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..And I realized I Did infact miss her.. Terribly..

..I miss having a girl I can smile and laugh with..
Kiss and Cry with...
Hold in my arms.... And know she loves me too....

I cried, twice already..
I miss that so badly..
I miss her, so badly... ..


I don't know why, but sometimes I get like this.. Usually whenever I talk to her.


But I mean.
I'm truely happy I'm out of that relationship.
She's into Drugs, Fighting, and alot of Dangerous junk.
Me?
I'm a Lover, Baby. Not A fighter. [ 'Less I have to.. D: ]


...But what am I to do?
I die inside everytime I hug her..
and I never wanna let her go..

She's coming into town next weekend, and wants to spend the night.
But she's Single, too.
Which means that she's most likely just going to try to use me for sex. sad
... God O_O sometimes I don't mind that. D:

But .. Now, I do, and like.. . crying I don't know what to tell her!!


D: Help. What do I tell her? Yes? No? Tell her how I feel? >.< help ;_;

I mean.. I KNOW I -HAVE- to tell her... But, I REALLY REALLY REALLY Need Suggestions as to how... sweatdrop

Well said, Nightingale. However, if it makes you feel uncomfortable, just don't let her stay over. It's as simple as that.

okay fine, you may not be lonely. The other option is that you loved this girl and still have some sort of feelings for her. Just because you have feelings for her doesn`t mean you should do something rash. A lot of people still have feelings for their ex after a break up. Those feelings will go away in time though.

Of course we`re still jumping to the conclusion that she wants to have sex with you. This may not be the case. Even if she has done so in the past people can change. She may not have that intention. You need to treat her as a friend and prepare for the time during the weekend when she may hit on you. If she does start to hit on you then you need to talk to her. Tell her you don`t appreciate it and say that you can`t really be friends anymore and need to cut off contact because you don`t feel comfortable with her hitting on you because you have a boyfriend. Prepare a speech in advance if you don`t feel confident in your improv skills and think of all the arguments against it she could make. It`s kind of like preparing for a debate.

To cut her off stop talking to her, stop hanging around her, etc. It`s fairly simple. If she doesn`t hit on you and you don`t break the friendship off then there is always the option of slowly cutting her out of your life. She doesn`t live near you so I assume you talk a lot on the internet and the phone. Avoid her phone calls or talk for a short amount of time and then leave. Don`t call her. Block her from msn and don`t answer e-mails or e-mail her. That`s how you cut someone out.

If you like your new boyfriend and don`t want to screw things up with him and date this girl then the remedy is simple...... DON`T HAVE SEX WITH HER!!! Period. Cheating is a conscious act and if you do have sex with her then you CHOOSE to cheat on your boyfriend. I don`t care what she says or what she does it`s still a choice you make. You need to grow a backbone and stand up for yourself. Don`t give me crap about temptation..... that`s no excuse. She can cry until your living room is flooded, she can coat her voice in sugar but that`s NO EXCUSE for giving in to sex and cheating. You need to make the choice now whether to have sex with her or not and you need to stick to that. If you decide to have sex with her don`t drag your boyfriends feelings into it. Tell him that you have feelings for your ex and intend to get back together with her. But if you are truly happy in this relationship and don`t want to go back to the old one then just don`t cheat.

To help create an atmosphere where she won`t feel compelled to have sex with you make sure you sleep in seperate rooms(even if it means she sleeps on the couch). Make sure you are doing things that will not encourage sex. Don`t watch a movie in the dark for example. If you do watch a movie sit on a different couch or chair.

Always be conscious of your actions and that they don`t insinuate anything.

And next time don`t invite your ex to stay overnight.

I'd have to agree with nightingale.

I had sort of this problem with a friend and another friend of mine told me something interesting. It reminds me of this situation.

I don't think you're in love with her still. I think you're in love with the idea of her.

Sometimes this happens. Heck, even I've done it. Ideas are powerful things; however, ideas don't feel. Ideas don't care, and they certainly don't love.

The healthy thing to do might be to cut it off. It would suck to lose a good friend, however. The thing is, she doesn't sound liek a good friend if she's just using you for sex.

So you have to gage for yourself if she's your friend or just a user, and if she's just a user then yes, you would consider cutting it off.

And yes, telling her you love her enough to have to let her go is a good approach.

Keep in mind, she threw tantrums to get her way so she's going to get upset if you do try to cut it off with her. Like nightingale said, grow a backbone and stand up to it. Don't buckle under the pressure of her tears. You're doing it for her as well as yourself. Remember that.

I'm a little late in this and hope everything went well but I'll pretend that it hasn't happened yet just to get my opinion into it. razz

First of all, I agree with you getting a backbone but there seems to be a lack of sympathy in it, considering it's not something you grow over night. You just need to let her know where your boundaries are whether her intentions are bad or good. It doesn't matter that she "might have" changed, she just needs to know that your boundaries have changed so she knows that you aren't for that s**t. I'm sure you would know by this time what her intentions were/are so I hope she didn't manipulate you into anything..

I hope it all went okay! If you do end up seeing her again or she does end up staying the night at your place then bring your boyfriend with you. Let her know that he was planning on staying that night before she was invited (so she doesn't think that you're doing it to protect yourself and that you would still be vulnerable if you two were alone) and that you would all have to share the house together.

Scratch that last part...after rereading it..I over looked the sarcastic meanings behind it..haha..sorry!!!

Akako-Blaze, your very wise points hit farther than i think anyone here has hit home with any one given point. keep up the good advice