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Posted: Sun Apr 23, 2017 4:19 pm
The first time he saw one, he assumed it had been used for cooking. There was nothing wrong with a wine demiglaze or a white sauce. It was just one bottle, no harm done.
That was week ago.
Elzo was by no means the most astute of men, but he was not ignorant of what was going on around him. The wine bottle from the one night hadn't been the last one, and he didn't mention how she'd taken more than her usual single glass at dinner. He picked up on the small cues that he remembered from his childhood. The shot glass set by the sink behind other glasses as if to hide it. The lingering smell of hard liquor on stemware. The stray empty bottle of something made not for flavor, but for the sole purpose of intoxication. Maria's old habits. Little things he saw as a child, in reflection as an adult which signaled truths not wished to be exposed. But it was Jada's choice. He wouldn't pry. At least that had been his plan until he caught the faint scent of whiskey on her when he'd gone over to pick up the twins that morning.
Something has happened and the idea Jada might be seeking alcohol wasn't bad, but the idea she would be drinking in a manner that would perhaps influence the twins? His name might be on papers as their father, but he was also their brother. Daytime drinking was not great, but with the twin around, with it perhaps impairing her down the line? No- he'd be a poor friend, brother, and stand in father if he didn't at least find what was going on. Twins sent with Marlo to go to the movies, Elzo arrived back on the estate, debating how to approach the issue.
A deep breath, he figured he could only do it in the way he knew how.
"Jada!" He yelled, knocking loudly on the door, "Open up- we've got to talk." His way- loud and direct.
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Posted: Sun Apr 23, 2017 6:00 pm
It had been a long, lonely time coming. Jada had seen the crack, and her avoidance of the issue hadn't helped. Neither had the night in the park, with the vision, that whisper of madness that had haunted her through several visits home, through many sleepless nights, that had validated the nightmares she still had of that miserable, deadly future. She hadn't fallen easily. She still wasn't... it was just a little, here and there. An extra glass with dinner. A quick shot of fortification late at night. Something to hold her when she woke up in cold sweats late at night, reaching out for a comfort that wasn't there. She tried to make herself seem so much stronger; paid such close attention to the way she smiled for the cameras, flashed flirty smiles and waggly fingers during her brief trips to New York for business, the same as she had in Europe. Appearances. She was... still hale. Still happy. Still whole. Filling out some of the curve she'd sacrificed to help further her career. But after the first week of her little nightly sips- after the second, of her extra glasses of wine at dinner- she slipped a bit more. And then, that fateful Sunday, they had supposed to be visiting their mother's grave like Giulia had wanted, and then Elzo would come to pick up the twins for a fun day, but then everything had happened instead, and... she... may have taken a quick n**. Shame had her shoving it back in place, but it was just- just a little fortification. One sip that turned into a second, when they ran downstairs. She hadn't slept well since last weekend, was all. The terror, of everything- the Dark Mirror Senshi and the youma in their garden, Giulia falling... Not sleeping well, That was her story. It would help her nap, while the twins went off and had fun with Elzo and Marlo. Maybe had a Sunday night sleepover- she packed their little backpacks with a set of nighties and their school uniforms, just in case. Giulia never stopped talking about making cookies with- and it certainly wasn't a third shot that had her eyes and smile sparkling when Elzo grabbed Giulia and Aidan. And so this time, when he'd come to get them, she may have smelled of a quick n** of port. Surely he hadn't noticed. His knock on the door was missed by her, upstairs in her study with about half of her bottle of Blanton's staring her in the face. It wasn't like the twins were here anymore. She'd just have a couple in honor of her mom's birthday and go take a nap. Downstairs, however, the help heard Elzo pounding on the door, and one of the maids let him in. "Miss Jada is upstairs," he was informed with a furrowed brow, "I believe she is in the study. You can go right up." Upstairs, she sat in her office, preparatorily dressed for her inevitable nap in her <******** it I don't have a boyfriend to look pretty for but I do have two kids and the help is paid not to laugh jammy pants and a pink top covered in Disney Princesses, hair tied up in a knot at her nape. No; she was not ready for company, much less whatever Elzo was bringing. iStoleYurVamps This was adjusted to the weekend after the RP with Mjolnir and Giulia and the mole youma
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Posted: Sat Apr 29, 2017 2:23 pm
Glaring at the help, if only because he was upset and needed an outlet he hissed his thanks before storming his way up the stairs. Very mindful to make each step loud as possible. Imposing, dramatic Elzo. Angry, upset, exceptionally worried and disappointed Elzo. Jada was stubborn and would try to say things were fine, that no doubt, it was him overreacting but no. Her puppy dog eyes might work on Marlo, but not on him. Not this time. He was going to get Jada talking about her problems damn it because... She'd been driven to drinking. Drinking while taking care of the twins. The ones she'd spent years fighting Giovanni over. Jada wouldn't risk the twins. She wouldn't do anything to risk giving the man ammunittion. Elzo on paper work was a stop gap. Until Giovanni was dead- Elzo stopped at the door "Jada," he began, "You best be decent." It was all the warning he gave before storming in, a cold fury in his eyes. "We need to talk. Now."
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Posted: Sat Apr 29, 2017 3:36 pm
The stomping echoing through her halls gave a bit of warning that something was coming. She paused, setting the bottle down on the edge of her desk and straightening up a couple of the papers that had information on it she might not want the casual person to see. Whoever was stomping in her halls wasn't her staff, she knew that for certain. But who on earth it could be? She didn't have many people the staff would let in without properly announcing, much less allow to stomp through her house. Her father? Lucas wouldn't stomp, and Zora couldn't, and she'd not heard any of them were particularly enraged. The photo album, closed on the side of her desk, was lifted up at the sound of Elzo's voice, and she almost did the bottle too; when he stormed in, her decision was made- she practically threw the photo album into her drawer, slamming it with a rattle. Let him see the booze- that was the lesser of the possible evils. "You brought the kids back?" she asked, brow furrowed as she half rose, pausing at the look on his face. There were only a few things she could imagine that he would be this angry about, and as she pursed her lips and sat back down in her spinny chair, she figured she had probably made the right decision hiding the album instead of the booze. "There's only a 50/50 chance I am ever decent," she told him dryly. Humor wouldn't diffuse whatever had driven away from time with the kids, so she didn't smile. "What do we need to talk about?" she had a few ideas, one of them sitting on the edge of her desk. "One of my many maternal failings? The dark mirror senshi in my backyard last weekend? Are the kids noticing I'm sneaking out at night?" Was it her drinking, perhaps? Had Giulia found something more incriminating in her closet? She knew she should have put those things a shelf higher... It wasn't even sarcasm either. There were any number of things which could have brought Elzo back in a lather. It was probably the alcohol. Thinking it was anything else was wishful thinking and delusion. xxxixxxStolexxxYurxxxVampsxxx
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Posted: Sun Apr 30, 2017 8:58 pm
She would ask about the kids right off. Of course she would. "I- No. They're with Marlo. Off to see Beauty and the Beast. This is our conversation Jada. About them. About you and-" He motioned to the bottle. She wasn't trying to hide it right now. It might make things easier. "We can talk about how you think you're failing at being a mother. We can talk about the fact that I'll apparently need to go talk to Leto and Remarque. Hell Jada, we can talk about the fact that you're being reckless like you before you ******** left after nearly dying." His nostrils flared as he exhaled. He was angry and it was obvious but his voice hadn't raised. He shut the door behind them and locked it. No matter what happened, he wasn't going to let her run away not from this conversation. Walking over he grabbed the bottle and without hesitation, turned it upside down into the trash bin. "You know what happened with Maria." A drink on occasion was fine but this? "This was the same s**t she started doing back when we went to live with Giovanni. I may have been a stupid little s**t of a seven year old, but it's not hard to miss the smell of alcohol in the early morning as n adult."
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Posted: Sun Apr 30, 2017 9:40 pm
Jada could feel her shoulders relax when Elzo assured her the kids hadn't been brought back, though she wasn't sure how she felt about them being off to the movies alone with their cousin. Uncle. Brother? "Rest in peace, he'll never be the same." Not after an entire movie with Giulia warbling the words to her favorite movie along with Hermione. Elzo locked the door, and Jada refused to sink into her chair, even if she was in jammies. She'd fight this fight like she was in makeup and heels, thanks. "Leto and I already have plans for a talk after the little adventure in the park a few weeks ago." Jada couldn't hide the salt and bitterness in her voice. It was- Mama. her fists clenched, face paling. Destroy them all. "And I'm not being reckless. I'm doing a job." He had a job too. He was apparently a royal, for ******** sake- he couldn't throw s**t on her about powering up. Though she had opened the door. She watched him tip the bottle into the trash, wincing as the liquor spilled out. Well, there went her nap. "I've never let them see me drink anything more than the wine at dinner. Never." she wasn't going to turn into Elzo and Marlo's bitter, abused mother. It was just.... a drink. Just one, Or two. Jada didn't meet his eyes, however, sucking in a breath. "It's been a rough couple of weeks, Elzo. A little n** here and there doesn't mean I'm going to devolve into a raging alcoholic. And I'm not in... I've got no friends, Elzo, I'm hardly in danger of getting sucked back into anything else." She didn't have time for clubs and parties. Even if she wanted to.
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iStoleYurVamps
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Posted: Sat May 06, 2017 1:14 am
"Good." Elzo said, grabbing a chair and sitting opposite from her. Legs cross, back straight. There was a firmness in his posture. A cold, impassive resolve in his face that Jada would have seen countless times on the expressions of two other men. Rich blue eyes bore into her, analyzing, calculating. Xanis blood ran thick in Elzo's veins after all. "I will be speaking to Leto, regardless. Relative or not, I'm not going to risk senshi, any senshi, ******** up the fragile alliance we have, her's or mine." It was pointed, if abstract. He didn't know the situation, but he could only think the worst. Scylla had been, after all, one of the few of the Blood Moon and not been taken to chaos's side. But his threat, vague and veiled as it had been was also starkly clear. Scylla, as a senshi, would be held accountable for her actions if Castor found them a threat. "But that's not why I'm sitting here, ready to storm down to your wine cellar and set it down the sinks. That's not why when I smelled alcohol on your breath as I picked up my ******** siblings I wanted to grab you and hit you. I don't like violence against women Jada. But for a second, I wanted to. Can you take a guess as to why?" His arms were crossed, and his voice remained as cold and even as ever. "Because I'd have to be an idiot to think for even a second that Aidan and Giulia haven't already picked up on it. That it hasn't already started to hurt them. That your selfish, stupid and destructive actions aren't already effecting them." Elzo wanted to tell her how Maria started like this. Hiding it. Drinking more than normal. Then in the day. Smelling like alcohol hidden behind perfumes. Glossy eyes and an absentee mind. Saying how she was fine, how things were just difficult. That he should run off, she'd be fine. "No friends." Elzo started, staring at Jada, trying to bite back his anger. His fear. Fear clawed at his guy and wrapped around his heart. He'd sworn. He'd sworn he'd protect them. They wouldn't grow up like him and Marlo. They'd have a family. Unconventional, but loving. Warm. Supportive. He'd protect them. And seeing Jada not even 2 months out drinking more and more heavily was dredging up nearly 20 year old memories he wanted to keep buried. "No friends, no close family minus the twins, no lovers, no trusted allies outside of a handful. Yes, you are in a perfectly healthy place and the increase in your drinking and intoxication is clearly of no concern. Yes, I can tell, a little n** before you send Aidan and Giulia off first thing in the morning is a totally healthy and normal thing for a young woman to do." He shifted, popping his back. "I was fine with it. I didn't think it could possibly be as bad as I thought. I was being paranoid. I was just projecting. But the second I smelled it on you as I picked them up? Jada, for ******** sake, I grew up with a woman who hid it so often I learned how its hidden. I planned to kept my temper. To just ask, but as I walked up you know what I remembered? I remembered my mother and how she stopped caring. How when it started she'd send us off. She'd do it when we were gone so we'd just see the aftermath. You- You-" He was staring at her, trying to figure her out like she was a puzzle. "You didn't ask me to be their father so you could do this. You didn't tell me they were my siblings until Giovanni stepped up his game and was breaching the final defenses. And yes, I know he's still attacking. I get the missives and voicemails. Maria, for all her failings, still has some basic sense of human decency for her sons. Which include telling me that Giovanni is not giving up on them." Cold blue eyes, a firm stare and a fury in his bones. "He hasn't given up on you." It was not a question. A statement. But as to how far? "What is he doing Jada? What in god's name is making you drink so much that Giulia mentioned how sad you are?" The anger in his voice faded slightly, but the tone was only mildly now tinged with concern. "What's changed?"
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Posted: Sat May 06, 2017 10:00 pm
He stood firm and strong, calculating. Jada did not. She relaxed, keeping herself barricaded behind deceptive comfort, a languid laziness. Then again, Elzo might recognize the ruse, or perhaps he'd never realized what it actually was. It was her own personal way of deflection. Sometimes it worked, until she'd bitten people with it. Let him stare at her; He'd see what he expected to see. "What is between Leto and I is between us." her voice was sharp. "It is personal, not political, so calm your tits." her eyes flicked to his, and her jaw set, briefly, before flickering back away. Royal be damned- there were some things that had to be worked out, and he could take his fretting somewhere else. Castor's alliances were Castor's. Something he said hit a nerve- her eyes flickered. Well, if he hadn't picked up on her occasional dalliance, then Giulia and Aidan mustn't've. Which was good, because that was something she didn't want to have to explain to them. It was something she could hardly explain to herself. No friends, no allies, no family- none of it was wrong. She'd had few enough friends since that night in Europe. People she'd trusted had betrayed her. It made things a bit difficult. Allies? She wasn't going around telling everyone who she was, even if her number of people who knew Jada Chamberlyn's nocturnal secret was growing. "It's healthy enough." It wasn't. She knew it. He could see she knew it. "It's what I have right now. But you're right, Mr. Xanis. I didn't ask you to be their father because I wanted to drown myself in alcohol. Just as I have no intention of doing so." Jada wished she could. It would make so many things so much easier. If she could be drunk all the time, she's never have to worry about the nightmares. The bad dreams. "I wouldn't have told you about them at all yet, but you knew when you saw him. It's hard to hide the family resemblance. Even she looks like you." It was strange to think Maria was involving herself in warning Elzo about the custody arguments going on. "Nothing's changed. I'm tired. I'm a recovering alcoholic.I'm back in Destiny City, and the next time I leave for more than just a quick business trip, it'll be in a body bag." she shifted. "And that's why I asked you. Not Giovanni. Me. I can't be here and not fight, and you know my luck and judgment in the fights I pick is s**t. Me getting badly hurt again is a when, not an if. This puts you on the front line to take them and keep them from him when something happens to me. It wasn't asking you for help, it was preparing you to be tagged in- and not because I wanted a drink." What is he doing Jada? What in god's name is making you drink so much that Giulia mentioned how sad you are? It wasn't anything Giovanni had done at all. This was all because of her own s**t choices. It always was. "I've always been sad, Elzo. She never knew me when I was a bright-eyed little girl. I've just- been having nightmares again." It was true enough. Not the whole story, but not a lie. "I'm not sleeping and coffee doesn't exactly do the trick. And Caedus' crystals only tire me out so far.
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iStoleYurVamps
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Posted: Mon May 08, 2017 5:45 pm
"Everything involving senshi is my personal business Jada. Or have you forgotten the purpose I serve?" He glared at her, daring her to challenge him. He was royal, who existed to fight chaos and restore and maintain balance. There was no getting around that.
"Now stop spewing pretty little bullshit lies at me Jada. I'm not in the mood for them, and if I have start documenting your lack of concern for your well being along that of my siblings?" He was not above it. He looked her directly in her eyes, his blue stone cold and filled with anger and distinct pain.
"I don't want to. I don't want to hold it over you like a threat, but if that will shake you hard enough to realize how serious I take your growing and clearly non-recovering alcoholism then I will. I won't put Giulia and Aidan through what me and Marlo suffered. I would have rather Maria been dead that drunk and dismissing of us. It would have been kinder, for everyone, but we both know the kindness my father allows don't we?" He spat the words, voice laced with loathing and hate.
"I can't stop you from fighting Jada. I don't mind being the fail safe. But you're wrong. This will kill you Jada. Slowly. It will eat away at you, make you weak and let people take advantage of you. Its a crutch and a curse. This will kill you slower, and more painful than any chaos corruption ever could. I'm well acquainted in just how it will kill you Jada. Or have you failed to get the memo?" The pain in his gaze was amplified.
"Giovanni isn't just acting because my name is on the papers Jada, Maria is on her deathbed again, and this time no number of liver transplants are going to save her." The only thing that kept him bound to Italy, from seeking out her and the twins was soon no longer to exist. He hissed. "I would have been fine if it were just little nips. I would be fine if it was just an extra glass. But smelling it first thing in the morning on your breath and coming up to find you near shitfaced is anything but fine."
He stood again.
"Now let me ask you again- What has changed?"
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Posted: Mon May 08, 2017 6:45 pm
"I haven't forgotten." Jada was quiet, and she didn't blink as her eyes set firmly on Castor's. Other words went silent and unsaid, but she hoped that her own resolve in that matter was clear- Royal be damned, she didn't serve him. She didn't serve anyone, anymore. There was no white moon, no Serenity, no royal who bound her oath, and while she may be willing to follow his lead out of love and affection... This was something personal. Her eyes flickered for just a moment at his thinly veiled threat, and her lips twisted grimly. She wondered if he could see, for a moment, how much she wanted him to do just that. Take them. They were the only things that yet bound her to Jada, more than an affection for shoes that could be sated without ever having to set foot in this shell again. Elzo taking them away would be a blessing and a curse wrapped up on one blanket- freedom, the kind she never knew how to use. Why would she recover from her alcoholism? Why had she bothered before? For a life she wouldn't have. Didn't deserve. And increasingly made herself believe that maybe she didn't want. "Giovanni always has been a ripe little b*****d," she agreed easily, "I still don't know why no one did him in years ago." Jada glanced at the trash can. Maybe that's what I want. She hadn't come back to Destiny City herself because she was concerned about that future. If it was Giulia and Aidan, she could have sent them here without her, like a boarding school. The messy dystopian future she'd seen... The one that plagued her nightmares still- her life wasn't changing that foul, slow crawl towards destruction. But his voice- she flicked her eyes towards him, the naked pain there. "He won't let your mother die." she said it after a moment of debate. Hesitation. Because she knew he would, if he thought... "He cares too much about how things look." Yet what would look better than a widowed man coming to see his children and 'grandchildren' after the loss of his wife? "You wouldn't have seen me staring at a bottle if you were spending time with the kids." Instead of bitching me out.But he asked her again what had changed, and her face paled, and her hands trembled. "I told you, Xanis," she hissed it, "I'm not sleeping." It was a pale truth, but still a truth. She had done good- she hadn't indulged in the parties Fashion Week offered, she hadn't accepted those quiet invitations to go back to the way things had been last time she was there. No drugs, no surrendering to those fake little smiles. She leaned back in her chair, and her hand brushed over her desk, over the drawer with the little book she'd thrown haphazardly into it. "Do you dream about your daughter, Elzo? About her crying? Do you wonder what she looks like?"
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Posted: Mon May 08, 2017 7:33 pm
Fire and an iron will-Jada was the kind of woman Elzo easily saw the appeal of from a number of perspectives. As a senshi, she was stalwart in her duty, as a friend, loyal and unwilling to risk others even at her own expense. Yet her resolve was not helping her today, not with Elzo. "No one has killed him because of the legal mess he'd make." There was an admittance there in his posture, his voice. He'd do it himself it it would have solved more issues than create ones. "But I am afraid you're wrong. Maria has in his view, served her purpose. She's worn, dying, and stopped fighting him after Marlo turned 18. There are no more games to play with her. Not even as a source of picking and me and Marlo's' pride.The woman has had two transplants already. Even if he wanted to, she'd likely not survive the third." He shifted, a brief flicker of sadness in his face as he told Jada what was happening in his life- what would happen with a forced disassociation. She was, despite all his regrets and anguish, his mother. "Let me see though, on a scale of what is more important, seeing Beauty and the Beast, or making sure my friend and quasi sister doesn't decide to become oh wait I'm sorry, a returning alcoholic?" Elzo snorted. "Right now Jada, you are my priority. Because the idea I'm going to have another woman in my life kill herself while I do nothing to stop it is not going to happen." He walked over to her, maintaining a comfortable distance until he chose to sit on the desk. "I love you Jada. You're more than a friend to me, you're someone I admire. Hell, you're family now and I want to stop thinking that the next I see you, it will be to ID you. That I'm not going to have to explain to the twins why you've gone." Not from senshi power- but from her own demons. Her question about his daughter shook him, his entire body freezing for a solid second before he lowered and adverted his gaze. "I wish it were just dreams." He let out a breath he didn't know he had been holding before he explained. "Yes. I dream about her. Her smile, her silver hair. The way she giggled when I let her play with my wings one night- But I also dream of what I did to her in the past. What I almost did to her again. Sometimes, at home, they're not just dreams." He looked at her, trying to figure out why she'd ask about his daughter. "What is keeping you from sleeping? Dreams?"
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Posted: Mon May 08, 2017 8:16 pm
The fact that Elzo pushed no further regarding Leto made Jada's shoulders relax a hair in response. Relief? Disappointment? Had she been hoping he would push further, demand something that would instigate a fight? Jada couldn't say for sure, and she wasn't sure she wanted to know, wanted to think about it. She shifted the paperwork on her desk to allow him a place to sit as he approached. "He's a legal mess alive," she countered, making brief note of the admittance. It was something she had thought about remedying. What had stopped her? If she hadn't stopped, there wouldn't be this conversation right now. Giovanni would be dead, her siblings would be safe to know Elzo and Marlo in the manner they were meant to. Maria would be wealthy- and free to risk herself as she saw fit, not the a flagging piece in the Xanis chess game, valued little above a piece of furniture. There had been another woman he would have done the same to, for the short time it would have amused him. "If Lina hadn't killed my mother, we'd probably be step-siblings by now." It was the first time she had let slip that Audrey- that Daphne- that Lina- had been the one to do it. She was sure Elzo had pieced it together, the hesitations and the pauses, the reluctances, but now she laid it bare. "Thank you for calling it returning alcoholic." Jada took his snort in stride. If she had been trying to kill herself... it would have all been over by now. One pause when she was in combat with a General. Hesitation with her power. Provocation of a General-Sovereign. There were so many quicker, more inventive ways she could end it all. Forever. Get her revenge on her past life, and this life. She'd worked hard to beat her addictions when she went into rehab. January 4, 2015.I want to stop thinking that the next I see you, it will be to ID you. her bright purple eyes flicked to him, and for a moment, they were full of pity. She never stopped thinking that was going to be the case. She steeled herself for it, every night. For the hand in her chest, and a burst of pain, then blackness. She held onto the memories of smiles at bedtime, and carved each last one anew when she went out. Luckily he moved on to answer her question. " Memories." her voice was soft, wistful. All her memories of being a parent were... screams. She didn't remember much of raising Solon. All she knew of Hope were a few stolen moments. And who knew when she would be settled enough to start looking at IVF again? If she would want to. If it would be worth it, after all of this. She had no memories of her daughter's hair, of feeling Hope held to her heart. All she knew were tears, the stink of blood, and the demon wearing her daughter's face, violating the last bit of goodness she'd held safe in her heart. "Memories. Dreams. Nightmares. Loneliness. Take your pick on what keeps me from sleeping."
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Posted: Fri May 12, 2017 2:22 pm
There was a visibly flash of pain as the name of his ex-wife was mentioned. Then it was covered by the mask that he and all other men of his family had perfected. "A further testament to my noble failings." Impassive. Lina was gone now, far from his reach and his pain was only that. Pain. She'd chosen her path in many ways, and while he'd never forgive himself for his actions, it no longer could be a poor justification on why he could never harm her should it come to a head. Lina had died long ago, and her prince still mourned. Somehow, it did not surprise him that his beloved had been the cause of Jada's loss of family. She'd been vindictive, even before and after her purification. Still, he watched her and listed for her answer. She was in pain from something, and the answer of memories rose a deep welling concern in him. She'd been an heiress, but by no means had had a proper or glamorous life. The scars she carried spoke of that well enough. "Memories of what Jada?" He felt a dark coil in his gut. She'd taken risks and he knew damn well what could happen to women. "There's more than just memories and dreams driving you to this. You're not the same. Something-" He didn't know the right word it. "It is not a change in time or age, it's in your eyes, in you. While you haven't spoken with Marlo, even he's told me that you're different. He told me a light is gone in your eyes." Elzo was frowning now, arms crossing in thought. "I cannot help but notice that he's right."
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Posted: Sat May 13, 2017 12:26 am
"Not just your failings," she told him, and her voice was rich with hurt. His own face was impassive, but in his acknowledgement of it, her own face broke to show her own emotions in a way that his own did not. Such displays had been trained out of him- and his brother- by their father. It wasn't just his rank as a senshi royal that caused it. Jada wouldn't see it happen to her children as well. She couldn't allow it. Giulia and Aidan might be Xanis' but they were also Montgomery scions, and that was where she and her siblings got their own volatile passions from. She wouldn't let their father's family freeze it out of them or turn it into something even more self-destructive than either of the twins saw in their siblings. Elzo was watching her, and Jada hid her face from him, burying her eyes in her palms and closing her eyes against his piercing stare and the light. She didn't want to deal with this right now. She wanted to quench her thirst and sleep. She wanted to- she wanted to not have him mentioned in conversation, and hear his judgments on her passed in absentia. "Memories," she told him shortly, and shoved to her feet. "As for your opinions on my eyes, you can keep them to yourself. And so can he. He has zero right to talk." she shoved up, and there was- Pain. Irritation. Fury. "I don't want his opinion." There was certainly a light in her eyes now, but it shut down after a moment, and she huffed out a breath. Moved away from her desk, and the alcohol poured into her trash can and to a place where she could try and relax. "I need some vice, Elzo. I'm not a saint. Do you have a suggestion for an Elzo-approved bad habit I can pick up, then?"
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iStoleYurVamps
iStoleYurVamps
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Posted: Thu May 18, 2017 7:04 pm
Elzo reached out, closing the little space between them and grabbed Jada's chin roughly. He wasn't letting her run away from this. Whatever haunted her, whatever memory had dug itself into her was causing a pain he couldn't heal. A pain he didn't know how to properly help with. But watching her drink? He was tired of watching slow deaths of souls. "Really, because Marlo is pretty sure that whatever is hurting you is his fault. I sure as hell don't think that's the case, but you both acting like you can't even talk is pathetic." He hissed. Letting her face go, not wanting to look in her eyes. To see the woman he called his friend so... broken. "You want a vice?" He breathed through his teeth, another sharp his as he turned to face away from her. Nothing was safe, that was the nature of a vice. "Come with me to training. As is, I don't think I could trust you not to go out with a death wish, and drugs are right out." He looked at her for a moment. "You don't want a vice Jada, you want an escape. The problem is finding one that won't hurt you or the twins."
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