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ok, so i was looking through my journal and i found a depressing poem i wrote a wile ago befor things started to get better and i stopped being depressed.
"how did it get this bad?
what did i do wrong?
i dont understand
but i guess i knew this all along
i'm trying to be perfect
i'm trying to get things right
i cant ever give up
even though i'm losing all my might
this trepitation that is rualing over me
and the looming thought of failing
just wont let me be
ignoring all my loneliness
numbing all my pain
desprate to move on
and it seems all i do is in vain
i'm trying to be strong
i'm trying to be tough
but i guess theres no hiding it
sorry that i'm not good enough…"
now i realise the spelling might be bad but i dont spell good to begin with and i dont have word on my compy so i dont have spell check xp but go ahead and tell me what you think. if it gets good reviews then i might just put my depressing story on here but i highly dought anyone will like it -_-;
"how did it get this bad?
what did i do wrong?
i dont understand
but i guess i knew this all along
i'm trying to be perfect
i'm trying to get things right
i cant ever give up
even though i'm losing all my might
this trepitation that is rualing over me
and the looming thought of failing
just wont let me be
ignoring all my loneliness
numbing all my pain
desprate to move on
and it seems all i do is in vain
i'm trying to be strong
i'm trying to be tough
but i guess theres no hiding it
sorry that i'm not good enough…"
now i realise the spelling might be bad but i dont spell good to begin with and i dont have word on my compy so i dont have spell check xp but go ahead and tell me what you think. if it gets good reviews then i might just put my depressing story on here but i highly dought anyone will like it -_-;
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