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 Posted: Sun Jul 23, 2006 8:44 am
Lately my moods have been soooo up and down, like this weekend is what we call sea cav its just a summer thing with a ton of stuff going on in town. and like its been great.. theres been times that i'v been great and so happy... but then theres thos times i'v just felt like crying my eyes out. I don't get it.. or why this is happeneing. my bf has been great! but its not fair to him for me to suddenly just freak out on him.. or just start randomly crying. i don't know what to do! somebody help me out here.. =(
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Posted: Sun Jul 23, 2006 11:27 am
jellyfish_84 Lately my moods have been soooo up and down, like this weekend is what we call sea cav its just a summer thing with a ton of stuff going on in town. and like its been great.. theres been times that i'v been great and so happy... but then theres thos times i'v just felt like crying my eyes out. I don't get it.. or why this is happeneing. my bf has been great! but its not fair to him for me to suddenly just freak out on him.. or just start randomly crying. i don't know what to do! somebody help me out here.. =( hihi, ok the most important question i need to ask, are you depressed in any way?
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Posted: Sun Jul 23, 2006 7:07 pm
AkuraTheCrow jellyfish_84 Lately my moods have been soooo up and down, like this weekend is what we call sea cav its just a summer thing with a ton of stuff going on in town. and like its been great.. theres been times that i'v been great and so happy... but then theres thos times i'v just felt like crying my eyes out. I don't get it.. or why this is happeneing. my bf has been great! but its not fair to him for me to suddenly just freak out on him.. or just start randomly crying. i don't know what to do! somebody help me out here.. =( hihi, ok the most important question i need to ask, are you depressed in any way? Yes, i have been depressed scince chirstmas time, after my father being very drunk and freaking out at me blah blah and my parents getting a divorse. and stuff but thats off topic. So yes i have been.
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Posted: Mon Jul 24, 2006 6:08 am
jellyfish_84 AkuraTheCrow jellyfish_84 Lately my moods have been soooo up and down, like this weekend is what we call sea cav its just a summer thing with a ton of stuff going on in town. and like its been great.. theres been times that i'v been great and so happy... but then theres thos times i'v just felt like crying my eyes out. I don't get it.. or why this is happeneing. my bf has been great! but its not fair to him for me to suddenly just freak out on him.. or just start randomly crying. i don't know what to do! somebody help me out here.. =( hihi, ok the most important question i need to ask, are you depressed in any way? Yes, i have been depressed scince chirstmas time, after my father being very drunk and freaking out at me blah blah and my parents getting a divorse. and stuff but thats off topic. So yes i have been. allright. now we know why your down and up all the time. the next thing to do is for you to try and heal so you wont be depressed about what happied. try doing things that are fun and make you happy and to take your mind of what happened.
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Posted: Mon Jul 24, 2006 8:05 am
AkuraTheCrow jellyfish_84 AkuraTheCrow jellyfish_84 Lately my moods have been soooo up and down, like this weekend is what we call sea cav its just a summer thing with a ton of stuff going on in town. and like its been great.. theres been times that i'v been great and so happy... but then theres thos times i'v just felt like crying my eyes out. I don't get it.. or why this is happeneing. my bf has been great! but its not fair to him for me to suddenly just freak out on him.. or just start randomly crying. i don't know what to do! somebody help me out here.. =( hihi, ok the most important question i need to ask, are you depressed in any way? Yes, i have been depressed scince chirstmas time, after my father being very drunk and freaking out at me blah blah and my parents getting a divorse. and stuff but thats off topic. So yes i have been. allright. now we know why your down and up all the time. the next thing to do is for you to try and heal so you wont be depressed about what happied. try doing things that are fun and make you happy and to take your mind of what happened. I'v been trying to do that for awhile.. its just hard. i guess theres not that much to do where i live, but i'm going up to my f riends cabin later today, so that will proboly help me a bit....i hope.
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Posted: Mon Jul 24, 2006 8:26 am
jellyfish_84 AkuraTheCrow jellyfish_84 AkuraTheCrow jellyfish_84 Lately my moods have been soooo up and down, like this weekend is what we call sea cav its just a summer thing with a ton of stuff going on in town. and like its been great.. theres been times that i'v been great and so happy... but then theres thos times i'v just felt like crying my eyes out. I don't get it.. or why this is happeneing. my bf has been great! but its not fair to him for me to suddenly just freak out on him.. or just start randomly crying. i don't know what to do! somebody help me out here.. =( hihi, ok the most important question i need to ask, are you depressed in any way? Yes, i have been depressed scince chirstmas time, after my father being very drunk and freaking out at me blah blah and my parents getting a divorse. and stuff but thats off topic. So yes i have been. allright. now we know why your down and up all the time. the next thing to do is for you to try and heal so you wont be depressed about what happied. try doing things that are fun and make you happy and to take your mind of what happened. I'v been trying to do that for awhile.. its just hard. i guess theres not that much to do where i live, but i'm going up to my f riends cabin later today, so that will proboly help me a bit....i hope. I know what your going through. try watching funny movies or going on walks to clear your head or spend time with your bf might help. I know if im down a big snuggle from my love always helped me feel better.
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Posted: Wed Jul 26, 2006 2:20 pm
AkuraTheCrow jellyfish_84 AkuraTheCrow jellyfish_84 AkuraTheCrow jellyfish_84 Lately my moods have been soooo up and down, like this weekend is what we call sea cav its just a summer thing with a ton of stuff going on in town. and like its been great.. theres been times that i'v been great and so happy... but then theres thos times i'v just felt like crying my eyes out. I don't get it.. or why this is happeneing. my bf has been great! but its not fair to him for me to suddenly just freak out on him.. or just start randomly crying. i don't know what to do! somebody help me out here.. =( hihi, ok the most important question i need to ask, are you depressed in any way? Yes, i have been depressed scince chirstmas time, after my father being very drunk and freaking out at me blah blah and my parents getting a divorse. and stuff but thats off topic. So yes i have been. allright. now we know why your down and up all the time. the next thing to do is for you to try and heal so you wont be depressed about what happied. try doing things that are fun and make you happy and to take your mind of what happened. I'v been trying to do that for awhile.. its just hard. i guess theres not that much to do where i live, but i'm going up to my f riends cabin later today, so that will proboly help me a bit....i hope. I know what your going through. try watching funny movies or going on walks to clear your head or spend time with your bf might help. I know if im down a big snuggle from my love always helped me feel better. yeah being with my bf helps. he usally will know how to calm me down. While i was up at my friends cabin, one night i just like broke down and told Andrew(hes been my friend foreverrr) like everything thats been going on, and hes the kinda person that hates to talk about that sorta stuff. But he sat there and listed to everything i had to say, he was really help full. yeah.. i'm not really sure what to say.. feeling down right now.. sorta think my bf is mad at me, but i unno.
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Posted: Wed Jul 26, 2006 7:02 pm
jellyfish_84 AkuraTheCrow jellyfish_84 AkuraTheCrow jellyfish_84 Yes, i have been depressed scince chirstmas time, after my father being very drunk and freaking out at me blah blah and my parents getting a divorse. and stuff but thats off topic. So yes i have been. allright. now we know why your down and up all the time. the next thing to do is for you to try and heal so you wont be depressed about what happied. try doing things that are fun and make you happy and to take your mind of what happened. I'v been trying to do that for awhile.. its just hard. i guess theres not that much to do where i live, but i'm going up to my f riends cabin later today, so that will proboly help me a bit....i hope. I know what your going through. try watching funny movies or going on walks to clear your head or spend time with your bf might help. I know if im down a big snuggle from my love always helped me feel better. yeah being with my bf helps. he usally will know how to calm me down. While i was up at my friends cabin, one night i just like broke down and told Andrew(hes been my friend foreverrr) like everything thats been going on, and hes the kinda person that hates to talk about that sorta stuff. But he sat there and listed to everything i had to say, he was really help full. yeah.. i'm not really sure what to say.. feeling down right now.. sorta think my bf is mad at me, but i unno. did your bf tell you hes mad at you. if he didn't then you shouldn't worry about it then. you have a lot on your mind right know. and you really need his support and love. you should talk to him more about why your blue so he can help you out. its going to be hard i know but stay strong and keep your head up and try to think of happy things that happened in your life. wink
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Posted: Thu Jul 27, 2006 10:31 am
AkuraTheCrow jellyfish_84 AkuraTheCrow jellyfish_84 AkuraTheCrow jellyfish_84 Yes, i have been depressed scince chirstmas time, after my father being very drunk and freaking out at me blah blah and my parents getting a divorse. and stuff but thats off topic. So yes i have been. allright. now we know why your down and up all the time. the next thing to do is for you to try and heal so you wont be depressed about what happied. try doing things that are fun and make you happy and to take your mind of what happened. I'v been trying to do that for awhile.. its just hard. i guess theres not that much to do where i live, but i'm going up to my f riends cabin later today, so that will proboly help me a bit....i hope. I know what your going through. try watching funny movies or going on walks to clear your head or spend time with your bf might help. I know if im down a big snuggle from my love always helped me feel better. yeah being with my bf helps. he usally will know how to calm me down. While i was up at my friends cabin, one night i just like broke down and told Andrew(hes been my friend foreverrr) like everything thats been going on, and hes the kinda person that hates to talk about that sorta stuff. But he sat there and listed to everything i had to say, he was really help full. yeah.. i'm not really sure what to say.. feeling down right now.. sorta think my bf is mad at me, but i unno. did your bf tell you hes mad at you. if he didn't then you shouldn't worry about it then. you have a lot on your mind right know. and you really need his support and love. you should talk to him more about why your blue so he can help you out. its going to be hard i know but stay strong and keep your head up and try to think of happy things that happened in your life. wink He wasen't mad at me, my mind will just think he is at random times, not really sure why.. but yeah.. i do talk to him alot when and why i feel so down, and he knows why.. and i do try to think of happy things. But that is always hard, and when i'm down it seems thinking of happy things gets me more upset. Unless is somebody else telling me happy things then it helps.. i'm not really sure why.. its sorta messed up. but oh well. I talk to my bf alot.. and he helps me a ton. but like when were not together. like at night or w/e then i'll get down, and like sometimes i'll be able to talk to him, but not always you know. so its just wierd. i'm not really sure what i'm trying to say here.
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Posted: Thu Jul 27, 2006 1:17 pm
jellyfish_84 AkuraTheCrow jellyfish_84 AkuraTheCrow jellyfish_84 I'v been trying to do that for awhile.. its just hard. i guess theres not that much to do where i live, but i'm going up to my f riends cabin later today, so that will proboly help me a bit....i hope. I know what your going through. try watching funny movies or going on walks to clear your head or spend time with your bf might help. I know if im down a big snuggle from my love always helped me feel better. yeah being with my bf helps. he usally will know how to calm me down. While i was up at my friends cabin, one night i just like broke down and told Andrew(hes been my friend foreverrr) like everything thats been going on, and hes the kinda person that hates to talk about that sorta stuff. But he sat there and listed to everything i had to say, he was really help full. yeah.. i'm not really sure what to say.. feeling down right now.. sorta think my bf is mad at me, but i unno. did your bf tell you hes mad at you. if he didn't then you shouldn't worry about it then. you have a lot on your mind right know. and you really need his support and love. you should talk to him more about why your blue so he can help you out. its going to be hard i know but stay strong and keep your head up and try to think of happy things that happened in your life. wink He wasen't mad at me, my mind will just think he is at random times, not really sure why.. but yeah.. i do talk to him alot when and why i feel so down, and he knows why.. and i do try to think of happy things. But that is always hard, and when i'm down it seems thinking of happy things gets me more upset. Unless is somebody else telling me happy things then it helps.. i'm not really sure why.. its sorta messed up. but oh well. I talk to my bf alot.. and he helps me a ton. but like when were not together. like at night or w/e then i'll get down, and like sometimes i'll be able to talk to him, but not always you know. so its just wierd. i'm not really sure what i'm trying to say here. hmmm. when your apart from you feel sadden by it. one your in love with him for sure. and i know you been with him a long time. so try doing some extra activities with him like biking or rock climbing something like that. im a sooming hes not abusive any more. that is good. has he propose to you recentely?
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Posted: Thu Jul 27, 2006 2:39 pm
Hes been great to me. I really Love him alot. proposed as in marrage? well sorta like it was sorta jking around but he said he was serious and i am to. i really do love him! i'm only 14, i'll be 15 next month. I hate ppl who are like 'blah blah blah your too young to know what love it' but like not everybody is sure most ppl are at my age. But not me. i do try and spend alot of time with him, but i can never get enuff heart But me my mom and him are going camping tomorrow untill the 7th and i think that will help me alot, i'll be with him 24/7 and i'll get to acually sleep with him(not the sexual way) aswell i'll get away from my dad witch is like the main reason i'm depressed. so yeah...i'll get to be with my bf alot witch is great.
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Posted: Fri Jul 28, 2006 4:19 am
jellyfish_84 Hes been great to me. I really Love him alot. proposed as in marrage? well sorta like it was sorta jking around but he said he was serious and i am to. i really do love him! i'm only 14, i'll be 15 next month. I hate ppl who are like 'blah blah blah your too young to know what love it' but like not everybody is sure most ppl are at my age. But not me. i do try and spend alot of time with him, but i can never get enuff heart But me my mom and him are going camping tomorrow untill the 7th and i think that will help me alot, i'll be with him 24/7 and i'll get to acually sleep with him(not the sexual way) aswell i'll get away from my dad witch is like the main reason i'm depressed. so yeah...i'll get to be with my bf alot witch is great. WOW, thats wounderful news to hear. Im happy for you. Great guys are hard to find especially that young. Oh, heres an idea. Try going fishing with him. If he doesn't know how. I'd it be kawaii to teach him. whee Im happy things worked out for you and him. ^^, best of luck. About your dad prying on you. Try to look at it from his eyes. Hes little girl is with a guy that he doesn't know. He just trying to protect you thats all. I'd do the same with my daughter when and if I have one.
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Posted: Sun Aug 06, 2006 8:23 pm
I'm home, it was GREAT i'v still be real up and down but like i just get really overwhellmed sorta somtiems lol. like real emotional but for teh most part i'v been feeling really good. but my house just sold and i'm moving on teh 24th so thats proboly what most of my stress is from right now so ya =) camping ish was greatt
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