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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 10:12 pm
Aylana brush her hair from her face as she pulls her jacket closer. Glancing up towards the apartment building she knew Nyoka' lives in she shook her head. The last time she saw her sister she was a Fa'e.
Now she was human, and nothing she could do would ever change that. Placing her hand on her angel wing necklace she closes her eyes. The dream was still very real even if she was human. She needed to tell Nyoka soon, she knew she had to.
What scare her was how Nyoka was going to react. She knew they were connected in the past. Would that change them here and now. Frowning she makes her way up the stairs trying not to think about the dream.
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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 10:23 pm
Nyoka is, indeed, in her flat. Half an hour ago, she got back from training in Greece, and setting some things into motion that she felt that she needed to. And, she is now stepping out of the bath.
After she dries herself, she slithers from the bathroom, drying her hair out with a towel. She moves toward the couch, and plops down, turning on the television. With the volume on low, she starts to flip through the channels, looking for something to watch.
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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 10:54 pm
Reaching the level Nyoka's apartment is on she moves quickly to get out of the wind. So far the only thing she hates about being human was how cold she gets.
Reaching the door she knocks on it a few times before going back to rubbing her arms.
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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 10:58 pm
With a frown, Nyoka tossed the remote onto the couch, and slithers toward the door. A peek through the peephole tells her who it is, and shows her how much she has changed.
She opens the door, and her black lips curl into a smile. "You seem to have changed a little, sis," she says, putting a hand on her chin, her eyes moving upward, as though she is thinking. "I wonder what could have happened. . . ."
With a chuckle, she moves back, holding the damn towel in her hand. "Come in. How are you feeling?" she asks, a hint of worry in her voice. Having babies didn't seem like a pleasant experience, after all. . . .
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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 11:05 pm
Smirking Aylana steps into the apartment pulling her jacket off instantly. Adjusting her v-neck black sweater she shrugs "Well beside having my wings grow back into my body then pushing out a daughter with two sets of wings, then a son with horns. I'm just great, I just slept for about a day in a half."
Running her hand through her hair she looks around before glancing back to Nyoka "So what have you been up to? I was hoping I be able to see you sooner, but yea that didn't happen." blushing she crosses her arm under her chest.
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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 11:17 pm
"Well, you look good," Nyoka says, closing the door behind Aylana.
She walks toward the kitchen. "Do you want something to eat or drink?" she asks, pausing in the hallway. She then leans agains the wall, her arms folded under her chest.
"I've been working on the bar, trying to keep myself busy," she replies. Then, she smiles once more at the blushing of her sister. "If that was an appology, there is no need. I know you were busy and all of that," she says, shrugging a little. "How are the kids? And Lucien?"
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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 11:25 pm
Aylana shrugs then smiles "Mitsu and Bhel are great, they seem to be adjusting to their homes." shaking her head she looks down at her feet "Life seems to be well for me and I'm ready to get back to this bar." leaning against the wall she doesn't say another thing for a moment.
Looking up she bites lightly at her bottom lip "What if I made the wrong choice. And don't make me say, because I can't." she looks away again forgetting about food for a moment as well as why she came here in the first place.
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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 11:39 pm
"That's great," Nyoka says, her grin widening.
But, it is soon faltering. With a sigh, she moves toward her sister, and puts a hand on her shoulder. "Well, the choice is made. You really shouldn't be dwelling on it," she says. It isn't exactly comforting, but it is all she can think to say.
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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 11:52 pm
Aylana shook her head before looking up at Nyoka "I didn't mean them Nyoka. I would give up my fa'e powers for them a thousand times over." shrugging she laughs alittle forgetting about it.
This was the one time she wish she could link her mind with Nyoka. She needed to share what was going on in her mind without words. Frowing she closes her eyes "So how the bar coming along? I mean is there anything left I can do to help?"
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Posted: Sun Nov 26, 2006 11:57 pm
Nyoka seems to think that she misunderstood Aylana, and frowns. She doesn't let her change the subject so easily. And, to show that she means it, she narrows her eyes, and folds her arms under her chest once more. "Aylana," she says, sternly, almost like a disappointed or frustrated mother would speak to their child. "I can't give you council if you don't tell me what it is that you are so worried about."
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Posted: Mon Nov 27, 2006 12:06 am
Arching a brow Aylana looks away for a moment before she turns biting at her bottom lip. Damnnit she didn't want to say it, because what if she was wrong. She wanted to be wrong, but the more she thought about it the more she got upset.
The doctors told her this would be normal, but if this was normal. Why did she just want to give up. Placing her hand on the star necklace she hold her tightly before shaking her head "Lucien, I'm starting to think I made a mistake. I stole his life Nyoka, he can't take any of it back. Right now I'm thinking I should leave him alone for awhile." looking down she laughs "Don't get me wrong I love him, but right now I just feel I need to leave him alone. Maybe the doctor right, this is post-partum depression."
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Posted: Mon Nov 27, 2006 12:13 am
Nyoka sighs. Yeah, she was way off the mark. "If he is doing anything to help make you feel this way, so help me . . ." her voice trails off and and her eyes flash, suddenly.
She reigns herself in, and says, "Listen, Aylana. I am here to tell you when you are being stupid, and you are being stupid. Lucien is a grown man, he can make his own choices. If he didn't want children, then he should have grown a pair and told you. He made his own choice, you didn't pressure him into it."
Finally, she pauses, and pinches the bridge of her nose. "Sis . . . maybe you need to go back to the doctor. See if it is, really, PPD, and get help. It can get worse than just you thinking stupid, you know?"
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Posted: Mon Nov 27, 2006 12:20 am
Aylana frowns then shakes her head "Lucien didn't pressure me into anything. It just happen, I love my kids. I love them dearly. I love Lucien to...I just..." she didn't finish the sentense as she balls her fist up.
Like the pass couple of days tears would surface for no reason, but she refuse to allow them to flow. Shaking her head she looks up giving Nyoka a weak smile "I'm fine really, I'm just tired. Its hard getting use to being human. I don't have my comforts anymore, so I'm just alittle on edge that all." pushing off the wall she nods "So what all can I help you with at the bar? What been done?"
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Posted: Mon Nov 27, 2006 12:26 am
Nyoka quirks a brow, but shrugs. If Aylana didn't want to listen to her, there was nothing she could do.
"Nothing," she lies. She is so stressed out from the bar stuff that she has actually lost a few pounds over it because she will forget to eat. "I think I found the place, and I have been pricing furniture, going to school to get the proper liscense," she shrugs again. "Everything is under control. You just had better focus on getting better . . . all-around better. Once that is done, you can help." Her tone says that she is not going to budge on that, either.
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Posted: Mon Nov 27, 2006 12:31 am
Crossing her arms under her chest she sighs before she turns walking towards the couch. Plopping down on it she hides her face with her hand "I'm always the one with answer for everyone else. But the moment its me, I don't know what to do. It doesn't help that my mind be on other things also." sitting up she looks at Nyoka.
"I'm okay I promise you that, I just overthink things like a normally do. You know me, how many times did you have to smack me in the head for that?" she was trying to get Nyoka on her side. If she got her to think she was fine then she knew she be able to dive into the work and not worry about anything.
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