So, I just wrote this story about this girl that I don't even know. . . and I guess I really got to the core of how she feels about some things. Eh, if I should say it like that. I mean. . . Hum she said something about "it touched my heart" so here it is.
Beats and Pounds
My heart doesn’t sing like it should. It sings for those it’s told it shouldn’t It tells me to go ways my Lord has told me not to. Will he love me any less if I follow my heart or will he respect me for the battle I’m willing to fight?
I look at her and see beauty, I talk to hear and feel bright. Others say it’s wrong but isn’t this what they say love feels like? It’s painful but it also has the most precious of moments when she is in my arms. Her smile brightens my day but I can’t tell the world.
My heart beats and pounds her name. It chants and sings her praise. It leaves her smell with my senses. How can this be wrong when it makes me feel as right as rain? I feel I should run with my heart, so I will. I’ll run with what makes me happy, the world be damned. How could I live up to the worlds expectations when it doesn’t live up to mine? I’ll run with my heart and fall ever more in love with the woman of women’s dreams.