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Posted: Tue May 30, 2006 4:25 am
Well yesterdy was officially the worst day i ever had...ok here it is...
#1)I woke and felt like crap...(could barely move felt like i was going to vomit) #2)When school was done my dad phoned and told me to get algeacide for my pool so i bike up and get it...when i come out my front tires popped #3)I put money in my account and get about half way home and stop for a drink and discover my cards not in my pocket, and seeing as how my day was perfect as it is i run back only to dscover it was in my pocket #4)angry, sweaty, and pissed off i walk home, then find my brother and mom fighting #5)then i have to clean my 20 by 40 foot pool, that my dad expects me to clean and my bros practically get off scott free #6)then after the longest day of my life i cant even go swimming with my friends cause i cant find any damn swim shorts #7)exhausted, and generally feeling like horse s**t i go inside and watvh some T.V....then my mom says "Tom has to go for a check-up right?" then my dad goes "yeah, cause you might have cancer..."
oh and to add to this when i heard the wonderful new i just got up and walk out the door...i walked for a good hour and a half and walked into traffic for the hell of it like twice and walked into traffic not caring like 4 times...
ok, i have one question for you...HOW THE ******** DO YOU REACT TO THAT?!?
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Posted: Tue May 30, 2006 6:20 am
Well...todays not going anybetter, i get to school and right away my friends know theres something wrong...i tell them and then they get upset. So i go outside to have a cigarette and then my stupid b*****d of a V.P. comes out and says you can either finish that or go home for the day...
Ive had problems with this guy before so i tell him im finishing this and i end up getting suspended...now my parents ore going to find out that i smoke and my dads going to freak on me...so if im not on in a couple days you know why...ill be dead in a gutter somewhere... stressed sad
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Posted: Tue May 30, 2006 3:20 pm
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Posted: Tue May 30, 2006 7:09 pm
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Posted: Thu Jun 01, 2006 3:23 pm
Ok now heres the report for the rest of my week...Wednesday, rained like a b***h and i loved it...probably the best day this week...
and now for Thursay, it wasnt too bad with the exception the i e-mailed my I.S.U. (independant study unit) home so i could finish it for the next day and it doesnt show up so i might fail a class or come damn close... sad
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Posted: Thu Jun 01, 2006 6:44 pm
Don't worry buddy, it'll all get better. Besides, you have all of your friends to love you and support you. *Hugs*
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Posted: Thu Jun 01, 2006 6:46 pm
thanks Mags...
well heres a little more "happy" news...i get home and my dad yells at ME because the backyard wasnt cleaned up...even though i was working on my ISU...my bros have been outside and biking, playing with friends, and doing generally nothing...and i get yelled at...
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Posted: Thu Jun 01, 2006 6:49 pm
Commander Pigeon thanks Mags... well heres a little more " happy" news...i get home and my dad yells at ME because the backyard wasnt cleaned up...even though i was working on my ISU...my bros have been outside and biking, playing with friends, and doing generally nothing...and i get yelled at... You need to find some time to sit down with your dad and have a quiet chat about your feelings. But whatever you do, don't let it turn into a yelling chat because those talks suck. surprised
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Posted: Thu Jun 01, 2006 6:53 pm
Kinewa Sohma Commander Pigeon thanks Mags... well heres a little more " happy" news...i get home and my dad yells at ME because the backyard wasnt cleaned up...even though i was working on my ISU...my bros have been outside and biking, playing with friends, and doing generally nothing...and i get yelled at... You need to find some time to sit down with your dad and have a quiet chat about your feelings. But whatever you do, don't let it turn into a yelling chat because those talks suck. surprised thanks mags...but honestly i think my dad and our relationship is just a mutual one..i dont even know if i could just talk to him...honestly id probably just break down...and end up walking up the backroads crying...i know it sounds retarded but its true... cry
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Posted: Thu Jun 01, 2006 6:57 pm
Commander Pigeon Kinewa Sohma Commander Pigeon thanks Mags... well heres a little more " happy" news...i get home and my dad yells at ME because the backyard wasnt cleaned up...even though i was working on my ISU...my bros have been outside and biking, playing with friends, and doing generally nothing...and i get yelled at... You need to find some time to sit down with your dad and have a quiet chat about your feelings. But whatever you do, don't let it turn into a yelling chat because those talks suck. surprised thanks mags...but honestly i think my dad and our relationship is just a mutual one..i dont even know if i could just talk to him...honestly id probably just break down...and end up walking up the backroads crying...i know it sounds retarded but its true... cry Can you talk to your mom about it?
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Posted: Thu Jun 01, 2006 6:58 pm
Commander Pigeon Kinewa Sohma Commander Pigeon thanks Mags... well heres a little more " happy" news...i get home and my dad yells at ME because the backyard wasnt cleaned up...even though i was working on my ISU...my bros have been outside and biking, playing with friends, and doing generally nothing...and i get yelled at... You need to find some time to sit down with your dad and have a quiet chat about your feelings. But whatever you do, don't let it turn into a yelling chat because those talks suck. surprised thanks mags...but honestly i think my dad and our relationship is just a mutual one..i dont even know if i could just talk to him...honestly id probably just break down...and end up walking up the backroads crying...i know it sounds retarded but its true... cry I do stuff like that too you know. It may not seem like it, but I spend a lot of time alone crying.
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Posted: Sun Jun 04, 2006 8:20 pm
Wow...i thought this might have ended sooner...but i guess god just hates me... well heres my latest report... ok friday was pretty s**t except for at night when i met a couple of friends...saturday i was too sick to move and i was seriously freaked out...and sunday was just s**t cause i still felt like s**t for the morning then i got out a bit and felt better, and my friend stoped by for a visit and was pretty fun, the at night i met with my other friend and reflected on my life and i realized i have accomplished nothing....i just hope that in the end i dont get ******** over for life...
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Posted: Mon Jun 05, 2006 8:54 am
I don't have anything to offer you except for my support and... questions. well, sorry if this is annoying for you, but i find that when some of my friends have been having bad times, somehow its kind of therapeutic (sp?) to sit down and ask them a few questions about whats going on..... ill send you a PM...
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Posted: Tue Jun 06, 2006 1:16 pm
1. God doesn't hate you, life just has too many downs 2. You have accomplished stuff, may not seem like much now, but in the end you'll realize you've done some awesome stuff 3. At least you didn't end up with poison ivy on you 4. Remeber, when your 25 you and I are going to destroy someone elses good luck, which is something to look forward too whee 3nodding and definately an accomplishment... or will be... 5. ....actually i've run out of stuff xd
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Posted: Fri Jun 09, 2006 2:43 pm
Amikwa 1. God doesn't hate you, life just has too many downs 2. You have accomplished stuff, may not seem like much now, but in the end you'll realize you've done some awesome stuff 3. At least you didn't end up with poison ivy on you 4. Remeber, when your 25 you and I are going to destroy someone elses good luck, which is something to look forward too whee 3nodding and definately an accomplishment... or will be... 5. ....actually i've run out of stuff xd oh...he'll get whats coming to him...*shakes fist*
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