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Arriving Runa let go of Takara sat down upon the grass very worn out. "This should be good Takara", I said softly looking towards a beautiful lake surronded by trees and mountains in the distnace, it was beautiful and I smiled slightly.

I laid back looking upwards toward the sky, "I'll anwser that when you tell me what's wrong with me", I said softly as I stared at a cloud. I thought for a moment, I can't even anwser that..... "There is nothing wrong with you Takara....and though I know you will protest me on that, it is the truth".

I shook my head continuing to stare at the sky. "You are not cursed. Listen I don't know what you call love. But for the one that died, do you now still love him? Let him be your memory to drive you forward then. I miss Kang everyday...I wonder what could have been...but I will not give up or say he died for nothing. He will always live on in my heart", I said as tears started to run down my face at mere thought of him. "The guys that left....had to leave for reasons unknown to us...but it was something they had to do and you must respect their decision of that. They might still love you and plan on returning....or maybe they can't return because of obligations but saying they left you and your cursed....its not right Takara", I said softly.

I gave a small chuckle, "I'm sorry its not funny. But it made me think of all the times Kang scared me out of my wits", I said staring at another cloud. "It's okay to be scared Takara.....you don't always have to be strong and have all the anwsers. Look at me, I'm a mess right now. I don't even know where to begin.....I feel so distant from everything and everyone...I'm in so much pain...I'm scared too", I said starting out strong but ending in a whsiper.

I looked over at her and closed my eyes, "Takara.....the plant....took me over. My dark side prevailed and locked me away. She said terrible things....and killed many.....while I was forced to watch and listen", I said very softly as a tear ran down my face. "But it was only the beginning of my nightmare".

I turned my head so my face was upwards, "And it did....I wasn't fully alone, Ki awas there helping me how he could....I wish we had been together Takara", I said softly and opened my eyes staring at the clouds. "I then released the evil spirit that had been laying dormant inside of me.....to destroy my evil side before she killed me.....which backfired and I was locked away again anyways....", I said and sadly looked down towards my feet.

I looked up away from her to my other side, "I was locked behind a wall...I had to go through all of my nightmares and climb a mountain to get one wish. It took all I had to get thru....I fell once which is where I got many injuries at....but I made it none the less and made the wish that i had complete control and was back in my own body", I said and then looked at her. " Is it gone.....I don't even know that....supposedly it is still within me....and I have control over it. I haven't even tried to use any of my new powers on fear of what could happen".