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 Posted: Fri Feb 02, 2007 7:47 pm
Tiva paced beside the stream. She had sent Cap to find Lila and Donny and bring them to her. After speaking to Rauken, which did not go the way she had orrigenally planned. She was still with him...and now she would find out if she would still have Lila and Donny as well...She sighed and looked up, waiting.
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Posted: Fri Feb 02, 2007 8:05 pm
Lila trotted into view, scolding a small dog for scaring the living daylight out of her when he said Tiva had wanted to talk to her. She saw Tiva and smiled as she walked down to her, nuzzling her cheek. "Hey Tiva. What's up? Your furry little friend said you wanted to talk", she said, tilting her head.
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Posted: Sun Feb 04, 2007 10:19 am
Donny walked slolwy towards the two mares, a little shaken. He did not like dogs, not after that experience from the Hawaiin herd's watch dog. He shuddered and aproached the two, stopping a few feet away from them. "You sent for me?"
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Posted: Sun Feb 04, 2007 10:33 am
Tiva nodded nuzzled Lila back. She stepped to Donny and nuzzled him as well. "Yes...I..." she took a breath. "I asked you two to come here to finalize...everthing...to just make everything clear...for everyone." she stepped back away from them both. "After speaking with Rauken, I can say this without...as much fear..." she paused to gather her thoughts. She smiled at them a bit, slight tears gathering for the fear was still there. "I am who i am....and i know its weird that i can't just be happy with one mate...that i can't just pick one to be with me...And...you both mean so much to me and if i could make myself into diffrent mares to be with each of you then i would...But if you think you won't be able to be happy having to share me, and eventurally live beside those you share me with happily, and help care for my future foals that might not be yours...then...You should just go...and find somone who can make you happy...I can't keep worring or thinking what would happen if i was just with one or the other...and if Rauken can be happy with how i am...then i know i don't have to change." Her ears went back lightly as she spoke her little speeches final words. "If you want me to change who i am then you don't really love me." She fell silent, waiting to hear both their responces.
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Posted: Sun Feb 04, 2007 10:47 am
Lila remained still as she listened intently to what Tiva had to say. She knew this talk was coming and she needed time to think about it. Her gaze fell to the ground as she thought and sorted out the goods and bads. I have to share her, I've known that from the beginning. But I made a promise that I'd stay with her no matter what and I'd rather share her than not be with her at all. Lila lifted her head and smiled lightly, tilting her head like she always did. "I'll stay with you."
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Posted: Sun Feb 04, 2007 11:31 am
Donny was speechless. He didn't know what to say. He pawed at the ground, thinking. He had feared it would come to this. He backed away a few feet. "I.." He looked at Lila and then to Tiva. "You know I love you..but I..I can't." He shook his head and look at Lila, shaking his head again and stepping back.
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Posted: Sun Feb 04, 2007 11:52 am
Tiva's heart had long ago stopped in her chest and her eyes began to lighten a little at Lila's words. Just a little...But it was snuffed out at Donny's words. Summoning all her courage not to cry, not to second guess herself. She shook her head. "Then..." she was suddenly breathing heavely. "then good bye Donny...I can't change my mind...i can't go back to what i said..." she couldn't help it anylonger, she moved beside Lila and hide her face in the other mare's neck. She couldn't look at Donny. "Then just go...please..." she choked out.
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Posted: Sun Feb 04, 2007 11:57 am
Donny nodded and turned. He sighed and started to walk away, afraid to turn and look back at the mares for fear of changing his mind. He did love her, very much, but he didn't want to go through having to watch her be with others than himself. He glanced back quickly. "Good luck with your dancing."
(I plan on him going back to her later on...if she will except him. *has a small plot in mind*)
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Posted: Sun Feb 04, 2007 2:11 pm
Lila watched Donny leave and nuzzled Tiva lightly to comfort her. She hadn't expected him to leave when Tiva talked about how much they cared about each other but she assumed he couldn't handle it all. "Are you gonna be okay?", she asked, looking at Tiva still buried in her neck.
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Posted: Sun Feb 04, 2007 2:28 pm
At Donny's words her body froze and fresh tears sprung forth. She stayed seemingly glued to Lila's neck. He was really leaveing...she hadn't thought he would....but...
"Yeah...I...I'll be ok..." came her muffled, half choked reply. "Is he gone?" she asked after a moment. She knew if she saw him again she wouldn't beable to contain herself.
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Posted: Mon Feb 05, 2007 7:04 pm
Rauken trotted along at the side of the herd grounds, wondering what he was going to do. He had never really needed a herd before. And he wasn't going to leave Tiva. He wouldn't do that. But he was still just.... He didn't want to ask Racer if he could be on his grounds. Especially with such a large herd behind him, he didn't want to upset the older stallion, or have his herd come after him.
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Posted: Mon Feb 05, 2007 7:23 pm
Lila rested her head against Tiva's and nodded lightly. "Yes, he's gone." Not too far away she saw a strange stallion that she hadn't seen before. Then again she hadn't seen a lot of horses before. "Hey Tiva, who's that?", she asked, motioning her head towards Rauken.
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Posted: Mon Feb 05, 2007 7:42 pm
Tiva lifted her head and sniffed lightly. She blinked and looked over to where Lila was motioning and, despite her horrible mood a smile broke out across her face. "Its Rauken." she said, looking at Lila and smiling. "Its Rauken. Rauken!" she called to him.
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Posted: Mon Feb 05, 2007 8:10 pm
Rauken lifted his head, and sniffed the air; though he was also trying to follow the voice. Finally, he saw Tiva and someone else. he wickered a greeting, and trotted over; smiling. Hello Tiva. And who is this? He gave a pleased smile to the other mare.
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Posted: Tue Feb 06, 2007 4:53 pm
Rauken? That's the other stallion that Tiva talked about. The stallion she had to share her with. "Lila", she stated, returning the smile. "Tiva has talked a lot about you. It's nice to finally meet the famous Rauken."
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