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Posted: Fri Oct 27, 2006 7:50 pm
The next thing Amaris is aware of is a distinct lack of anything. This is exactly what being knocked out should feel like, it seems.
She no longer needs to breathe, nor can she feel blood pumping through her body. Even gravity seems to have relinquished its hold on her, and she spins aimlessly in the nothingness.
Perhaps not all nothing, though -- as her eyes adjust to the darkness, she realizes there are definite edges to the place around her, as if she is in a large cavern instead. There is a ground, below her, and a ceiling, above her, and she is equal distance from both; there are no walls, at least within sight.
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Posted: Fri Oct 27, 2006 7:57 pm
Amaris opened her eyes.
"Guh," she said immediately, then wriggled her fingers. All the aches and pain was gone - she couldn't feel anything in her arm anymore, much less the stab wound. She felt drowsy, in a comfortable way, but still aware. She tried to look at her surroundings more closely, wrapping her arms around herself.
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Posted: Fri Oct 27, 2006 8:04 pm
The ceiling is riddled with stalactites and winding, stringy wooden-looking coils -- roots?
The ground is chiseled and shaped, hard and smooth with grooves designating paths.
Every motion seems to alter her direction her through the water-air -- and she finds herself slowly, slowly descending towards the ground.
There is a faint, smoky figure waiting, one that she becomes aware of the closer she falls to the ground. It is blurry, indefinitely shaped, but tall and very familiar. "Ris-ris," it acknowledges her, voice warped and very, very small.
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Posted: Fri Oct 27, 2006 8:14 pm
Amaris giggled as she floated down closer to the ground. Floating wasn't everything she expected it to be, but it was still fun - she touched down lightly, then bent down and traced the grooves in the ground. Where had she seen this before? It was there on the tip of her tongue...
She froze when she heard the voice. Looking up slowly, she stayed rooted where she was, brain shut off competely; then, finally, "Ma... ma?" she choked out.
She couldn't help it - she sobbed suddenly, squeaking, then hid her face in her hands. After all she'd done... after all she hadn't done...
"Mama," she said again, crying harder now as she lowered her hands and looked up, her face getting blotchy. "Is that you?"
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Posted: Fri Oct 27, 2006 8:20 pm
Her form wavers a little, like static breaking up an image on the television, and she seems distressed.
Even her surroundings seem disturbed by the sudden onset of emotion -- the water-air flares sharply outwards in ripples, and the ceiling above rumbles and sends a loosening of rocks and sediment lightly raining downwards.
"Don't cry," the shade says after allowing her a moment to do just that, "I did not want to upset you. Please don't."
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Posted: Fri Oct 27, 2006 8:24 pm
She shuddered and, taking a deep breath, nodded, trying not to hiccup too violently. "I miss you..." She said quietly, then rubbed her eyes furiously. "Why - where are we? Are you all right?"
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Posted: Fri Oct 27, 2006 8:27 pm
"I am dead," it gently reminds her. "And you know where we are, isn't that right? We are in a part of it you may not recognize. I do not belong here, but then again, neither do you."
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Posted: Fri Oct 27, 2006 8:36 pm
"Dead," she says softly, then shudders. That's right - her body is there, in the mansion's basement, where she had left her after bringing her coffin from her home, untouched. She felt a pang of guilt when she thought about it - she was supposed to bring honor to her mother by letting her continue to protect her through death, not lock her up with the rest of her personal demons. She cast her eyes to the ground, suddenly feeling uncomfortable.
"Uhm.." She ran her hands over the floor, trying to think. "I.. I don't know. I'm so confused..." She looked up at the misty apparation of her mother again, but says nothing further, just thinks.
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Posted: Fri Oct 27, 2006 8:47 pm
"It's alright," it murmurs a little distractedly, "We have time. Not all the time in the world though. When you are ready, we shall move. I have something I must make you see."
The words seem like they should be menancing, but they aren't -- they're just as listless, gray, and emotionless as she is herself.
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Posted: Fri Oct 27, 2006 8:52 pm
There was one thing it could be... but it couldn't be. She giggled nervously and tried to focus on the misty figure of her mother again. "You're a grandmother," she said, scratching at the dirt. "I had a baby a while back. A little girl. Her name is Alice. She's sprouting like a weed. Everything grows quickly in Gaia, even little children."
She fell silent again, not wanting to say it; but sitting there thinking about it just wasn't enough for her, and she took a deep breath. "Do you think.. do you suppose... I'm.. dead.. too, now?.."
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Posted: Fri Oct 27, 2006 8:57 pm
"A grandmother?" It smiles a little, a tiny flicker of emotion that finally makes her seem human. "I am.. I am proud, then."
There was a pause, and then she finally starts moving, half-gliding along one of the deep grooves in the dirt: a river had flowed here once. "No, you are not. You are merely a visitor here, but they mustn't find out that you're here. You are more vulnerable here than you were in the physical world, do you understand? And then I expect you to return, to my granddaughter, and then you will reunite with me when she is old enough."
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Posted: Fri Oct 27, 2006 9:04 pm
She choked out a laugh, trembling where she sat. Well, thank the gods for that - it certaintly would have been a disappointing way to die, after all.
"I understand," she said gratefully, then clambered onto her feet, brusting the dust off her knees. She paused hesitantly, moving a step forward, then another. "Cain.... he is not her father," she said finally, playing with her hair. "But he's there with the both of us now. She seems to get along with him well," she continued, taking on a bitter tone now. "Things are so much different there than they were in our world."
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Posted: Fri Oct 27, 2006 10:49 pm
This caused her to halt, misty feet skidding to a stop along the slick ground. "She is not his child? Then..." a pause. Her mother's features seemed to blur suddenly, until she was nothing more than a silhouette, though her voice was instantly more clear than it ever had been: "What have you been doing, Amaris--"
"--Dear?" And in an instant it was male, hissing and cold, before it faded into static and obscurity again. The shade's shape did not change, but it was recognizable as someone else now anyway.
Though they had walked a while, their surroundings did not seem to change; in the distance, however, was the very, very faint trickling of water.
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Posted: Fri Oct 27, 2006 10:54 pm
Amaris cried out when the voice suddenly changed - her mother, fine, she could deal with her, but him, here, now?
"Bring her back," she said softly, then frowned. "I-I don't want to talk to you." She stopped where she stood, arms clutching her stomach, shielding herself from him.
It didn't stop you from worming your way into her life, anyway, she thought bitterly, averting her eyes.
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Posted: Fri Oct 27, 2006 11:04 pm
It was hard to tell, and it was probably just a trick of the (non-existant?) light splaying shadows over its featureless face, but the shade seemed to very definitely be smirking nonetheless.
"Useless as always, aren't you?" A heavy pause. "Well. Whatever my dear wife wishes."
The shade begins to move, with purpose now, and very quickly, until footsteps begin to beat steadily against the ground. On the next beat the smoke instantaneously twists to form a pale foot, and on the next beat, it reaches out with tendrils that become tiny hands, until it has become her daughter, some distance away and waving frantically.
"Come on, mum!" She calls out, tendrils of not-quite shadows swirling beneath her bare feet, crushed beneath them as she stumbles slightly; they stain, leaving them black. "Gotta hurry up or it's gonna get ya!"
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