I think it's time I tried taking a break from this place. A great place, it is... But it's too much of an escape from life... And I'm needed in life right now.

Things got a bit over-dramatic with Matthew and his mom, and I have no idea what's happened or what will happen, sshe's over-reacting about us, things are very bad now. I'm afraid he might end up doing something to himself, and if he does... I just won't be able to handle that... That's the only thing I'm worried about, right now... I can't handle this... I don't want him to ******** die... If I were to never see him again, it would be okay, as long as he was away from her, and happy... alive...

I hope I'll be able to come back. But with how she's acting, I don't know...
I just wish I could have told him I loved him one last time...