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.This is a long story...So I will try to make it short.

Ever since I was little, I would have these "feelings" about bad things that were about to happen. I would have tiny glimpses or would know what in a small sense was going to go wrong.

Today I had one about my house....We rent it.
My mother and I come home and there is a for sale sign on the front lawn..

Im sick of these feelings....they only ever lead to bad things...
How do I get rid of them?

I get those similar feelings, and I usually know what the feeling has to do with. The event tends to happen within a day to four months, and as the event gets closer, I know more fully of what will happen.

Just last year, I had the feeling something bad would happen a little bit before my birthday. March this year, Luna the orca died. I'm still upset.

Luna was the orphaned young orca on the West coast. He had a younger sibling that he never got to meet.

??? I don't get it sweatdrop





Perhaps, try to calm down and meditate upon it or ask your higherself, guardian, god, goddess, etc. to help you?

Poor whale crying

Same here. But I have a problem. What if you *can't* see what is going to happen? I never know if I'm right, or if it's just my paranioa (yes, it gets in the way). I keep thinking that I'm a mix of psychic but also, I can't figure out if it's:
A.) my paranioa
or
B.) my creative mind making things up
or
C.) panic attacks stare (haven't had one in quite a while)

I hate thinking that I'm making it up. I need to know if it's important to tend to and to pay attention to. xp I don't talk to anyone about it, except my boyfriend. Otherwise, I keep everything secret. Plus, I feel left out in this guild sweatdrop I'm one of the youngest ones here and I stress about not being able to pinpoint out what exactly my "abilities" are. My parents thinks psychic and tarot cards are "bogus". I know it takes time, but I would like to know. I've never meditated before (I do yoga, which is opposite. meditation is deep thought right? yoga is "no-thought"). I like to think about suffering and focus on it.

Odd enough right? Oi oi, maybe it's just because I am a writer and I take my writings very seriously. You can reply here or in a pm, sorry if I typed too much sweatdrop maybe this is the wrong place, but I just wanted to reply that I get the "bad feelings" too.

Am I acting like a child? ninja ninja

I may be able to help with this... although, well.. it is a complex thing.

*Start out with learning about warding and shielding, then add in the concept of attaching filters... (I can explain further if you'd like)

*If you have a hard time visualizing detailed figures/shapes... imagine your mind being a wall full of light switches. Just simply flick off the things that you don't want on...

*If those don't work, embrace the arts of meditation.

I had dealings with similar feelings (experiencing "signs" while going about my daily routine) since I was 4... I am 26 years old and I still have them...

i know exactly what you mean! sometimes it gets to the point where i feel as if i'm going to puke. on a couple of occasions, i have puked. one of the times this happened was when i felt super sick, then i went home and found out my grandma died. She was like a mom to me, and i then knew why i had felt so horrible. this has happened lots of other times, including when my parents divored, and when my brother was sent away.