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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Mon Oct 24, 2022 5:33 pm
An object in motion tended to stay in motion. Encke was back on his comet with no one but the person he was gripping onto, legs still carrying him as if he was running from something. The air tasted different, the ground felt different, but it was hard to say he quite noticed until after a few moments and a cat-creature he hadn't yet named yowled at him in a warning. He quite nearly skidded to a stop. Oh. Right. Carefully, he set Nectaris down and dismissed his aura before bending down to scratch the creature behind its ears. They weren't exactly a cat, but they responded close enough to one, and they seemed placated. "Ah, sorry about that. Wanted to make sure we were definitely away and wasn't really thinking--" Despite not feeling any auras outside of hers, he still glanced behind him. No youma. No Faustite. No flames or fire or-- "Think we're clear now." He glanced back up to Nectaris. "We can stay here as long as you need. Lots of stuff here now, and it'll give time for Faustite to burn himself up with rage." ... Honestly? He wished.
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Posted: Mon Oct 24, 2022 7:01 pm
Nectaris was also still pretty deep in fight-or-flight mode. When Encke jerked her along, she ran after him. Her breath was shallow and panicked at first, but she did notice the change of scenery after a few seconds, and the fact that Faustite wasn't there, and she was about to say something when Encke stopped anyway. 'Cause of a cat. A cat. Maybe it was something a little bit different, it was, like, an alien cat, but it was still super cute. Nectaris reached out to scratch at it, too. Hopefully she wouldn't spook it, but it just looked so soft! Also, it was glowing. There was no way she could resist that. Although, Encke was petting it, too, and when she looked over at him, the anxiety wasn't all the way gone. "Yeah, so I get what you mean about Faustite. He sucks," she told him, but even as she said it, she was curling in on herself, like she was preparing for either him to snap at her or have another emotional breakdown. "Are you mad?" Of course she had to ask, eyes locked on the ground.
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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Mon Oct 24, 2022 8:03 pm
The glowing cat-adjacent creature seemed the opposite of spooked, trilling first and then curling a bit closer to the mutual attention second, letting both the senshi and knight pet and scratch her as much as they wanted. The cat-creatures seemed rather friendly to humans, and Encke was suspicious they might have been one of the domesticated animals that the Enckeans kept. Probably an animal that had been domesticated to keep pests out of houses. Encke considered none of them pests, of course, but things were probably a lot different thousands of years ago when his people were actually alive-- He pulled himself out of his distracting thoughts when she spoke to him, and petting the cat became more of an idle fidget than something he was actively observing. ... Good. The good. She had gotten to know what Faustite was. Maybe she'd stay away from him. Maybe she'd stay away from his husband. He hoped. But she was curling in on herself, and looking at the ground, and that wasn't good. "No," because it was true, he wasn't mad. Why would he be mad? He offered a cute affectionate noise to the cat much like he would to Luz before pulling himself entirely in Nectaris' direction, opening his arms for a hug if she wanted it. "I'm not mad at you. Faustite sucks. You did what you should do in response: defend yourself, try to create distance, call for backup when you needed it." And even if she hadn't, mad would never be the right word. Scared, maybe.
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Posted: Tue Oct 25, 2022 3:42 am
Nectaris nodded, and said "Okay," but the way that she was curled up, and all tense, too, with her breath still coming in tiny little stressed puffs, only partly had to do with worrying about what her brother was going to think. She still wasn't over the literal fireball of a man doing everything in his power to chase her down, screaming and spitting insults. Also, stuff about how he wanted to paint his nails with her blood. She shifted against the ground so that she could lean into the hug that he was offering, 'cause yeah, she needed that. Her breath caught for a second like she might be about to start crying, but she didn't, not yet. The little glowing cat might have helped with that. It was hard to totally panic when there was something so cute nuzzling her fingers. "I didn't call right away. I thought, I dunno, maybe I could get him to purify and it'd solve all our problems?" It sounded a little silly, now, but it would've been kinda perfect if it had worked. It still would be nice, if someone else could get through to him, but she was pretty sure she wasn't gonna be that person. "But that part fell apart pretty quick. He was all caught up on the traitor thing right away, and then I was trying to tell him about Albite, 'cause I dunno, I thought it might help that his husband likes me? It was the opposite, though. That was when he totally exploded." She pulled away a little bit, not really in the mood to just sit in his arms forever, but she didn't go more than a few inches away from him.
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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Tue Oct 25, 2022 4:20 am
Seeing her unfold just a bit from the way she was curled up for even a brief hug was a relief. One of his comet's newest creatures seemed to be helping, and he was quite happy to let the glowkitty--was that the right name for the creature? glowkitty? he felt like there was probably something better--keep purring and trilling and nuzzling as they pleased. Maybe it sounded silly, the concept of Faustite purifying against what she had learned from the database and had learned from him, but he did also remember what she had pulled up on her phone to insist that she had to try. She gave Faustite his chance. And she was alive, and they had gotten her out, and she was bringing up Albite in a positive light and that dashed a small hope of his fairly fast -- "Don't get the impression he'd be a fan of a so-called traitor dating his husband," his smile was a bit lop-sided. "I'm sorry bringing that up just sent him nuclear instead of maybe allowing him to see some commonalities." When he got the signal, all he thought about was getting to Nectaris and getting her out. Maybe retrieving her starseed if necessary. Keeping her starseed away from him if not. Keeping her neck away from his boot and her body away from his fire. He let her have her space, but he was glad she stayed nearby. Confirmed that he had done the Right Thing this time, and he wasn't leaned over her in a hospital bed for a few days. "What did he do?" Encke's voice was careful, quiet, not wanting to upset her further. "Or what did he say? I mean, I guess beside cursing us both out and summoning youma." And chasing her down an alleyway--
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Posted: Tue Oct 25, 2022 2:28 pm
"Honestly, a lot of it was cursing," she said, and now that her moment of panicked stillness was over, and the hug, she was back to fidgeting. It was the kind of fidgeting that Encke might have noticed meant she was higher anxiety. For one thing, she was absentmindedly rubbing at her wrists in between her moments of petting the glowing cat. "You know, the <******** you kind, but also the you're literally braindead 'cause you don't have any memories kind." She huffed loud enough that it startled their friend. "He's not the only one who's said that one, either. I don't get it. Like, I know I'm missing stuff, but I still feel like I have a brain." Which, like, yeah. Maybe part of her was dead. A lot of the stuff that Sylvite had done didn't make any sense to her, but that stuff wasn't her personality. That part wasn't her head. "And let's see, he said I shouldn't try to get him to purify 'cause then I wouldn't have any reason to hate him or something, which, like, I don't hate him?" She was pretty sure she didn't like him after everything that had just happened, but hate seemed kinda strong. "Oh, and Albite!" because of course she couldn't forget that. "Didn't want me purifying him, either, didn't like that I kissed him. Uh." She blinked twice, first at the cat and then at Encke. "Which, like, does that mean whatever we have going on counts as an affair?" That would probably be bad. Why was it all so complicated?
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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Tue Oct 25, 2022 3:13 pm
The first thing that Encke keyed into was her movements, the fact she kept touching her wrists, the fact that she wasn't quite staying still anymore--which was good--but it was being replaced with other motions and ways to comfort herself. The glowkitty seemed to appreciate her pets, at least, and curled in a bit closer to get more of them from Nectaris specifically. Encke listened to her words, forcing his mind to stay on the topic and not wander into a pile of worry. She was there in front of him, and she had just been called unintelligent at best by Faustite which was honestly rude-- And then there was the case of purification, and the lack of hatred--honestly, Encke wasn't sure he agreed--and the fact that Faustite didn't want her with Albite which made sense considering everything else but was also worth consideration. Was it an affair? ... Probably, but one thing at a time. "They're judging you for holes in your memory, not your brain, that are beyond your control and are just a side effect of doing the right thing." He huffed in an unconscious mimic of his sister. "Not worth listening to those comments. He's angry. He's outraged about some betrayal to a chaotic energy. He's going for the pain, maybe trying to pain you in return." Why was he talking about her needing to have a reason to hate him otherwise? And now for the bigger problem-- Albite. The cat trilled at her when looked at, and Encke tilted his head as he considered-- "Honestly, it might be." And he wasn't speaking from a desire to get her away from Albite! He did desire that! But while he wasn't polyam himself, he knew those arrangements came with a consent and understanding from all involved. If one party wasn't consenting-- "If his husband doesn't want you dating him, then one member of the arrangement isn't consenting to it." And that sounded like an affair.
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Posted: Tue Oct 25, 2022 3:50 pm
"Not maybe trying to pain me," said Nectaris with a lopsided smile that actually might have been edging into more of a frown. "You saw him." He'd seen the fire. He'd heard the thing about bloody nail-painting. Some of the skin on Nectaris's arms was starting to turn red where the firestorm had hit her, and now that the adrenaline was wearing off, it was starting to sting. She stopped rubbing at her wrists and started rubbing at that, although the cat still got a pet here and there. A couple of burns were nothing compared to what this meant about Albite, though. When Encke mentioned consent, her stomach was already starting to drop out. "I mean, I'm pretty sure he agreed to it back when I was in the Negaverse," she said, but that was a weak excuse and she knew it. A long moment passed that felt even longer to Nectaris. "No. You're right. I have to break up with him," she said, and her voice was quiet, distant. Her shoulders slumped, but her gaze was steady as she looked up at Encke. "Like, out of respect for Faustite. Which, I know sounds super dumb, considering, but I have to be the bigger person even if he totally sucks." A slightly shorter moment passed. "But I don't want to. Albite's cute and his husband just tried to murder me, so I kinda don't care. Ugh." Again. Complicated. At least the cat was still soft.
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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Tue Oct 25, 2022 4:23 pm
"Point taken." As she had reminded him before, she had been in pretty deep with the Negaverse at least at some point. Her having at least some kind of report with Faustite previously wasn't exactly out of the question. Might explain another layer to why he was acting the way he was; Encke was willing to chalk it up to Faustite was an a*****e, but he did seem to be going for a mutual pain for some reason. If Nectaris had to hate him for whatever reason-- Not as important as the way she was rubbing at her arms, not the way that she started with a weak excuse and then in short order agreed. While the glowing cat settled herself and chose to stay nearby the interesting humanoids even as they chatted with each other, Encke reached into his subspace pocket to check for something that might help with burns. "No, it's fair to want to respect his wishes. Or ... not want to, clearly the wrong word, but at least to be the bigger person." Aloe. Aloe would probably help half-youma anger burns. He pulled a bottle of aloe vera out and set it in front of him for now. "Just because he wants to set us all aflame doesn't mean we can't stick to our principles." It spoke to the core of why he tried his hardest to keep to a mantra of acting only in defense, even if he was moving a couple in his mental list to a category where he could likely assume they were doing something wrong. Just because some of the Negaverse would act without mercy didn't mean Order should do the same. It helped make the case to Chaos that they were the "correct side" if Chaos couldn't easily point to them being just as bad. This was a consent and love question, but it came from the same place. "And Faustite is a murderous d**k. But he's also not really consenting to the arrangement, and he means enough to Albite for Albite to full-on marry him." Which made Encke strongly wonder about Albite himself, no matter how cute Nectaris thought he was. It was part of what triggered his worry the last time they were talking about her love life, and what threatened at the edges of his psyche to make him anxious again as much as he tried to keep it at bay. "Honestly, I'd be wondering about Albite if he doesn't care that his own husband is upset about it." And that was also true, even ignoring the whole ... everything else.
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Posted: Tue Oct 25, 2022 5:49 pm
Nectaris threw her head back towards the sky, and she gave an awful, long drawn-out groan. Was she still acting like a fourteen year old? Maybe. Did she care? No. "Why does being good always have to be so terrible?" she asked the stars, only now noticing that they seemed to be moving. Under other circumstances, she would have been asking about them, but this was big enough that even a magical alien world couldn't keep her mind off of it. "Like, I already had to give up my family so I could stop someone from getting tortured. Now I have to give up my cute boyfriend who still loves me back?" It wasn't fair. It wasn't fair at all. Wasn't it supposed to be the bad guys who got punished? For a second, she glanced back towards Encke. "Not that you guys aren't amazing, and I know, I know, there's more fish in the sea for dating stuff, too, but like," her voice cracked, and she was only barely holding it together, "It'd be nice if some of the people I love got to stick around for once, especially when I'm trying to be all upright in the face of that kind of depravity." She was still summoning a post-it note from subspace, and a gel pen, and she started to write out a note to Faustite.
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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Wed Oct 26, 2022 7:03 am
Honestly? The whole thing was unfair, and he couldn't blame her for the frustration that she felt. It probably seemed easier to be chaos. She'd still have her family, still would have her boyfriend, wouldn't be dealing with big moral conundrums... Encke appreciated when she glanced toward him and offered her a small smile, "Try to be," because he did want to be someone she could lean on and depend on and not replace her original family but be part of a new found one, and he knew his husband and his husband's family felt the same way. But he knew she loved them, and he knew she knew she'd be able to find someone else, but that wasn't the center of the problem. Not right now. As she started to write on a post-it, he bit on the inside of his lip. He should be happy--and in a lot of ways he was, if she wasn't dating a chaos boy that was married to Faustite she'd stay a bit safer--but he didn't necessarily want that to happen this way. "I wish it was easier, honestly. It's not fair that you lost so much once you let go of chaos, and it's not fair that chaos is still taking. Chaos is hungry like that. Doesn't seem to stop." Encke leaned forward to give their trilling cat companion a few more pets. "I think some of those you love from your days in chaos' influence will stick around. It's just...," he shifted, "these things take time. It sounds like you might have a few promising leads on potential purification prospects from your database entries." Fulgurite. Ransomite. Hopefully that was just the start. He glanced toward her. "And for what it's worth, I'm not going anywhere." Encke could tell she knew that, but he hoped the reinforcement helped.
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Posted: Wed Oct 26, 2022 4:37 pm
The post-it was shaped like a kawaii little ghost, for Halloween, and Nectaris wrote out the note in glittery ink on its belly. It looked pretty cute in her round, bubbly handwriting, and not at like she was trying to hold back tears while she wrote. Strickenized You're right. I shoulda made sure you were okay with me kissing your boy before I did it. My bad. Sorry. I'm gonna stop, okay?
♡ Even as she was finishing off the cute little heart, she was looking up to Encke with a scowl. "I wish I could, like, stop my consent for him being with Albite. That relationship can't be any good for him. I see what you mean now about how it's gonna be a pain in the butt to get Albite to purify with that dude around." She hardly sounded like she was about to stop trying, though. The scowl on her face was the determined kind, 'cause Albite deserved way, way better than that. If the kisses weren't on the table, she'd have to go try the power of hugs and friendship instead, or something. She pressed her signet into the post-it before she could stop herself. She watched as it dissolved into moonlight glitter. She sighed. She took like a five second break to scratch the cat, and then she was writing another one. Shiningamisgirl Faustite doesn't want me to kiss you so I gotta stop
:( She sent that one off, too, then leaned against Encke's shoulder for a second. She wasn't bursting into tears, she wasn't heartbroken. It was barely more than a crush, and of course she was gonna keep working on stuff. It was annoying, though, that the better she tried to be, the more stuff she had to lose. A moment passed, and she whispered, "I'm glad you're here. I'm glad you're staying. Like, seriously." Otherwise she didn't even know if she'd still be alive.
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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Mon Nov 14, 2022 4:04 am
Encke couldn't help a chuckle under his breath at the concept of her stopping that consent for that part of the relationship-- "Wouldn't that be ideal," and honestly, it would be if it could be so simple to get Albite out of his marriage with Faustite. Maybe he'd be easier to convince to purify, then. Somehow, he still doubted it. Albite learned his name from before and embraced it and still seemed to think it wasn't him now from the way Ganymede wrote-- He wasn't getting the impression she was going to drop the case with him, though; he recognized the determination on her face and that concerned him. Still put her in range of Faustite. Still put her in range of someone who would likely rather take her starseed for being a traitor than tolerate her continued presence. Still put her in range of someone who would sooner turn her in and take her away from herself again-- And Albite was part of that risk, especially if he was married to it. He did his best not to project that. She was sad; she didn't need it right now, even as he was fidgeting in his worry and in the fact he couldn't stay still. That calmed a bit when she whispered to him, and he settled, just a smidge. "It makes me happy to hear that," in spite of everything, in spite of her relations with Chaos boys bringing him stress, in spite of how much he worried for her safety, "and I'm glad you're here too. It feels like we're both in the right place, eh Sis?" He chuckled lightly. "Invested in it staying that way."
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Posted: Mon Nov 14, 2022 6:01 pm
When Encke was saying he was glad for her, too, she nuzzled into his shoulder a little bit. Whatever crappy stuff happened, whatever she had to leave behind when she was trying to do the right thing, having someone like him around helped a lot. "Aww, I'm glad you want me to stick around," she said. "It'd be kinda awkward if you were just gonna, like, toss me back out on the streets, or, like, if you hadn't just saved my butt." She could see that her breaking up with Albite wasn't enough for him. He probably wanted her to, like, totally cut ties, and she was pretty sure that was part of what he meant. Later they'd have to have another conversation about that, about the choices she was making, and her reasoning for it, and all that, but she wasn't stupid. She knew that when their heartbeats weren't even all the way slowed down from having an exploding General come after them, it wasn't a good time. Instead she straightened and glanced around, although she still kept one hand on the cat. "So this is your world that you love so much, huh?" she asked. A subject change might get his mind off of all that, and her mind off of the notes she'd just sent. "Wanna tell me about it? Do a little tour or something? It looks cool."
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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Tue Nov 15, 2022 4:59 am
Encke couldn't help a quiet laugh, knowing that she was trying to make the situation lighter but it was perhaps working from that perspective-- "Would be kinda awkward, huh." Good thing he had no plan on doing that. Worry that she was going to get herself killed somehow, yes. But-- The cat trilled at Nectaris' continued attentions, while Encke shimmied his shoulders and straightened her back. She was trying to change the subject, sure, and he could tell, but maybe they both needed to distance themselves from Faustite trying to set Nectaris on fire because she was a traitor who was also trying to get with his husband-- Man, he didn't want to be his sister's matchmaker, but maybe... Anser's aromanticism made that all a bit easier, he'd admit. "I agree," Encke grinned, pulling out his phone and opening the photos, scrolling far back in the history to show what it used to look like. A gravelly place with no life, no grass, no little kittens, no electricity in the air, no light in the buildings, cracked pavement, and no water in the fountain-- "It's come a long way," he tilted the screen toward her. "This has been a project of love for a while." And it had rewarded him for it. Even when he couldn't reach it-- With his free hand, he rubbed at his chest. "I can definitely show you around some places. Anything you're interested to see?" He glanced down at the cat, who looked up at him and trilled. "She can come along."
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