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 Posted: Mon Apr 17, 2006 5:53 pm
God life sux. Nothing seems to work out for me. EVER. freakin dad's in the military, so any friends i manage to make i have to leave in a few years...most the friends i have here are moving, and im not. and really, if youre not one of my few friends you probobly hate me. i was at a friends party when someone told me not to kill myself. someone else said "hey thats mean." the person then replied "your rite. i dont think youd kill urself, i think ud come to skool with a gun, kill everyone, then kill urself" people really luv me, huh? whew, sorry if no one cares, or i sound whiny or w/e, ive just been really pissed lately and needed to vent. anime/manga is one of the few things keepin me alive....that and my music. lessee....anime/manga to read before i die
Naruto
Love Hina (done already...)
Negima!
Fullmetal Alchemist (done...)
Cromartie High School
wow im halfway done.
seriously tho people, the guild i normally posted in basically just died, so if anyone needs a friend, someone to talk about gaara/anime in general with, or whatever, pm me. cuz im gettin bored with gaia. not much for me to do stare i wish i were a ninja...id be so happy... well anyway, talk to you later. or not.
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Posted: Mon Apr 17, 2006 6:48 pm
life does suck it sucks BIG TIME!!!!!!!!! it sucks a**!!! Itll try to find more ways to make you miserble and wish for death. even my life...yeh life sucks but sometimes it mite not SUCK if you have fun and try to make something of ur life anime lovers like me and u have something to make us hold on and if we didnt have that well then u get my point
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Posted: Mon Apr 17, 2006 6:51 pm
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Posted: Tue Apr 18, 2006 8:02 am
First of all:
Life may be miserable but it gets better if you make an effort
Death (suicide) is the easy way out, but what about the future?
the future that is still to come?
I know you'll say 'there's nothing to live for, life isn't worth living.
the future doesn't hold anything that keeps me alive'
well, that might be so, but do you know for sure?
can you tell me that life will keep blowing up in your face?
I personally believe that if you make an effort to break out, change your life and hold on to what is dear to you,
then life might get better.
You might say 'how do you know for sure? you've never experienced the things that I have!'
True, but that is because I'm not you.
I have experienced many painful things, insults, lost dear friends, been hurt,
but I believed that it will get better, I held on to what was precious to me
I turned to people who could help me believe
And I am alive.
I live and enjoy life, I grasped that chance to change my life
I love the things life gives to me
so please, there are so many things worth living for.
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Posted: Tue Apr 18, 2006 3:47 pm
oh dont get me wrong. i dont intend to kill myself. i couldnt. im too cowardly....i just wouldnt be able to commit. 'sides, im a procrastinator. itd be like "ah, ill do it tomorrow...or after that...erm, ill get around to it...maybe..." ninja people are irksome. listen to anti-flag. wow that made sense...but not really...normally im funny (or i attempt to be XP) but sometimes i get pissed...easily, and it doesnt go away. someone once called me a "cheerful goth" now im an oxymoron, too.
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Posted: Tue Apr 18, 2006 3:48 pm
shadow punk6 life does suck it sucks BIG TIME!!!!!!!!! it sucks a**!!! Itll try to find more ways to make you miserble and wish for death. even my life...yeh life sucks but sometimes it mite not SUCK if you have fun and try to make something of ur life anime lovers like me and u have something to make us hold on and if we didnt have that well then u get my point and yes, life sux a**.
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Posted: Tue Apr 18, 2006 3:49 pm
pfft wow...im the only one that voted yes in the poll so far. im special. rofl
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Posted: Tue Apr 18, 2006 4:03 pm
however, meaning no disrespect to pinumbra's efforts to save my life or w/e...you do sound very insiteful and mature. (me on a good day. when im calm, yet not pissed.) ((doesnt happen often mrgreen ))
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Posted: Tue Apr 18, 2006 4:04 pm
^ above statement directed at pinumbra. woot this is like what, 5 posts in a row?
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Posted: Tue Apr 18, 2006 4:09 pm
OMFG I LEFT DEATH NOTE OFF THAT ANIME LIST!!! well anyway...im slitely less pissed today. kinda coping with what ive come to believe about someone. <-(a MISS someone)
and anyway, i gotta go. to BOY SCOUTS. >.< go ahead and laff, but im so close to finishing and getting Eagle! looks good on ur resume. tonite we have order of the arrow elections. sum special "club" thing in scouts... so w/e. and yeah, im only 15. so i have NO IDEA what culd be in my future... less i piss off the wrong kid at my skool and they kill me... heh. well, gotta go. nice talking with you people...erm, posting replies to ur replies...actually with all of my own posts this is more of monologue/rant thing.... GAH who cares...
bye.
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Posted: Wed Apr 19, 2006 11:50 am
well....
I'm relieved to hear that you're not suicidal.
3nodding
yes, life is not easy but that's what anime and manga are for.
x3
and there are so many that once you wnat to finish the list,
there are more!
x3
ha~ heart
a neverending list....
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Posted: Wed Apr 19, 2006 12:32 pm
yeah i used to only have a small waldenbooks and i said "my goal is to read one of every series at least!" then i moved here...found a comic store...with two HUGE RACKS, FRONT AND BACK AND ENDS, OF MANGA! i was like "whoa. im in over meh head!" see, now ive started talkin and im not as ticked. im still miffed, mind you, but im not as depressing as i was. hmm....perhaps im bipolar?....thatd be weird... >.O
yes the neverending list...i sold my friend 4 manga for $10 (the first 4 juvenile orions...got em for 50cents each at a thrift store...heh...) so i mite buy a new negima or sumthin today or wenever i have time.
sorry if i scared anyone!
but really, i have a fluctuating mood. so if i soound really freaky, im just upset. itll pass. even if it takes a LONG time.
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Posted: Wed Apr 19, 2006 4:04 pm
SkryeHokage yeah i used to only have a small waldenbooks and i said "my goal is to read one of every series at least!" then i moved here...found a comic store...with two HUGE RACKS, FRONT AND BACK AND ENDS, OF MANGA! i was like "whoa. im in over meh head!" see, now ive started talkin and im not as ticked. im still miffed, mind you, but im not as depressing as i was. hmm....perhaps im bipolar?....thatd be weird... >.O yes the neverending list...i sold my friend 4 manga for $10 (the first 4 juvenile orions...got em for 50cents each at a thrift store...heh...) so i mite buy a new negima or sumthin today or wenever i have time. sorry if i scared anyone! but really, i have a fluctuating mood. so if i soound really freaky, im just upset. itll pass. even if it takes a LONG time. you make it seem as though thats a lot of manga to read sweatdrop heh if you take long enough you MIGHT be able to finish reading all the manga in teh world mrgreen
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Posted: Thu Apr 20, 2006 3:38 am
animania222 you make it seem as though thats a lot of manga to read sweatdrop heh if you take long enough you MIGHT be able to finish reading all the manga in teh world mrgreen I disagree to that. Consider this: There are about 4 new manga coming out every day. so the longer you take to read a series (let's just forget the fact that they cost money >,<) the more manga are there and you can't read them! and then you try but there are more coming and then.... *head starts spinning as she remembers the manga store she once went to* that was one....great store.... 4 floors full of manga........ *.*
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Posted: Fri Apr 21, 2006 12:26 pm
Pinumbra animania222 you make it seem as though thats a lot of manga to read sweatdrop heh if you take long enough you MIGHT be able to finish reading all the manga in teh world mrgreen I disagree to that. Consider this: There are about 4 new manga coming out every day. so the longer you take to read a series (let's just forget the fact that they cost money >,<) the more manga are there and you can't read them! and then you try but there are more coming and then.... *head starts spinning as she remembers the manga store she once went to* that was one....great store.... 4 floors full of manga........ *.* SWEET JESUS MOTHER OF MARY WHERE DO YOU LIVE?!?!
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