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Posted: Sat May 14, 2005 9:47 am
Hello everyone ^^ I just thought I would take the time to post why I Haven't been online at least on gaia for a few reasons that I guess I think I should at least share with you.
Well I don't think I Have told anybody at least beyond CJ about this so far. My mother has been sick for the last 6 years...It has been a slow fight and we are losing that battle now...that's what been happening for the last few months I have had to take care of her and visit her in the hospital and deal with that and getting ready for graduation and college which is soon x_x.
Another thing is one of my wonderful friends...she has cancer and I found out she isn't doing well either x_x so I Have been trying to help her in every way I can.
I don't mean to rant If I am x_x I'm just really physically and mentally tired and well I trust basically everyone in this guild ^^ so I thought I would share that...
Also two other things...Claudia...Thank you so much you have been the most wonderful help and you have kept me sane and thank you to everyone else that has helped me and talked to me.
And ^_^ I'm most likely going to make this my second big sofa so if you need any cookies Ill bake them 3nodding
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Posted: Sat May 14, 2005 1:49 pm
Shini Neko Ni Hello everyone ^^ I just thought I would take the time to post why I Haven't been online at least on gaia for a few reasons that I guess I think I should at least share with you.
Well I don't think I Have told anybody at least beyond CJ about this so far. My mother has been sick for the last 6 years...It has been a slow fight and we are losing that battle now...that's what been happening for the last few months I have had to take care of her and visit her in the hospital and deal with that and getting ready for graduation and college which is soon x_x.
Another thing is one of my wonderful friends...she has cancer and I found out she isn't doing well either x_x so I Have been trying to help her in every way I can.
I don't mean to rant If I am x_x I'm just really physically and mentally tired and well I trust basically everyone in this guild ^^ so I thought I would share that...
Also two other things...Claudia...Thank you so much you have been the most wonderful help and you have kept me sane and thank you to everyone else that has helped me and talked to me.
And ^_^ I'm most likely going to make this my second big sofa so if you need any cookies Ill bake them 3nodding sad *hugs* I'm sorry life has been so rough as of late. I know how it is to have a mom who is sick. I had that same problem when I graduated from high school. I hope your mother will get better and be able to see you graduate. I really will hope and pray for the best! *hugs again* smile
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Posted: Sat May 14, 2005 6:33 pm
Well thank you very much and thanks for the hugs!
*hands her a cookie*
whee
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Posted: Sat May 14, 2005 6:45 pm
SON ^___^ ~Huggles~
My grandma isn't doin that great either ^^" Before she started taking these pills she was like REALLY outta of it (she had a small stroke they say while bein in the hospital for havin a rapid heart beat O.o)
But thats a story for another time ^_^
I hope everything gets better ^^" AND WELCOME BACK!!
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Posted: Sat May 14, 2005 6:51 pm
Well thank you
^^
I am glad to see that your still up and around
3nodding
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Posted: Sat May 14, 2005 9:15 pm
Shini Neko Ni Well thank you
^^
I am glad to see that your still up and around
3nodding ::gives him a big,warm hug:: Ah love you... heart
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Posted: Sat May 14, 2005 10:01 pm
Wow. I just love how this guild is full of hugs. *bear-hugs everyone!* ^__^
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Posted: Sat May 14, 2005 10:29 pm
*ish bear hugged* ^_^ *breaks* x_X crying
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Posted: Sat May 14, 2005 10:45 pm
Fuzzy Necromancer *ish bear hugged* ^_^ *breaks* x_X crying *whips out the superglue and glues Fuzzy back together* Better now? biggrin
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Posted: Sat May 14, 2005 11:01 pm
*hopes that fuzzy isn't permentaly broken*
xd
Its been a better day today
^_^
I wish my mom was here though...
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Posted: Sat May 14, 2005 11:40 pm
Shini Neko Ni *hopes that fuzzy isn't permentaly broken*
xd
Its been a better day today
^_^
I wish my mom was here though... *hugs again* I know how you feel. My mom died after my first year in college during my summer break...May 29th as a matter of fact, so at this time of year I get to feeling bad about things. Sometimes all you want is that hug or pat on the head. But take that hug and pat on the head for yourself...despite all of the things you have went through with family illness you are still set to graduate this year. 3nodding Take comfort in the fact that if your mother were there with you she would be proud of you and giving you that hug. smile No matter what happens be proud of yourself...because your mom would be.
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Posted: Sun May 15, 2005 5:38 am
Jinnari Shini Neko Ni *hopes that fuzzy isn't permentaly broken*
xd
Its been a better day today
^_^
I wish my mom was here though... *hugs again* I know how you feel. My mom died after my first year in college during my summer break...May 29th as a matter of fact, so at this time of year I get to feeling bad about things. Sometimes all you want is that hug or pat on the head. But take that hug and pat on the head for yourself...despite all of the things you have went through with family illness you are still set to graduate this year. 3nodding Take comfort in the fact that if your mother were there with you she would be proud of you and giving you that hug. smile No matter what happens be proud of yourself...because your mom would be. *agree's with Jinnari whole heartedly* I lost my father in '98. He never had a chance to see his two beautiful grandaughters and although it hurts me to think of this, I always feel like he's around me and watching the girls...so even if he isn't here physically, he's still making his pressence known, which I'm sure your mom will do as well.
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Posted: Sun May 15, 2005 12:22 pm
Tessiebean Jinnari Shini Neko Ni *hopes that fuzzy isn't permentaly broken*
xd
Its been a better day today
^_^
I wish my mom was here though... *hugs again* I know how you feel. My mom died after my first year in college during my summer break...May 29th as a matter of fact, so at this time of year I get to feeling bad about things. Sometimes all you want is that hug or pat on the head. But take that hug and pat on the head for yourself...despite all of the things you have went through with family illness you are still set to graduate this year. 3nodding Take comfort in the fact that if your mother were there with you she would be proud of you and giving you that hug. smile No matter what happens be proud of yourself...because your mom would be. *agree's with Jinnari whole heartedly* I lost my father in '98. He never had a chance to see his two beautiful grandaughters and although it hurts me to think of this, I always feel like he's around me and watching the girls...so even if he isn't here physically, he's still making his pressence known, which I'm sure your mom will do as well. well im sorry about your loss *gives her a hug and your cookie* its just...I have seen my mom go from a normal funny woman that was a expert at computers to...basicly a child that knows something is wrong with her...it has been very hard
>_<
But im glad that you feel that he is with you..im sure he is and im sure he is proud of his grandaughters and your. And thank you for your support
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Posted: Mon May 16, 2005 3:10 am
That's terrible shini. I can only begin to imagine what you're going through. sad
*gives shini a manly hug and a fraternal pounding on the back strong enough to rupture kidneys*
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Posted: Mon May 16, 2005 10:56 am
*wonders why everyone keeps breaking around here* xd
I'm really sorry to hear about your mom, Shini. I am lucky to still have both my parents, and have them in good health. I have, however, lost both an ex-boyfriend and a someone I considered my second mother, and I know how hard those were on me... I can only imagine how terribly difficult and painful this must be for you. sad *hugs*
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