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 Posted: Sun Jul 30, 2006 8:30 pm
i've been having the worst time trying to figure out how to say this...to everyone here.... the worst, most painful time... but today....i was listening to my friend, Raine's, cd, Flyleaf....and i heard this song....it's perfect....so....this is what i want to tell you.... FLYLEAF LYRICS
"There For You"
Sometimes I'm selfish fake
You're always a true friend
And I don't deserve you
'Cause I'm not there for you
Please forgive me again
I wanna be there for you
Someone you can come to
Runs deeper than my bones
I wanna be there for you
I wanna be there for you
Swirling shades of blue
Slow dancing in your eyes
Sun kisses the earth
And I hush my urge to cry, cry
I wanna be there for you
Someone you can come to
Runs deeper than my bones
I wanna be there for you
I wanna be there for you
'Cause I hear the whispered words
Within your masterpiece beautiful
You speak the unspeakable through
I love you too
I wanna be there for you
Someone you can come to
I wanna be there for you
And be someone you can come to
The love runs deeper than my bones
I wanna be there for you
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Posted: Sun Jul 30, 2006 10:50 pm
so pretty Tohei! heart *huggles*
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Posted: Mon Jul 31, 2006 11:16 am
ah Tohei, you little minx you, *giggles and glomps*
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Posted: Mon Jul 31, 2006 1:13 pm
mou...they aren't my words.....they are what i want to say to you but cannot find the way to say them....
it's cowardly to resort to the use of someone else's words...one should find their own path, they're own means for expression and soul meaning...but i...
is the soul really so simple as to be placed on paper or a screen? is it really just a collection of memories? or....maybe it's the potential to act a certain way given certain situations...or maybe it's the choices we make that compose our souls...but then, won't our souls be forever changing? is a soul so...insubstantial? is that all we are...? maybe we are crafted by the people around us...but then how can we say that we are ourselves? what makes me me?
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Posted: Mon Jul 31, 2006 10:19 pm
Souls are us, and we are constantly changing. Nothing ever stays the same or stagnat. We're shaped by the influence of those around us, but also how we decide to accept that influence. What makes you? It's kind of a hard question....you could say other people make you when they help you out, but it's also you that makes you because you're the one that can decide whether or not you reach your hand back up. Sometimes we can't control what's in ourselves either. So why question it? The best thing to do is keep going, see what happens next, bend with different changes, accept or fight. And it's not a cowardly thing either to use a song to convey your feelings. It just means you founf someone else who relates to how you feel but just wrote it down first. I'm sure I speak for everyone here when I say that we all know you love us, because we all love you, too.
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Posted: Tue Aug 01, 2006 1:06 pm
arigatou........Miki-chan........i owe you so much....*hugs him tight*
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Posted: Tue Aug 01, 2006 8:03 pm
Na, you owe me nothing! Just your friendship and kindess have been the best things for me, esepcially when I had so much trouble trying to find a place on gaia.
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Posted: Tue Aug 01, 2006 8:11 pm
anou...i'm not that great...i owe you so much...i should at least give you gold...
i have 3736, is that enough? if it isn't, i can build up more and more!
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Posted: Tue Aug 01, 2006 8:50 pm
[-Tohei Anrui-] anou...i'm not that great...i owe you so much...i should at least give you gold... i have 3736, is that enough? if it isn't, i can build up more and more! Ah! *waves arms* No no no, I couldn't! Please, I want you to save it up for something you want!
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Posted: Tue Aug 01, 2006 10:23 pm
yareyare you deserve it!!! i have 4056 now, is that enough? heart
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Posted: Wed Aug 02, 2006 12:10 am
[-Tohei Anrui-] yareyare you deserve it!!! i have 4056 now, is that enough? heart Tohei-kun! Oh.....You know what I want you to do with that gold of yours? Buy something you've had your eye on! That'll make me happy!^__^
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Posted: Wed Aug 02, 2006 2:38 pm
ah? iie! you need to buy what YOU want with it!
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Posted: Wed Aug 02, 2006 10:16 pm
[-Tohei Anrui-] ah? iie! you need to buy what YOU want with it! but but...there's nothing i reall want rihgt now!
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Posted: Thu Aug 03, 2006 3:57 am
then save it!! 3nodding heart
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Posted: Thu Aug 03, 2006 11:55 pm
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