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this is the worst thing my mother has ever made me do in my life...im dead serious. PLEASE READ THIS IF U WANT TO HERE, then tell me if i should go with my parents or just have the party at my dads house.

okay i have not been home for about a week and its been wonderful to be away from my mother and stepdad-i really dont like them.
so when i get home i get sraight to work on planning my party.
about an hour or so later i was done with who i wanted to come and what they all wanted to eat.
so i went downstairs to tell my mother what i need and tell her i would pay for everything since i got a lot of money over the weekend working.
and just as i tell her the date she says, "okay thats great. oh and by the way were going on a family vacation for about a week."
so i say okay but can i go and call up everyone and then figure out how to go to my dads house on saturday after the party.
she says sure i can. but as i grab the phone and start to head up to my room she says, "but its too bad u cant have the party."
so i stopped and just looked at her. i have been planning this party for over a month ever since i got out of school and we got a pool. and my dad is the only one who ever takes me and my sis out on family vacations so i WAS really happy that my mother was taking me on the trip with my sis.
so when she said that i just stared at her and she said. "we r leaving friday and wont be back until next friday."
i just ran up to my room and am now typing this as i cry over my stupid life...and this friday is the only day all my friends have spair time-no joke either!
when she came up to my room-about 15 mins later-she said if u dont want to go u can just stay at ur dads and not have the party. so i really am sad! it really sucks having divorced parents, not having a job, not being able drive, living out in the middle of no where with no friends within 25 miles of u, and having a b***h of a mother who tell u the best news but plans on the party, and a son of a b***h of a sister who runs up infront of u and says mom says if u dont come i can have a friend come with. I NEVER GET TO BRING MY FRIENDS WITH ON TRIPS. i hate crying...and i hate my life.... emo crying emo crying emo crying emo crying