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Yea im at work and feeling pretty crappy rite now, i cant say for sure why as my hubby should be getting a call soon about starting his new job, and the kids are both adorable as always. My job isnt going badly at all. Is something wrong with me? It almost feels like im waiting for something, or mabey a disapointed feeling. Just kinda crappy sorry if im whining sweatdrop

As a long time sufferer of depression, I would say if you are feeling down for no reason, it is probably more of an indication that something is going on with your body. Sometime it is not depression, but maybe something like thyroid, or hormones. Some people are also effected be the change in seasons/weather. It's called SAD .I'd just go in and have a chat with your doctor. Mild deppression can be easily treated and you don't even always have to take meds.

Hope you get to feeling better.