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 Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 1:33 am
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 1:34 am
~FATE~
And so I wait,
An inevitable fate,
Only to face certain death
I continue on breath by breath.
And so I maintain a steady pace,
Until the reaper take me,
To the deeper part of the world,
Or be it thy guardian angel,
To guide me through the darkness
Into the light, into the heavens,
Only then can I rest,
Away from horror, from doubt,
Countless days,
Countless nights,
Watching the restless stars,
I wait for the day when
Death rest his hand on my shoulder,
And says “Come my child, it is time."
Only then can I rest,
Away from horror, from doubt,
He does not come
But yet he does,
For I hear the faint steps of his dead feet,
Coming closer and closer,
I do not turn and await him,
For I know what fate he brings
And so I wait
An inevitable fate
Only to face certain death
I continue on breath by breath
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 1:35 am
~I REMEMBER~
I never thought it could be real
I felt so empty
I think it’s time to change
I never thought, I never thought
It could be real.
Too much pain gone by
Too much love passed me by
I never thought I’d love you
I never thought, I never thought.
I’d take you to the end and back
I’d dance down the moon
For just one kiss from you
For just one kiss
Daydreaming a night with you.
Screaming my love for you.
[Chorus]
I never thought it could be real
I felt so empty
I think it’s time to change
I never thought, I never thought
It could be real.
Do you remember?
I remember the smile,
The smile you gave me.
I remember the way it used to be
I remember that look in your eyes,
It brought me back to you.
Too much love in your eyes
I look at you still in my mind
I can taste your lips on mine
Do you know, all the songs I have wrote for you?
I have wrote for you my hearts eyes.
[Chorus]
I never thought it could be real
I felt so empty before
I think it’s time to change
I never thought, I never thought
It could be real.
Too much pain gone by
Too much love passed me by
I never thought I’d love you
I never thought, I never thought.
I’d take you to the end and back
I’d dance down the moon
For just one kiss from you
For just one kiss
I never thought, I never thought
It could be real.
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 1:36 am
~HOME ALAS~
A splintered beam.
A destroyed dream.
Dead minds of the living
Dazed and dying, blind and crying.
We lay our head down to rest,
never to wake again.
A soul from the west to protest,
He will fight until the end.
Detest the put to rest.
Voices in the screaming wind.
Fold my soul through and through
Put it in an envelope to send.
Such a beautiful place, who knew?
Here I sleep to mend.
Say not your good-byes,
we will meet again.
My body held down by ties,
you arise to be seated
as my body dies.
Hooded man, hooded man,
hear their cries
Sweet lies and mellow cries.
Here my body dies,
but yet remains my dying eyes.
Hooded man, hooded man,
Let them say no good-byes.
I'll wait for you in the fields of wheat,
There again we will meet.
Our feet wet from the dewy grass,
we are home alas.
We will listen to melodies of sweet,
mesmerized beat by beat.
Cold steal of the chopping block
Wet with blood from souls to flock.
Cold steal of the hooded mans blade
Blunt from souls to fade.
O' Boat man take my coins and let me pass.
O' hooded man raise your axe.
Blade be swift, blade be sharp,
Sweet hymn of the golden harp.
My sorrow gone to fade.
I am home alas.
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 1:38 am
~SLEEPLESS LOVE~
in my sleep I can sense you,
awake in the darkness,
I wonder if you hear my shallow breath,
for I can hear yours.
I look into your eyes,
I see the gears turning,
the thoughts dissipating
you stare back,
I wonder if you see the same in me.
I see the sorrow in your eyes,
I begin to fear the reasons it is there.
You speak,
the love of your words creeps into me,
I smile and stumble over my words
laughter, sweet, like wine
you take me into your arms,
your soft voice caressing my soul,
you hold me, fighting off the pain,
your words soothing my wounds,
given to me from the stares,
Burning my skin with their gazes.
"Sleep love, forever sleep."
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 1:39 am
~OVER DOSE~
I love u more then drugs
I love u more then booze
I love u more then life it self
I love it when u make me feel wanted
I love the way you laugh
I love the way I can be with you yet be so far
You are my one and only
You’re the happy pill I wish I could OD on
You’re the one I can call and be drunk and know if anything happened you’d take care of me
You’re the one I can see in my life and know you will always hold my heart with pride
You’re the one that makes me feel like I have a reason to live
If I could go rehab and get rid of my addiction to you, it’s only so I can get addicted again
you....you are the one who I will share my last breath for...so here it goes....I love u and as long as our hearts beat the same rhythm....I’m never going to stop...and I will fight till my heart implodes for you...and to keep you....
*nods* okay no more drugs for me...
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 1:40 am
~LILY~
Thousand miles away
Seems like a wall.
Tonight we’ll make it sway
Tomorrow we’ll make it fall
I’ll love you forever,
My next door cell mate.
I’ll send you a flower
And we can cheat fate
Tonight I’ll be your Remy
Tomorrow I’ll be your hero.
Tonight we’ll make it sway.
Tomorrow we’ll wreck the Cosmo
From so many miles away
I’ll send you a lily
All night we’ll play
Morning you’ll call me silly.
Soft nibbles
You hear me panting
Quiet giggles
You feel me lusting
I’ll whisper dirties in your ear
Make you shiver down your spine
I’ll pull you near
Tonight you’re mine.
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 1:41 am
~BLEEDING THROUGH A THOUSAND HOLES~
What ever happened
to the way you looked me
when I said I loved you?
What ever happened
to that smile you had
when we talked about having kids?
What ever happened
to the touch of your lips
while I slept so quietly?
What ever happened
to you saying
'I love you too' and meaning it?
How many times did you cry for me?
While I lay in that bed
in the white place.
Wating for my heart to be cut out.
I would have given you that heart
You had only to take it.
What ever happened
to make you give it back?
You gave it back
with a thouseand holes and bleeding
I'll change the bandage everyday
Til I die cus I promised I wouldn't let go
I wont lie I'd rather bleed to death
than see what I can't bare.
What ever happened to running away?
What ever happened to our love?
What ever happened to us?
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 1:42 am
~ECSTACY~
Live a day in my life and you'll know my misery
I've been struck by the four devils: love, envy, hate and jealousy
Though I've not seen you in what seems a century
You meet me daily in my dreams and memory
I wonder every second if you remember loving me
Then I assume not, guess I'm just not that worthy
They say love is a b***h, and it seems the b***h loves me
Clinging to my heart, saying we're not destined to be
But reminding me of you constantly
As though some insane joke or mockery
Then I assume once again it's just part of the misery
Now I wonder if when death becomes me
Will I rid the pain and finally be free...
I wait alone in my room for the darkness to come
Your voice whispers in my ears and my heart beats like a drum
I see you clearly, but wonder where this illusion is from
My mind must be playing tricks, for your love it's gone numb
Even though you're not real, I still can't talk to you, once again it seems I've been struck dumb
Eventually I explain in the battle of love I've never lost, then again have never won
But there aren't hundreds of women or even some
When I think of names yours is the only one
I still can't believe what it is I've done, couldn't say goodbye, it's sad and true
Couldn't even say that I loved you...
Now I wander the streets aiming for a hundred miles
I remember your beauty and your charm was versatile
I suppose crying over you seems pathetic
Better to have loved and lost? No I just don't think I get it
The hundreds of women I know, their beauty seems pale compared to yours
As if they were stars and you the moon, and for you everything seems to aim towards
My journey continues through the dark woods
Don't know when it'll end, don't know when it should
Possibly when I reach you, you'll ask how I could
Leave you like that, perhaps you knew that I would...
I will find you someday, no matter the time
It's my heart's desire to make you, so you will be mine
Though I have reasonable doubt that you won't deny
Even it that is so, my love for you won't ever die
Then I wonder when I die, would tears come to your eyes
Would you forgive me for the deception, forgive me for the lies
It hurts a lot to love you, but all the love ever does is rise
Searching and longing for you, it very well still tries
Love reminds me constantly: even a death angle flies...
Like every rose has at least once thorn
Every life lived is at least once born
Every death that occurs is at least once mourned
Every letter from your love is eventually torn
I still can't show malice nor any scorn.
The months passed like minuets, though me you did not warn
Time seemed nimble, your perfect allure nothing could adorn
Now when I think of you I'm: sad, distressed even lovelorn...
Someone once said to me: when it rains it pours
When your luck is down you're bound to get wet, in or out of the doors
Though I very much like rain and love the downpour
It renders me helpless, all I see is your beautiful face and the pretty smile of yours
Like a sailor who's been lost and sees his home shore
Like a crowd when they see a musician come back for an encore
Like a trapped bird who escapes and flies in the outdoors
If I can find you perhaps my faith in love you can restore...
I'm confused, I say I want you, I can't have you, and you will be mine
I'm contradicting myself, I love you, and because of my mistake you left me, that's all I ever rhyme
My mind tells me something and my heart disagrees
One or the other I don't know who to believe
Perhaps I don't really want you, and longing for you is my ecstasy...
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 1:44 am
~A GAME OF TRAGADIES~
I'm done crying for you
I'm done lying to you
I'm moving on
I'm done being a pawn
In this game in this game of chess
We're only making a mess
I'll never love again
So I'm going to begin
Doing what I can
To be the one I am
So Play with your pet
I wont fret
I'm done crying for you
I'm done lying to you
I won't say I'm sorry
I turn from you empty
A hallow Vessel
My Dying love faithful
The wick of our candle runs short
Our Ship sailing from port
Thy captain fall gorey
Thy queen flee in dory
Watcching as you row away
I turn my gaze astray
I abandon hope
As you did the mast rope
I said goodbye once
Now I drown in Silence
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Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 1:46 am
~WHAT IF's~
What would you do
if I lied to you again?
I'm just some stupid kid
begging to be forgiven
What would you do
if I said I still loved you?
I see your face
on every lily
How long would it take
for me to say I'm sorry?
I'd have to say
i'd say it now if you were here
How long would it take
for you to forgive a fool?
I wouldn't expect you to
for what I've done to you
What If I lied to you?
What if I smiled for you?
Would you still love me in the end?
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Posted: Sun Feb 11, 2007 4:42 pm
Ok so you can post in here if you wish.
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