There were not many times that she could remember having been stunned into complete silence. Amora's gaze travelled over the place that she had thought was her home before she turned on her heels and walked away. There had been quite a lull in the words that had been flowing between herself and Reed during the conversation that had followed the task in which perhaps the truth had finally been revealed to the young woman. Her steps faltered as she craned her neck to peer at the place Reed called home and in which she had been living, for only the last two years. Where had she called home before this? What had she been like before this? Her sphere of being a senshi had not changed when she had been corrupted but would they have changed at all?
At first the brunette was not sure where she was heading off to but even as the scenes of previous conversations with Reed that had happened drifted through her mind and she shook her head furiously trying to simply forget how it seemed that she had come to grow while surrounded by the others that lived with Reed at the moment. Each of them had been found during the same period of time, if she could believe now what Reed told her as being truth. Did the others know that things were not as they seemed to be? Was it only Amora herself that felt a sense of betrayal due to the fact that she had been essentially lied to for the last two years.
The strange place that a lot of others had been taken to by starseed taking robots had been the first crack in the belief she had held that she was nothing more than a corrupt senshi. The second crack had been when she had encountered Ida and had a seemingly pleasant conversation with the other senshi. That talk, although it had not started out as one, had begun with Ida challenging her to return a mistakenly pulled starseed. After the starseed had been returned to the owner had Ida calmed down enough in order for Amora to ask questions. The answers obtained during that meeting had allowed Amora to experience much more doubt in the story she had been told.
The final driven doubt in her mind had been those strange spider webs in the forest where she had been working alongside Reed in order to clear the area out. Words had been formed in the webs that she had seen which had given her the courage to simply piece everything together that her circumstances of her time with Reed and the Negaverse had not been as long as she had been told. When she had confronted Reed, he had finally caved.
Now as she sat, alone and cold, did Amora try to cast her mind back to a time where she had not lived with Reed and found that she could not. Her head sank to be pillowed on her arms as she simply stared out into the night. She was not sure what this feeling was that was welling up inside of her but it was not a pleasant sensation. Bitterness, tinged with anger ... was not an emotion that Amora was familiar with but as it grew within she embraced it. It was a new feeling ... but would she hold onto it or let it go?
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