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 Posted: Thu May 19, 2005 5:54 am
-peeks in- Ahoyhoy my lovelies. Figured I'd stop in for a quick chat, before I meander off to work.... in like, five hours. XD ... I haven't been sleeping enough. >>
I've been playing a lot of Kal Online, in my free time. Such a fun game. So frustrating too, though. I'm at a high enough level now, where everywhere I go assassins are allowed to kill. I can no longer play in safe zones. Now, being assassinated isn't always a bad thing - if you get a few hits in on the assassin before you die, it resets your Death Penalty a little bit, and the amount of exp you lose after being killed by a monster goes down. And you can kill assassins, too. But 90% of the ones that run around are well over level 35. Bastards. They also get into large groups and sit outside city gates, killing anyone who walks outside.
-> Player Killing. Yes? No? Your thoughts.
---Do you think some people just take it too damn far?
-> Forcing yourself to stay awake for hours on end because you're so damned addicted to a game.
And for anyone who's interested in a looooong update on me (Because, you know, I just /have/ to slip it in here. XD):
-deep breath-
My Nana seems to be doing well, but her mind is so far gone... it's rather sad. She spaces a lot, and just doesn't seem all there. She refuses to wear her hearing aides, so she's seriously making /me/ go deaf.. she always has her TV on as loud as it can go, so I come home with horrid headaches everynight. My uncle, thankfully, has been keeping his temper in check.. so at least I don't have to listen to the two of them argue when I'm there.
My uncle has a koi pond in the backyard and one of his fantail goldfish, we discovered, has a perfect orange number 8 on it's head. The funny part of this, is that my uncle is the biggest Dale Earnhardt Jr. fan you'll ever find. We plan on taking pictures of the fish and sending them to Jr. Maybe he'll sign something for my uncle. (:
My cousin has cervical cancer. She informed me yesterday that.. apparently (though I may have misunderstood, or misheard) instead of having her go through chemo, they are going to freeze her cervix and cut it out. I'm not even entirely sure which part, exactly, is the cervix (and being a girl, you'd think I'd know. xD) but.. just ow. D:
I'm going to a kegger this weekend. One of my cousins is turning 21. (: It'll be really fun, and good for me to get out of town for the weekend. My parents know it's a kegger, and that I'm going, so I'm not worried about getting in trouble or anything. Krystina and I are both going, but the only reason we're being allowed in is because we're family.
Krystina and I are getting an apartment, finally. July 1st. We're trying, anyways... which is one of the reasons I took my job back from my mom. I just hope she realizes that when the check comes, it's /mine/ and not hers. I am so disappointed in my parents, lately. They just won't get jobs. All they do is lay around all day and b***h. I know I need to stop worrying about them, and start worrying about myself.. but... well, easier said than done.
Scotland is off. No surprise, actually. Just until next year. If we go through the college, it will cost Krys and I all of $1900 for a week... and then, of course, some little extra for the two extra days in Paris. Florida, however, is on. Oh, so very on. Late August, early September. It's cool now, because I actually have a better reason to go. At first, I just wanted to go... just to go. Now, I have someone to go to.
Jesse. Aaah, Jesse. I don't even know where to begin. So many issues. I don't care, mind you, what people /think/... but I am a little worried about how far people might go to make our lives a living hell, if we do get together while he's still so young.. which I don't think we will, but.. who knows?
I did two tarot readings, for myself, two nights ago. In the first I asked a rather vague, "What happens when I go to florida?" and the whole reading seemed to be centered around finances and finding a new "job path" ... which has me a bit confused. Of course, I overthink everything.. so I've got all sorts of possibilities swimming in my head. Am I going to find a job in Florida? Move there? Unlikely, but possible. Maybe I'll find out what I want to do with my life, while I'm there. Maybe I'll find a college to attend that has good classes for what I want to do. Or, maybe it just means my Nana will be gone, and I'll have to take on a new client.
The second, I asked a more specific "What will happen between Jesse and I, when I go to Florida." .. notice I keep saying /when/, and not /if/ ... I am so bloody determined to make it. Anyways. This one was centered on all happiness, and good things.. until in the "final result" position was a card with this meaning: Heartbreak, unless you can communicate. Now, obviously, communication is a big part of /everything/ ... but it is /not/ one of my strong points. Not at all. I'm definitely going to have to work on it.
And for the record, yes, I have deep belief in tarot readings. They haven't been wrong for me, yet. It's rather amazing to think about it. Think back on past readings, and what's come true... what I could have prevented, and never did. Feh.
I have a new lizard... just your standard, wild blue-bellied lizard. He is tiny, and I don't think he will survive.. because I can't find anything small enough for him to eat. Pet stores sell nothing, and I don't really trust catching small bugs outside of my house, because we've used a lot of chemicals and pesticides. I can't cut insects into small pieces, because he will not eat it unless it's moving. I've had him for a few days now, though, and he seems to be doing well. If he starts to look too sickly, I will probably just let him go outside. That way, he can find his own food and hopefully survive, or at least die while not trapped in a cage. I would love to put him in with Setsuko, to have a friend, but he's so small that she'd eat him.
Hokay, that's all I can think about so far. XD I'll prolly stick around here throughout the day, but after that I'll be gone again. <3
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Posted: Thu May 19, 2005 1:08 pm
I never liked MMORPGs. I usually go on RPGs to escape jerks, and all those people I try to escape come over to kill you the moment your connection lags.
Anyway, I hope things go well for you. You've obviously got a lot to deal with. I'd personally try to stick the aid in the old woman's ear while she's dozing, but that's probably neither wise nor effective.
For the lizard, fruit flies or ants would be ideal. Ordering something online would probably take to long. Also if you get ants, make sure that there's only a few with him, otherwise they could overwhelm him and kill the little guy with formic acid.
Again, I extend my hopes and well wishes.
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Posted: Thu May 19, 2005 6:08 pm
Fuzzy Necromancer I never liked MMORPGs. I usually go on RPGs to escape jerks, and all those people I try to escape come over to kill you the moment your connection lags. Anyway, I hope things go well for you. You've obviously got a lot to deal with. I'd personally try to stick the aid in the old woman's ear while she's dozing, but that's probably neither wise nor effective. For the lizard, fruit flies or ants would be ideal. Ordering something online would probably take to long. Also if you get ants, make sure that there's only a few with him, otherwise they could overwhelm him and kill the little guy with formic acid. Again, I extend my hopes and well wishes.
Sorry to hear you're having a tough time, Cerebral... but the fish sounds cool (I love koi) and at least you're gonna get in some partying smile
And I'm with ya on the tarot... I read too. Though I haven't in awhile, so I'm really out of practice... I need to start again.
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Posted: Thu May 19, 2005 6:27 pm
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Posted: Thu May 19, 2005 6:31 pm
Yay! I'm glad things are going better for you! whee You needed to have something nice happen even though things are still difficult...
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Posted: Sat Jun 04, 2005 7:31 pm
i seriously hate player killling. it's probably the biggest thing i have against online rpgs. apart from being able to make your character gain weight.
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Posted: Sun Jun 05, 2005 6:02 am
PKing should really only be allowed in Stadium areas... I've had some bad experiences with people suddenly coming up and killing me for no reason... sweatdrop
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