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 Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 8:13 am
Pheonix: Part 1
A life torn from the flames of eternal darkness
To burn lighter than a candle
Against the wind, we strive for greatness
Only to remembered amongst thousands
This world we live in
Has dangers at every turn
But it also has love
To know this feeling
It is hard t come by
through the hurling winds and the raging waters
Your hope keeps you aflame
Your hope for that special one that was ment for you
Is the only thought above you
Will your flame lose its light at the very feet of that one person you where searching your who life for.
Or will it burn with the stregnth of the sun...
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 8:14 am
Pheonix: Part 2
From the Flame We are born
Out of the Ashes we awake
Our eyes clouded with dust
Let the Children Rise
Their Feathers dust-covered
And unable to breathe
Breathe
Breathe
Little child you must breathe
Your elders before you
Their Place
Clean and Crisp was the Air
Pure and untainted the ground
The trees Green
The Water Reflecting the sky above them
No more can you live in your Sanctuary
Before your elders
You now Breathe Life
A Life of sickness an suffering
Pollution
Killing for Game
Blood Covers the ground that was once Clay and Gravel
Oil Fills the streams once Fresh and clean
To live your life now is suicide
But your courage is Great
Your love to strive
To have a life and fulfill your dreams
You have Everything it takes to become the best to yourself
All you have to do
Is take that first breathe
And fly away
Fly towards your destiny...
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 8:15 am
Pheonix: Part 3
Your are at the place of your elders
Home at last
Though your heart aches of lonliness and betrayal
From Birth
Ashes to Flight
All you ever knew what Lonliness
To survive
You had Courage
To Live you had Your defense
But to reach the age of adulthood
This is something new
Something you nevr felt before
Attraction, Feelings besides Hate vs Survival
Love...
Love for another
But with this also comes fear...
Rejection
And yet all for the survival of your kind
To feel alone in this world is the hardest thing to ever imagine
And yet your survived this far
Wait
wait patiently
and in time you will witness the greatest gift in life
Creating life
Like no other experience
Your wings hold them gently under you
They are so small
And you wonder if you where ever this small
To scared
Afraid they will break with the slightest touch you stand aside
Admists the rumble and joy you look back on your life
To come such a far way
To see a glimps of this little feathered pheonix
Laying next to you
This is the greatest gift
To share life
To love on another
And soon the pheonix will fly their nest, in search of their own destiny
To clam victories
Battles
To survive in this world
All for the glimps of an eternal life
Through these years of hardship love is earned and respected
Please love you friends and family because they love you dearly
And you are their gift from the heavens
They charish you and Watch over you
Because now it is your turn to fly...
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 8:16 am
Addiction
My addiction
I cannot escape
I turn from myself
But i hate what i do
I abuse myself
By turning to you
Asking, pleading you to hurt me
Torture and violence is my addiction
Hurt me
Make me forget
My addiction is a maze
Never finding the end
Only to return back to you again...
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 8:17 am
HellFire
So young outside but wise within
felling so lost yet somehow, its home
to knowledge to leave, too wanted to stay
anywhere i go, trouble just follows
i always bring the darkness, its raining...
inside and out, i dont know how to stop it...
all the masks, they seem to constantly pour
i know how i must look to you, but its just for show
i am not what you see, but i cannot reveal...
all that's here is not in the right at all...
so young to you, but i am nothing but old and bitter
living through hell and fire after,
i am mostly dead inside and nothing but screaming
i have been forsaken and risen to sins ladders
constantly breaking, i am falling apart
from what i haven't got a clue...
it's hurting, everything inside and outward too...
it's burns and bites, this gnawing, it is an emptiness
a broken void, that cannot be cured, not by madness,
long ago it was removed, and i cant remember what it was
i have betrayed, loved ones and the rest
it was unintended, but i could not stop, i denied
i refused to take the blame and am now forewver shunned
apperaring innocent and harmless, when truth deadly dangerous
living through war and madness, everafter
i am scared, worn and washed up
i am never to be light and loved, stuck in the hell fire...
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 8:17 am
Promise
What should i do, when i cannot understand this all.
The secret that we hide, the pain it brings just burns.
I am drawing in this rain, all the tears just dried up to dust.
The ache inside just grows, and i know it has to do with this.
I cannot speak this to anyone, but it tears me apart.
The truth just screams to be heard and to be spoken out to all.
I cannot tell you this, the feeling inside i hide
They just grow and hurt to be held, inside so tightlt buried.
The heart cannot hold out forever, and remain alone without you.
I am falling apart and spiraling out of control.
The confusion is tearing me inside, this secret.
I know it must remain hidden, from them, but it hurts to lie.
I know i can trust you, but they'd never understand this.
The feeling and what we have, is somthinf unusual.
But to me, with you, this is a second home.
I cannot reveal this to anyone, the feeling deep inside.
They just grow hurting more with everyday, inside so buried away
The heart will not hold out forever when restrained and hurting.
I am falling apart, becoming unseen and just an illusion.
The confusion is tearing me apart, this secrect we hide.
What should i do, i cannot understand this all
The secret that we hide, the pain it brings just burns.
I am drowning in this rain, all the tears just dried up to dust.
The ache inside just grows, and i know it has to do with this.
I cannot speak this to anyone, but it tears me apart, telling lies
The truth just screams to be heard and to be spoken out.
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 8:18 am
- Puppy Love Denial -
I thought
as you where gone
All these feelings...
The longing of your gentle hugs
That look in your eyes
All the little things
Did i miss you that much?
This feeling to rise
Buried deep inside
All my thoughts clouded.
It's a haze
This puppy Love
Even I deny
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 8:20 am
- Remains of My Glass Heart -
Your love for me
Mends me heart of glass
Ripped and torn
The scars will never pass
But my love for you remains
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 8:20 am
- BreakDown -
The water caves in around me
My lungs choke on the liquid
I look towards the ripples, the surface
I see Everyone above me
I reach for anyone but i touch darkness
Fire flows through my mind
My heart pounds
I can hear the echo of my pulse within the raging water
This water sufocates me as i drown
In my own sorrow and hate
I drown knowing everyone is watching me
This is the fate I have seen
My nightmares attack
Through out the night I can barely sleep knowing they will come back to me
This raging water brings lightning and wind
They torment me and despise me
Always coming back for more..
What should i do?
What can I do?
This storm inside of my head will never stop
For it has a reason
And one reason only
To fulfill its goal...
Destruction
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 8:21 am
- Don't Touch Me -
Don't Touch me
Your hands are gentle
Leaving marks on my body
Your words are soft
With threats and play
The sensations are burning
The fires are consuming
I'm hurting inside and out
Don't touch me
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 8:22 am
- Untitled #1 -
Like liquid fire
Blood flows through my veins
This burning desire
Brings ecstasy and pain
To love and to feel
Your body is my toy
This dream that is real
I must destroy
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 8:24 am
- Flame -
Like a flame from the darkness
You light up my soul
Blind to each other
But pulled closer as each day passes by
So much in common
So much we want:
Love
The affection of another
Honesty and friendship
I can see all in you
But I want more
To be held in your arms
To make you happy
Can I do this?
That is up to you...
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 8:25 am
- Am I Unloved Or Is This In My Mind? -
Meet my sting
and hear my scream
in agnoy and pain
because i let you in
I let you into mylife
Loving and caring
Trusting you
Believing you
But Why do i Feel as if your trust is the knife in my back
Why do I feel like ending my life
When all that happened was my mind
Envading my heart
Hurting everything you've said
Making myself hate you even more
Why must I do this
Self-Defense?
bull s**t
I am afraid to get hurt
but I let you
And everytime you look into my eyes
I crawl back into your arms
Hoping to change
Wanting you to love me
Will I ever find someone
to just love me
Without feeling insecure
Without accusing you
Without misunderstnding other people
You shouldn't love me
Becuase of the way I am
This hell I put you through
is not even worth your time
So just leave me alone
Like i already feel
Leave me to die
In this cold and empty body i possesse
It is just one more hole in the ground to dig
One more hour for the priest
One more day of sadness
Atop the many hours of tears and screaming
Atop my worst nightmares
Will you ever love me
But will I ever trust you completely?
Or is this just my mind
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 8:26 am
- My innocence and your Horizon -
We Live from small horizons:
We move in crowds, we flow together and talk together,
seeing so many eyes and so many hands and faces,
so many mouths, and all with secret meanings.
yet knowing little only thinking
concious mind
beating heart
ordered thoughts, unwind
what do you know of me or i of you?
simple not complex
curiousity sticks me back
love holds me to you
Will you not share with me who you are?
And I with you.
Past frightens me but love guides me
curiosity returns
gentle whispers
I am yours to hold
to have
COMPLETELY
what do you know of me or I of you?
Can we share our lives now
Letting words silently give way
My innocece is yours
I am yours.
As words give way
Take me to your place
I belong no where else
but in your arms and in your heart.
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 8:27 am
- Only Soulmate -
One
Truly the number is small
As the words rare
But when spoken
The passion and feeling in your words
There is no other
Love is never whole alone
Without the sweetest kiss
The softest breath
The one you are willing to give up anything
Someone who completes who you are
Your other half.
The broken roads are many
Lost at times
But the signs are there
Unoticed with care
Looking upon them now
Many will realize their hearts desire
What compassion and love one can hold is vast
The inquiry may be great
The hardship immense
But to each their own
The search is eternal
As embers to the fire
Slow and withering
You start weak and helpless
But over the ages
You will burn with strength and will
Time has no end in this journey
For your heart has no limits
Scared and Hurt
The heart heals with time
Trust is gained
Love will never subside to its true nature
Lessons of the heart guide you
Help you through your life
Your heart may love
Many times over
But your soul Loves once
Your soul mate
Just as easily spoken
The truth is much difficult to find
But when you do find that one person
Who completes you
Never let go
Never give up
Never say good-bye
Because your soul only loves once
And you've found your heart's desire
So hold on to them for dear life
And remind them everyday
For without them
You are unwhole
Incomplete
Without them
You are half of who you are.
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