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Posted: Tue Mar 30, 2021 5:47 am
stari_maga Backdating to 3/14, if that's okay with you! The dark was heavy and oppressive, but not excruciating, nor disquieting. It was like a shroud that settled over him, gently coiling around his limbs, hushing him to silence, whispering delicate promises and assurances. This was a darkness he couldn't fight, and more importantly: why would he want to? It was all-consuming, his entire world, peace, quiet, nothing. It was endless, stretching into infinity, and perpetually pulling him down, down, darker, further.
Until it fractured like glass, allowing tiny streams of dim, purple lighting to pierce through. The weight that held him in place lifted, and with that, he was surprised to realize how much easier it was to breathe. Perhaps more worrying was the needling thought that he hadn't been breathing previously.
So was he dead?
Feldspar's lashes fluttered as a low groan escaped him. His shoulders bunched, aching at the sudden movement, and his head dropped to the side. The first thing he was aware of was how every muscle felt stiff and heavy, limiting how much he was actually able to move in the moment. He didn't feel any pain, but there was such a dense fog blocking out any conscious, reasonable thought that it seemed unlikely he'd feel it if there was.
When his eyes cracked open, it was to see the hazy outline of a pink blob situated nearby. "Mama?" He croaked, squinting bleary eyes at the figure sitting beside him.
Wait, no.
That wasn't right.
Clarity approached with all the delicacy of an oncoming train, and as his vision focused, Feldspar jolted back from the unfamiliar girl nearby. An unfamiliar girl in an unfamiliar room in an unfamiliar bed- And he felt so stiff and so confused and he couldn't even yet piece together why- "Where am I?" Feldspar asked, and his voice sounded low and thick and drugged even to his own ears.
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Posted: Tue Apr 06, 2021 3:13 pm
It had been years and years now since Sylvite's first few bumpy months in the Negaverse, but every once in a while, something would come up that would bring her back to when she was fourteen and stuffed in a warehouse, captured and left to starve when Order found out she didn't have any useful information. Usually, she only thought about it when some senshi or knight was acting like they were all heroic and the Negaverse was the scum of the Earth, and she'd just kinda laugh in their face and move on. This time was different. The whole situation with Feldspar had hit way too close to home. She'd been serious and nearly silent during the entire search, and when they'd found him and dealt with the youma, she'd elbowed her way past people joking around and celebrating their victory to make sure that someone was there for him. On the way back up, while she'd carried him close to her chest, she kept thinking about how he'd gotten caught right away by something he couldn't possibly understand, like she had. Worse, the person who recruited him hadn't particularly seemed to care or look for him. That was another thing that Sylvite could relate to. Nobody deserved that. When she got to the infirmary only to find all the medics rushing around in the aftermath of the big fight, she offered to sit with him for a while. After all that, he definitely didn't deserve to wake up alone. She was kinda a mess herself. Her hair was a frizzy puff from all the static, and she couldn't really feel her hands, but she watched over him diligently. At least, until he started moving and he asked for his mom and whatever serious crisis mode that Sylvite had been in for the last few hours shattered into a completely different type of panic. She just blinked.She wasn't a doctor with a bedside manner or anything. She had no idea what to say to someone who had been frozen for what was probably months. Okay. He was asking questions. She could manage that. "You're in the infirmary in Negaspace," she said, trying very hard to be nice and gentle. "It's okay," she added quickly. "You should be good now, but um," she squinted, trying to think of a nice way to phrase it, before she simply said, "We did have to carry you out of the rift."
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Posted: Tue Apr 13, 2021 5:35 am
'You're in the infirmary in Negaspace.'
"Where?" Feldspar croaked in confusion, as he squinted bleary eyes in the girl's direction to try and make anything out about her. She was short, and slight, and young, with pink curls in a frizzy mess atop her head and a dark uniform that looked like it had seen better days.
Feldspar's finger's immediately twitched over toward the tattered sleeve of his own uniform. He was still dressed in his Negaverse attire. He hadn't powered down from- From stress or exhaustion or whatever. He was pretty sure that would've happened on it's own if the situation was bad. ...But maybe not here, in Negaspace. As he sat up slowly, he let his attention drag around the small infirmary room. It didn't look much different than any other hospital he'd been in, besides maybe a little darker. And maybe a little less well-equipped.
He had of course read a little about Negaspace in the training manual on his tablet, but he'd never been. No one had ever brought him. And it had never seemed especially pertinent that he see it, so long as he was able to complete his quota in DC.
'We did have to carry you out of the Rift.'
This took him a bit longer to parcel out. Feldspar didn't immediately recall what the 'Rift' was, though it sounded very Pacific-Rim-monster-movie, so... "Where the youma are?" He prompted quietly. Maybe, maybe he had skimmed over something like that in the manual. It just hadn't seemed important to him at the time. A new lieutenant like him didn't have any business being in the Rift, so better to put his focus elsewhere.
At least it would've been.
"Oh." Right, what he'd actually been doing before he'd woken up here. "A youma attacked me," he told the girl, as his fingers itched over his skin to scope out any damage. There should be damage. It had knocked him unconscious. But he didn't hurt, he just felt... heavy, and- "Oh, s**t, I can't feel my leg," Feldspar gasped as he yanked on the scraped fabric of his pants.
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Posted: Sat Apr 17, 2021 3:28 pm
For a couple of seconds, as the barely awake Lieutenant did his best to put the pieces together, Sylvite was actually silent. She waited. She sucked in her cheeks and squinted, concerned, until her nose started to wrinkle. Then he said the word youma, without even seeming too freaked out, and Sylvite smiled. Okay. At least she didn't have another amnesia case on her hands. That made stuff a lot easier. "Yeah. The youma," she repeated, nodding, no longer sounding nearly as choked or careful. "Sorry you got attacked. They can be kinda finicky like that. You must've found a really strong one, though. It had you trapped in crystal and everything." She was settling into her normal babble, ready to fill in any gaps in his knowledge on youma, or the Rift, or anything she knew about the events leading up to his stay in this infirmary room, but then he mentioned that he couldn't feel his leg. Sylvite might not have had any medical training, but she had seen a couple episodes of different doctor shows over the years. "You can't?" The pitch of her voice went higher. She sprang up from her chair, nose wrinkling from worry all over again, and she leaned over the bed to get a better look, glancing from his face to his leg. "That's, like, really bad, right?" Wait, no. Ugh. She was doing just awful at the whole being calm and supportive thing. She rested her hands on the mattress and sucked in a breath through her teeth. "I mean, do you want me to get a medic?" she asked. There had to be someone free who could at least check to see if he needed to go to the real hospital or something.
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Posted: Thu Aug 05, 2021 6:52 am
A youma that had abducted and trapped and encased him in- crystal? ...How? And why? Feldspar had been warned that he wouldn't be able to command them. He may have even been informed that he wouldn't fare well on their home turf in the Rift. But no one had told him they would target agents out in the city, where they should be after senshi and civilians. No one had told him he needed to be wary of the monsters in his own faction. He filed the intrigue away for later, to be addressed momentarily.
The poor girl seemed genuinely concerned for him, despite Feldspar being pretty certain they'd never met before. A gentleman would've gone out of his way to reassure her, or just not make her worry in the first place.
But how could he not? He only had one good gimmick to him.
"Oh, dread. Oh, woe. It's awful! Horrible!" Feldspar moaned dramatically as he flounced back against the bed while the girl moved closer. His voice was still rough in that sleep-addled way, but his tone had taken on almost a theatric note. "How will I work? How will I fight? If I can barely walk, I will surely be completely useless in an operation like- oh, I don't know, whatever the Negaverse has going on. I can only imagine- I can only imagine how worthless people who know too much are disposed of. This is a life-ender, a career-ruiner! How can I go on. Devastating. Absolutely devastating."
He folded an arm over his eyes, shielding himself from the girl's expression as the first hint of a teasing smile played on his lips.
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Posted: Thu Aug 05, 2021 4:46 pm
If Feldspar wasn't watching Sylvite's facial expressions, he was missing a show. At first, her eyebrows squished together, all worried, because she'd already been sitting here for a long time, worrying. That was kinda where she was at. As he went on, though, her lips twisted to one side, and then she smiled a little bit, and then she gave a single snicker. There was a pause before she burst into a full on fit of giggles. It lasted for a couple seconds before, and then she cut herself off, slapping a hand over her mouth. "Wait, no, no, no," she said, but the smile was still on her face. He was funny and also definitely not dead, and both of those things were really good signs. "Shh!" She put a finger over her lips, even as a final giggle slipped out. "For them to let me in here, I had to promise to be really good and not bother you or rile you up or anything. And I had to promise, like, ten times, because they know I get hyper or whatever." They also probably wouldn't have approved of her hopping all the way up onto the end of his hospital bed and sitting cross legged, boots and all, but that was what she did, because they had to be close if they didn't want to be loud, obviously. In a whisper, she added, "I mean, it's not going to matter since I'm gonna have to carry you all the way back down and leave you for a youma snack, but, y'know." She shook her head at him, fake sad. "Just kidding. We've got Generals with prosthetics and stuff, so there's hope even if you were that bad, but we've also got medicine, and magic, too. The works." She nodded to the room around them, wiggling her fingers a little for emphasis.
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Posted: Fri Aug 06, 2021 12:17 pm
The first little sound from her was enough to get Feldspar to lift the crook of his elbow from his eyes just enough for a quick peek. He didn't have any connections in the Negaverse; he hadn't been topside long enough to make any. But the impression he got (from his corruption and passerby) was that many agents tended to be... a little stiff or a lotta crazy. The pink-haired girl giggled at his theatrics, and it didn't take a genius to parcel out that she at least wasn't a humorless girl.
Crazy was still up in the air, but if she was, it was a friendly crazy and not so much a demented crazy.
Feldspar was still smiling as he gave a little roll of his stiff shoulders. "I'm not riled," he assured. "Never was a fan of hospitals and their rules. I'm sure the old and injured want their peace, but for me, it always felt like, 'how am I supposed to feel better if I'm stuck in a box, and none of my friends can visit, and when they do, we're not allowed to do anything fun?' I get it, I get it, I'm hurt, but they don't gotta keep rubbing it in." He rubbled the top of his left thigh, more from the reemergence of an old habit in a familiar situation than from any recent injury he'd sustained.
In fact, he was pretty sure he wasn't hurt, this time around, despite where he'd woken up- and the last thing he remembered seeing. He touched the back of his head, but it didn't even feel tender. Just... pretty average. Body still seemed to move and function right. He wasn't hooked up to any machines. Nothing amiss, really. "So what am I even in for? The youma- I saw it before it knocked me out. It must not have done much. I feel fine, better than any other time I've ended up in the hospital, not even a bruise, really so...?"
She'd had to convince someone to let her in here. She could have dumped him and left. That would've been the easiest thing for her to do, he was sure. But instead, she'd gone out of her way to make someone let her into his infirmary room so that she could sit beside him until he woke up.
How long had she been there?
How long had he been there?
She must've been concerned. Nurses must've been concerned. He just didn't yet know why, exactly, besides that he'd been unconcious and dragged to the Rift. "So what's the situation? Am I Rift-poisoned, or something? I'm kinda just waiting for the hammer to drop, at this point. Gimp leg wouldn't even be the worst of it. I've been living with that long enough now, that it's barely even an inconvenience. So what's the new damage?"
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Posted: Sat Aug 07, 2021 4:15 pm
Overall, Sylvite had gotten pretty lucky with the actual fighting part of the war. It had only been the once, after the whole torture thing, that she'd actually ended up in the hospital, but it was enough to leave an impression on her. When Feldspar went on about boxes and being stuck, she gave a knowing nod. "Yeah," she said. "That's why I wanted to be here, basically. Nobody should have to be stuck in a sad little room all by themselves. Still, you gotta realize that people are gonna worry if they hear you going on about like, woe, and stuff being awful." She had a sneaking suspicion that if medics started worrying, Sylvite would get ushered off just like that and then Feldspar would have to deal with his depressing hospital time. Sylvite didn't want that, and it was no longer just because she thought Feldspar deserved a better start to his time in the Negaverse than what she'd gotten. It was quickly getting obvious that he was cool. "So your leg's okay?" She glanced over at it, although she didn't know exactly how to tell if something was wrong. "Okay-ish? Not worse?" He didn't look hurt at all. Weirdly, she was probably the more banged up of the two of them. "I mean, you were unconscious until literally just now. That was the main concern." She paused and sucked her cheeks in for a second, trying her best at the nice bedside manner voice again since this was probably the hammer, "And best we can tell, you were down there for a while. Like. Um. Months." She rocked back slightly, squinting in a way that probably wasn't reassuring.
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Posted: Wed Aug 11, 2021 5:23 pm
"Well, it is awful," Feldspar retorted. Like, if he could choose to have all his limbs functioning or to have not been injured in the first place- or to not have been kidnapped this time and knocked unconscious and needing rescue, yeah, obviously he would decide to not have those things happen. But they had. Pretty awful. Pretty woe. "But yes, everything is fi- Everything is like I expect it to be, anyway. They probably won't keep me long, now that I'm awake."
He experimentally rolled his shoulders, flexed his arms. He'd always been pretty scrawny and pretty pale, but it must have been the lighting in this bizarre Negaspace infirmary room that somehow made him look skinnier and paler. Not a good look, if he said so, himself.
"Months?"
A cool chill swept up the length of his spine at the dread. Months- Months was a long time. Months where his family and friends wondered what happened to him, months of his life gone, all the new shows on Netflix he would've missed- If it was true. He barely had more than a handful of seconds to grapple with the thought before his mind decided he wasn't willing to believe it and resisted the possibility. "Got any proof?" He prompted. There wasn't anything in his immediate line-of-sight that implied any sort of time or date. His phone was with his civilian clothes, wherever they went when he powered up.
But he could probably find something. Feldspar slid to the edge of the bed, tossing his legs- still in full uniform, boots and all- over the side.
He wasn't injured. Nothing hurt, everything worked and moved. But as he sat up and tried to stand, the whole world tilted harshly, and his legs felt barely capable of supporting him. He'd successfully pushed to his feet, only to drop back with a little puff of sound. Probably normal. He'd been unconscious. He just needed an extra second or two. ...And a snack. Was he starving? Yeah, he could go for a bite. Or a drink.
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Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2021 5:04 am
Under pretty much any other circumstances, she would've shot back something about how it couldn't all be awful. She bit down on that instinct, though. Even Sylvite the eternal optimist understood that getting kidnapped by a youma on top of whatever he was going on about with his leg just kinda sucked. She hadn't insisted on staying by his side because she'd thought that he was going to wake up and be happy. "I mean, we got you back so that's something?" she said with a weak little shrug, not wanting to give into the whole woe thing entirely. It was short lived, though, and after that she was quiet for a second, sucking in one cheek and then the other. Then, much quieter, she added, "I get what you mean, though. Really." More than he might have guessed. She couldn't get too caught up in the past while he was almost falling off the bed, though. "Woah, woah, woah," she said, shifting in case she'd have to catch him or something. "I know some hospital rules are dumb but maybe not the ones about being careful after you've been knocked out for a long time?" She took a breath and then it was back to the awkward attempt at bedside manner. "Um, it might have been a shorter time if you were doing other things and just not checking in, but Axinite was saying that the last report of you was from back in January." She summoned her tablet and flicked it open, glancing at the date and time flashing in the bottom corner before she handed it over. "It's March fourteenth." A flicker of the smile came back, despite herself. "Happy Pi Day?"
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Posted: Fri Nov 04, 2022 9:49 am
"It's March fourteenth," Feldspar stated blankly as he eyed the corner of her tablet screen as it was passed to him. He sat at the edge of his bed, holding the girl's tablet in both hands, staring at the date that flashed across the holographic screen there. March 14, 2021. "Huh."
He'd missed three months of work- ********. He'd be lucky to still have a job, and if he was fortunate enough to have not been fired, they probably wouldn't trust him with anything significant anymore, and he was only barely trusted to begin with. His grandparents- he'd missed Christmas with his grandparents. Considering what they'd already been through with their daughter, Feldspar would consider it a blessing if they hadn't fretted themselves to death. Like, they'd already been old and everything, and if their only grandkid was just gone, for months, he didn't want to think about how awful they must have felt.
Feldspar was probably as 'safe' here as he was anywhere else, but fear and dread and denial blossomed abruptly in his chest, a scant second after he'd taken her tablet into his hands. Tension made his shoulders bunch, and it cut his breath in his throat-
But that girl was still here. He didn't know her, but knew she was worried or trying to be friendly or something along those lines. He caught every bad feeling trying to overwhelm him and smothered it. It was fine. If it wasn't, it wasn't like he could do anything about it from here. He could talk to his boss. He could (probably) talk to his grandparents. Gideon could have some explanation for this. And if everything really was the worst back in Destiny City, he'd deal with it then, privately.
Not now.
He exhaled softly. The set of his shoulders relaxed as he sagged forward to rest his elbow on his knee. He handed the girl back her tablet.
"Man. That sucks," he said lightly. And because he would grasp at anything to keep everything fitfully contained, he said, "Hey, speaking of pie, you know what the Jello service is like around here? I don't expect the Negaverse hospital to have gourmet food or anything, but I'm actually starving. So if it's cool by you, I think I'll pop off and see if there's anything lying around for a poor injured Lieutenant to eat around here." He hoped he made the dismissal clear and polite enough. But just so she didn't get the wrong impression, he added on a soft, "But, uh, thank you... for being here when I woke up."
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