of break ups are cause I had pass trought a similar situation in the past...
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Posted: Tue Jul 12, 2005 8:14 pm
aww sweety Iv been there dun that, have the guys bolls tacked to my wall to prove it, best sujestion, femail inpowerment stuff and when you get out of the dark place and feel it might be nice to have someone agen, try for someone compleaty different
it could take a wile, act like its nothing it will bothur them to hell
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Posted: Wed Jul 13, 2005 5:08 am
Eeevie Just needed a place to cry. Life sucks and it sucks the way guys keep treating me. I don't really want to write it all down. I was dumped by my boyfriend friday. As I was going home on the train i bump into my ex and his new girlfriend. I try and be friendly and get the most immense evils from said girlfriend. I feel like s**t on the train. When I get off I phone my best friend and cry down the phone. My ex and his girlfriend walk past and laugh. They go and stay with this girl who sent me death threats when I was dating said ex. Even though the guy said he hated her. Then the next day they turn up at my work to wind me up even more and sit outside for an hour rubbing it in the fact I have no guy, and any guy I do get treats me like s**t and generally this new girlfriend is 100 times prettier and better than me. Then when I send ex an email to ask him to stop tormenting me he said he "wasnt aware he was doing anything wrong" and made out like I was the bad one. I've started cutting again because I feel like s**t. I really don't see why guys go for me in the first place. Except as a laugh to torment me to make themselves feel better. I have no talents. I'm not that interesting. And all I do is sit around and let guys hit me and stick their dicks in where its not wanted and verbally and mentally abuse me. I feel so ******** worthless. Anyways. You don't really want to read this s**t but I needed to get it out. Awe dont be like that. Tons of people have low selfesteems and i bet you are interesting and are good at tons of things you havnt told us. You should stick up for youself, i didnt read anywhere why they treat you like that so i dont really know but seeing how you try to be nice and get hurt you dont deserve it.
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Posted: Wed Jul 13, 2005 7:08 am
I'm sorry to hear about that a*****e. sad Know this- you are NOT worthless. You deserve better. You deserve a guy who is sweet, loving, and respectful, and knows not to stick his d**k where it's not wanted. If they keep this up you could also always get them in trouble for revenge.
I am here for you, regardless of how little we know each other. Feel free to PM me anytime to vent or seek advice. heart
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Posted: Sat Jul 16, 2005 3:32 am
Update; thanks to everyone who responded. I felt a lot better after your posts. My boyfriend took me back this week and we talked a lot. Apparantly he has committment issues but Im trying to help him with that. In this whole event, I've actually got over my ex. Finally. After nearly a year. Eeep! Anyways, I thought long and hard and realised that I have the best friends anyone could ever wish for and I got to look at what I have not what I've lost. I love you guys and I'm sorry I havent posted recently. I'll be back and active now and happier than ever. Especially with my new winged anklets xd Fredward Bloody women and their bloody moodswings. Tsssssk!
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Posted: Sun Jul 17, 2005 2:23 am
Eeevie Update; thanks to everyone who responded. I felt a lot better after your posts. My boyfriend took me back this week and we talked a lot. Apparantly he has committment issues but Im trying to help him with that. In this whole event, I've actually got over my ex. Finally. After nearly a year. Eeep! Anyways, I thought long and hard and realised that I have the best friends anyone could ever wish for and I got to look at what I have not what I've lost. I love you guys and I'm sorry I havent posted recently. I'll be back and active now and happier than ever. Especially with my new winged anklets xd Fredward Bloody women and their bloody moodswings. Tsssssk! Yay! Winged Anklets! Love you sooo much sweetie! And Fredward - yes girls do have moodswings - and you'd better get used to them!
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