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i used to be bound with the sin of masurbation and i was so ashamed and disgusted of myself, but i was a slave to it. i always kept it a secret because i thought i was a freak for being a girl who mastrubates, i thought it was just a guy thing and everyone would think i wasdisgusting. So i kept it to myself for years and it has been so hard. i felt like such a hypocrite saying that i was a christian, which i was and and am, i believe in Jesus Christ with all my heart, i know he is there and i would give my life for him, but i was a slave to lust. but then today happened, i swear today has been the biggest blessing ever. i went to youth group with a friend and todays youth group was different because some people from a church in Ft. myers came to do a skit and preach and do testimonies, and one of the guys had a testimony about how he was bound with masturbation and i just broke down into tears. I begged God to forgive me and then a girl from that church came to me and offered to pray for me, so i told her why i was crying and she prayed and i swear right at that moment i knew i was free, i felt Gods presence and i just knew!=] after she finished praying she said she dealed with that too and had friends who dealed with that, but she was freed through God, just like i am now. My friend had been praying with another person also and she was crying too, so she came to me and confessed that she had a masturbation problem and i yelled "omg me too!!!" and i gave her a hug and we ccried and talked about how great it is that we were finally free, i couldnt believe that one of my friends had been going through the same thing i was. It was so unbelievable, like i said before this day has just been such a blessing. And to all the girls out there reading this right now who have a masturbation problem, just know that your not a freak and your not the only one who has to face it. God can free you from it, just like he freed me =]. and the same thing goes to guys, he can free you. Im telling you man, God is so amazing, he never stops suprising me. I love him so much and i thank him for blessing me with salvation. Thanks for reading this and i just needed to get this out there =].

thats so awesome! ^^
my mom says that since we are followers of God and are being called to do his works, satan will try to attack us where we are weak and where it hurts. He tempts us with all sorts of things like you with your anger and me with my lust, but God has set us free from it =]

i know doesnt it feel great!? ^^
and yes the devil knows our weaknesses and he will tempt us from time and time again, but with God we can overcome any burden, any addiction that we may have. =] and im still so overwhelmed by all of it and so suprised that God gave me the courage to actually tell someone about it. and to think i almost didnt go to youth group yesterday =P. Gosh God is so awesome =]

yeah i am too! thats why im still so suprised i actually told people about it, but God is awesome like that xP

Oh my Gosh this is flippin hilarious, not that I'm making fun of you but, wow...ahahaha, I'm sorry to laugh at your problem I guess it's just that I never really heard a female say she has those kinda problems, I guess the thing is is that it's funny, because it's not really heard of that often....But yea good job, one sin down...I don't know however many you have more to go.

30 percent of women deal with it, well thats what the girl at my church said anyway. And its alright im not offended, atleast now you know.

I know women are capable of it, it's just most of them don't, because of moral or societal reasons.

OHMAIGOODIES, I have the same problem. x_x
Pray for me?