Mirzam Owens ~ Accepted

[Julian Galaksylph]

xxxxxxxx ▬▬ 《 MIRZAM HARRISON OWENS 》 ▬▬ xxxxxxxx

▧ 【 Bᴀsɪᴄ Iɴғᴏ 】

➥ Birth Name — Mirzam Harrison Owens

➥ Nickname(s) — Miri, Zoom-Bug

➥ Age — 28

➥ Birthday — October 30, 2011 [Scorpio]

➥ Gender — Male

➥ Orientation — Bi

➥ Wand — 10 inch Rowan Wood with Porlock Hair, swishy with a spiraled shaft

▧ 【 Pᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟ Iɴғᴏ 】

➥ Birthplace — England

➥ Current Residency — Hogsmeade, Scotland

➥ Nationality — English

➥ Heritage — Spanish, English

➥ Language/Dialect — Spanish, English

➥ Accent — Boston x

➥ Blood Status — Halfblood

▧ 【 Aᴘᴘᴇᴀʀᴀɴᴄᴇ 】

➥ Hair Color — (Naturally) Brown

➥ Eye Color — Gold

➥ Height — 5'11 ft

➥ Notable Features — Lanky Build, Glasses, Ear Piercings, Several scars on the upper torso and posterior arms, another scar on left cheek

➥ Image Reference — Cillian Murphy

▧ 【 Iɴᴅɪᴠɪᴅᴜᴀʟɪᴛʏ 】

➥ Personality

▶ SELFLESS — Mirzam is understanding and kind, for everything that he had gone through. He is compassionate in a way that he puts value of the well-being of others but not to himself, as Mirzam felt that someday good karma will come to him if he did the right thing. He tries to get along with people as a way to try to lift himself up. So far, he has given so much and received so little- and Mirzam tried to convince himself that he wasn't expecting anything in return. On the other hand, it does made him jaded and bitter every single day.

▶ EMOTIONAL — Mirzam has a problem on feeling things deeply, as well as the need to suppress it. He thought it was embarrassing to express his breakdowns so he always rush into somewhere quiet and be alone for awhile, but he really wanted to tell someone about what he felt if only if there was, at least, someone he could depend on. Mirzam feel things deeply in a way that he thought that understanding emotions is a reminder that he's still a person, but on the other hand he has a tendency to take things to heart that it affects him badly.

▶ GUARDED — Mirzam has tall walls, and there was nothing yet for him to have a reason to not make it taller. He keeps things to himself to his sake as well as everyone's sake. Mirzam thinks that if he lets himself loose he will end up losing control to himself and make himself a problem to others. He keeps his stuff for others' sake mainly because Mirzam didn't want to let them down and be a burden. This, however, makes him unable to ask help, anxious, and untrusting to strangers that he felt that people are out to fool him.

▶ STUBBORN — Mirzam feels the need to be independent after being let down many times and wanting to have control in his life, and thus he is stubborn in a way that he refuses to ask for help. He used to count on people, except it left him disappointed and cannot bring to rely on people anymore. Mirzam wanted to feel like he isn't helpless so he insists that he wants to do things by myself even if it costs his own well-being.

▶ PESSIMISTIC — Mirzam is a pessimist, always expecting the worst from people and expecting anything good is going to disappoint him in the end. For him, nothing good lasts and it doesn't help that his point still stands given the current events. Once, he thought his sister was still nice- but she ended up being the person who tormented him for an entire year as well as killing all their remaining family. His first lover was a girl he would be loyal to, except she ended up cheating on him in the end. While he is not one who express his pessimism, Mirzam always wonders about what will go next.

▶ BRITTLE — Mirzam may stay defiant as long as he wants, but it will still cost him dearly. He doesn't have a strong will and has an inability to move forward properly. It is hard for him to bounce back on track and it's easy to mark a scar on him. It is made worse for this stubborn and emotional nature, that there is indeed a possibility for him to break down if it is too much for him. The only thing that kept him from going insane and committing murder is him reminding himself everyday to never be anything like his sister or father.

➥ Likes

▶ Sewing
▶ Autumn
▶ Salad
▶ Music on full volume
▶ Peace and quiet

➥ Dislikes

▶ Drinking potions
▶ Rui Owens
▶ Drunkards
▶ Violence
▶ Being coerced

➥ Hobbies

▶ Listening to music
▶ Sewing

➥ Skills

▶ Tailoring
▶ Healing Magic

➥ Ambition — Unsure

▧ 【 Bᴇʜɪɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ Cʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀ 】

➥ Background History

▶ CHILDHOOD — Okay, first of all, I was born in Britain with four siblings; Ryn, Rei, Rui, and Autumn. My dad was quite a jerk because he hated muggleborns and our mother. And then, I think I was around... two or three, our mother and brother Ryn died. I was too young to remember, but Rui said that dad let two wizards in our home to kill all of us, but the four of us survived somehow. I was told that their deaths were the reason that dad didn't hurt us anymore. I was around like seven years old when she told me that, it really made me angry towards my dad because he was a total murderer. I hate him so much, and now he got lost and became an alcoholic. Eventually, some of our cousins arrived to help us before dad became like that, Jaylee and Nolan, and they were really nice. When I was around eight, they told me to go to America with my mom's trusted friend named Jacqueline (or Jack, she goes by that nickname for some reason), I don't know why. But then, when I've thought about it, I don't want to be around with my dad so I agreed, anyway.

▶ SCHOOL LIFE — We arranged the things I needed and I went off with Miss Jack to the States, in Massachusetts. America was quite weird in my opinion but livelier than I have expected. Anyway, I went to this Charm school and they were livelier than the place itself. It took me a long while to adjust, and I made a couple of friends there. They were really nice to me and all of that, I'm pretty glad it was a good start. When I became thirteen, Miss Jack sent me to Salem and it was quite a nice start to begin with, I really wish Rei and Rui were also in America to see this because it was really nice. But then, they were in Hogwarts studying, I really hope they were okay there. I got good grades, made more friends that cheered me up. And then, I received a faraway letter that my brother Rei died, and I had a breakdown for some days. I don't know how he died, but they said that he didn't return from Hogwarts with Rui during their fifth year. I had a feeling that he had been murdered, but I didn't know who did it. I hoped that Rui and Autumn were doing okay there, I hoped they were safe. And after that, no letters came in anymore, it was like they were dead but I'm honestly not sure. I was going to prepare to defend myself, which was why I insisted in taking Cursebreaking even if I did nearly failed that subject. I really needed that class. And then I took the W.I.T.S' and I passed more than I had thought because I studied hard for it. And there I was, I passed and graduated at Salem.

▶ POST-GRADUATION — After school, I still stayed at the States for a while and worked in the Law Enforcement Patrol. The work was quite really normal, though, patrol duties and all of that. Eventually, I've met a woman named Steffi Williams, and she was also a witch. We've been friends for a year and then we were dating, then a year after that my friends told me that she wasn't a great girlfriend. I didn't listen to them though I didn't listen to them because I trust her. A few months year, I found out that she was indeed cheating on some person, I got mad of course. I tried to understand her why and she told me that I was too clingy, and I didn't know what to say about that. We broke up eventually after the fight, and now I was getting reluctant and they say that I got trust issues even when I thought that I don't. Whatever, it wasn't like it was affecting them, right? After a while, I felt homesick like I wanted to see my remaining siblings so bad. So I asked Miss Jack if we could return back to Britain, she said yes probably since I now knew how to take care of myself. So, basically we packed our stuff and flew back to England, then we settled to live in the Diagon Alley along with many people, it was quite nice I guess. But, I could have sworn that I've been hearing rumors regarding my sister Rui... I wasn't sure if those were true.

Anyway, since I wasn't sure of what I really want to be, I decided to go on a Job Hunt. My grades were pretty much broad so I had a hard time picking up my decisions, then I realize about my love for sewing clothes. I decided to go to Madam Malkins, a robe shop, and there I applied for shop assistance and apprenticeship. Fiona was a really nice boss, though I was pretty much reluctant in using her materials in the backroom. Anyway, there was this costumer who visited named Kyla Collins, I first met her when she was buying a dress for a wedding which was really cool. She told me that she works at Floreans, so I decided to visit her while I was at it. Eventually, I think I accidentally told her that I like her and uh... Yeah. She was really nice, though.

Year 2035 in Godric's Hollow, my sister Rui visited me- or rather, we happened to cross paths. We talked for a while, until something strange was happening to her... She was beginning to say something strange and it didn't make sense. Eventually, she tried to kill me in hopes that "joining them is the only safe way" but I dodged out of the way, running away from them and I never returned to my home in Godric's Hollow again. After that incident, I stayed in the Leaky Cauldron for a while until I could finally rent a room with Kenji Apostol in Hogsmeade, getting all my things and trying to hide as possible.

Year 2037, I began to look for a new career field as I wanted a new perspective. And I've been thinking of working in Hogwarts because I think that Rui probably won't try to stalk me there when I'm pretty sure that the Ministry was probably looking for her. I happen to meet a Hufflepuff girl named Sara King, and it is pretty obvious that she is skeptical of me for unknown reasons. But I think she got better after we socialize a bit in the Hospital Wing.

Summer 2039, however, me and Kyla broke up. It was more to her wanting a change so I agreed telling her that I supported her choice. Though secretly, the real reason I agreed was because I could no longer stand keeping things from her as well as feeling like it I have to be there for her even if I won't be getting anything good in return. So she left to America and I was left here in Scotland. My issues had gotten worse even if I'm working in Hogwarts, as if I still felt unsafe every time Summer comes. My fears came true when I was abducted by Rui and was kept into an abandoned cottage, telling me to join her cause of destroying the world. I didn't want to, and will never be- so she tortured me for the entire year. All while trying to keep me alive with potions and whatnot. Sometimes, one of her alter egos named "Ryn" would come with what seemed to be the intent of ending my life until Rui came back and keep me alive again. Those were the times that I wish that she could just end my life.

I was in my weakest moment at the start of Summer (2040), when Sara just unexpectedly came in the cottage to rescue me along with a young boy who Rui kidnapped- apparently she has a connection to Rui which made a lot of sense. I told her to leave and escape with the child, except Sara insisted and tried to save me anyway. Rui(Ryn) caught her however and injured the child and Sara in the process, I tried to go for the child to shield him from the next attack except my body gave in and passed out.

I didn't remember after that, I end up in the hospital and the news that Rui was dead. Sara and the boy Brennie were injured but alive nonetheless. Kenji received the news because of his bestfriend being an auror and was distressed of what happened to me. He said that he's relieved that I'm still alive, honestly I wish that I died during that incident if people weren't so intent of keeping me alive. I stayed in the hospital for many months before being let out and continued to stay with Kenji at Hogsmeade, who ended up being overbearing which was exhausting and insulting for me. I wish he could just leave me alone since I can hold on my own...

▧ 【 Sᴄʜᴏᴏʟ ᴀɴᴅ Cᴀʀᴇᴇʀ 】

➥ Former Education — Pre-Wiz Schooling

➥ School — Salem Institute

➥ Dorm — Lynx

➥ Year/Class of — 2029

➥ Participation/Position(s) — None

➥ Best Lessons — Herbology, Wellness and Magic, Potions

➥ Worst Lessons — Cursebreaking, Astronomy, Wandlore Studies

➥ OWLS Results

▶ Potions - EE
▶ Transfiguration - A
▶ Astronomy - A
▶ History of Magic - EE
▶ Charms - EE
▶ Defense Against the Dark Arts - EE
▶ Herbology - O
▶ Cursebreaking - A
▶ Magizoology - EE
▶ Wandless Magic - A
▶ Wellness and Magic- O
▶ Muggle Studies - A
▶ Wandlore Studies - A

➥ NEWTS Results

▶ Potions - O
▶ Transfiguration - EE
▶ Charms - EE
▶ Defense Against the Dark Arts - EE
▶ Herbology - O
▶ Cursebreaking - EE
▶ Magizoology - EE
▶ Muggle Studies - EE
▶ Wandless Magic - EE
▶ Wellness and Magic- O
▶ Wandlore Studies - EE

➥ Current Occupation — Hogwarts School Nurse

➥ Past Occupation — Tailor of Madam Malkin's, American Wizarding Law Enforcement Patrol

▧ 【 Pᴏᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴀʟs ᴀɴᴅ Cᴀᴘᴀʙɪʟɪᴛɪᴇs 】

➥ Strengths

▶ Very gentle to people in need
▶ His insistence of keeping himself together

➥ Flaws

▶ Not knowing when to ask for help
▶ Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

➥ Fears

▶ Losing his mind
▶ Being truly alone
▶ Rui Owens

➥ Patronus — Hedgehog

➥ Dominant Hand — Right

▧ 【 Rᴇʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴsʜɪᴘs 】

➥ Family

▶ Parents — Anden Owens (†) and Esperanza Owens (nee. Gonzales) (†)
▶ Siblings — Rui Owens (†), Ryn Owens (†), Rei Owens (†), Autumn Owens (†)
▶ Cousins — Jaylee Griffin (†), Nolan Griffin (†)
▶ Guardian — Jacqueline "Jack" Herrero

➥ Friends

▶ Milo Abrams
▶ Kenji Apostol
▶ Fiona McKinney

➥ Bestfriends

▶ Rei Owens (†)

➥ Romantic Interest

▶ None —

➥ Enemies

▶ None

➥ Pet(s)

▶ Northern Saw-whet Owl — Caramel

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■ Dislikes and Likes Edited
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