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Posted: Mon Mar 13, 2017 6:39 pm
Cin popped into existence with the roar of a motorcycle rumbling between her thighs. The wheels hit the pavement with a pop and then her hand grasped the throttle and she took off, zooming down the chilly street. As she went, her form blurred and changed, leather and chains shifting to something a bit more mundane in the form of dark blue skinny jeans and a large black leather jacket, a helmet keeping her long black hair contained.
It was a matter of moments before she pulled up in front of the third house down on Maple street with its dry winter lawn and bare bushes that were probably a riot of leaves in the summer. Kicking out the stand on her bike, Cinnabar eased up to sit straight and contemplated what she was doing here, yet again. Five minutes to seven, and the moment Kamboja had asked to introduce her to one of his friends. A cop, apparently? One he'd had the attention of more than a few times, but with enough good will left to want to see the burly man on the right path.
Why am I here?
Cin had long ago stopped thinking of herself as the type of woman you took home to meet the family, even... family friends. Maybe as close to family as Kam had? But he'd asked her to come to dinner tonight, rather than spend their time together in his condo, and she hadn't had a good reason to refuse. She hadn't looked very hard, admittedly, but after agreeing, she'd started to wonder what she'd been thinking.
I was thinking I wanted to go to dinner with Kam, like a normal woman, and meet his friends, like a real...
Her mind stuttered over the word 'girlfriend' and she sighed, reaching to unbuckle her helmet and shake out the neat french brain she'd put her hair up in. There were fly aways, curling by her face, but she was more interested in peeling off her gloves and waiting for Kam to arrive, since she sure as hell wasn't going in alone.
Hopefully he didn't take too long. As always, they were on a time limit.
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Posted: Sun Mar 26, 2017 8:32 am
It was barely a full minute before Kam’s jeep appeared, cruising slowly around a corner from the opposite direction. For once, he seemed to be mindful of the fact that he was in a suburban area and as he approached the house he had seen a hundred times before, he came to a slow, rolling stop instead of the brake screeching, dramatic halt a younger dreadhead might have displayed for attention. Through the front windshield, the smile stretched across his lips was all too easy to see - he honestly hadn’t even been sure that Ariel was going to keep their date (though he didn’t have any real reason to think she wouldn’t, either, he supposed). It just wasn’t very.. usual for them. The driver’s side door creaked open and a pair of dark boots hit the pavement, half laced around his denim jeans. He, too, had scrounged up a leather jacket for the day so that, suddenly, they appeared more coordinated than a pair of lovers meeting at odd hours of the day and night. The thought made his smile deepen, though his playful air was apparent in his gait the moment he shut his door and crossed the pavement to meet her. “Hey,” he mumbled, affectionate and familiar, before his head dipped to claim her lips in what was a more usual greeting for them - he didn’t particularly care who was watching the pair and their display in front of Charlie’s house. A deep, satisfied rumble in his chest was the only sign that he might’ve been regretting his decision to spend his time with her in the presence of others, but his dark eyes immediately swung up and toward the house. He caught the way a front curtain fluttered, like someone dropping it for fear of being caught spying. It didn’t deter him at all - he knew who was spying on him and why. “Thank you,” he managed, reaching out to offer her his hand so that she could walk up the paved path to Charlie’s front door with him once she was ready. “The last time I saw Charlie, I’m pretty sure he was ready to give up on me. I just want..” he paused, nervous suddenly in a way he rarely ever was, “I just want him to know I’m getting my s**t together.” There was a pause as he traced her face, calming his nerves with her familiarity. “Finally.”
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Posted: Sun Mar 26, 2017 3:21 pm
The sound of a car came before the appearance of one and Cinnabar was already looking for it when Kam drove into view. She caught the flash of teeth as he grinned at the sight of her and something flip-flopped queasily in her stomach.
He was glad to see her. And she knew, suddenly, that she wore the same goofy expression because she could feel herself smiling back.
"Hey." She replied as he got close, enjoying watching him walk. With pants on. And shoes even. She jerked her eyes back up his body to find his and her grin was even broader as he leaned to kiss her. It was such a small thing, but so glaringly normal... Cin shoved the mess of nerves and uncertainties into a box and slammed the lid, sinking into the familiarity of his touch to ground herself in something she DID know what to do with. The noise he made pulled an immediate, almost Pavlovian response from her as she leaned into it and reached to cup the back of his neck.
When they parted, she felt much more like herself and her shoulders pushed back as she straightened up, hands going into her pockets out of habit. There were no starseeds there to fondle, reminding her she was wearing a mask, but there wasn't time or energy to ruminate on that. She'd done enough reflection already and there was a new battle to be waged before them: Meeting The Friends.
Cin shrugged off his thanks before her eyes dropped to the offered hand, and after a moment, she tentatively took it.
"I get you. I used to feel that way about my sponsor too. You can do all the s**t to get things together, but sometimes you just need someone on the outside to see it." You grew out of it eventually, but it was good reinforcement in the beginning. Sometimes you needed someone to be accountable to.
Her fingers curled into his in a familiar way, though it was rare they ever did something so simple as hold hands. (Twining fingers as he pressed her hands to the bed didn't count.) Cin caught his eyes when they came back to her and she offered him a small smile to soothe the nerves she saw on his face, squeezing his hand. It wasn't like they were facing a greater youma on the rampage, but in some ways, this was scarier.
She honestly didn't care for herself if they didn't like her, but the reflection on Kam put a new responsibility into putting on a good show.
"Come on. They're going to think we don't want to be here if we keep loitering around outside." Cin said as she turned, tugging him by the hand towards the front door. She was the first up the steps, pulling a hand from her pocket to press the little glowing button by the door. Somewhere inside, chimes sounded a familiar bing-bong and Cin waited with every appearance of patience, tucking her hand firmly back into her coat.
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Posted: Tue Mar 28, 2017 4:59 pm
The dreadhead was all too happy to let Ariel drag him up the pathway to the front door of one Mr. Charles Beaumont, watching her hips sway as she mounted the stairs and only dragging his eyes away at the sound of chimes ringing inside the house. It was mostly playful but also partly a distraction from the bit of nerves churning at the pit of his stomach. He couldn’t stand to disappoint anyone else in his life and this was his conscious effort of making sure Charles wasn’t too disappointed to give up. As a lock turned on the other side of the door, he curled his fingers tighter into Ariel’s. It wasn’t really about her meeting his old friend so much as it was that he needed her quiet support. Even with how infrequent and short their time together was, Kam had always had the thought of her to rely on. Hver had more than implied he needed that. “Kaaaaaaam,” a small, plump woman drew the sound of his name out in a pleased, sing song voice and dusted her hands on her apron before she held her short arms out for a hug. It meant Kam had to untangle his fingers from Ari’s but he was already smiling, split ear to ear at the sight of her and all the affection she bottled up in her petite frame. He bent so that she could lean her head into his chest, patting him on the back like he was her favorite person in the world. Charles’ wife loved people, he knew - she was always excited to see everyone but he would never take that personally because it was truly genuine, no matter how common. “Hi Millie, thanks for dinner tonight,” as he unwound his arms from her, she swatted him playfully with her hand to dismiss the thanks and stepped back inside, beckoning the pair of them forward. “Don’t be silly, come in, come in. Charles is on the phone with work right now but he should be down soon. I put some cucumber sandwhiches out in the front room, I need to head back to the kitchen.” Millie Beaumont scampered back to the kitchen somewhere beyond the entryway and Kam watched her go, staring at the thick black curls that bounced in her wake. It felt weird to be back here after so long and so much but there was a strange sense of grounding, too. He roused himself from his thoughts and pressed a hand to the small of Ariel’s back so that she would enter before him. His free hand waved to the left side of the entry, to a room they could see beyond an open door. The furniture was all delicate, jade-toned velvet and most of the decorations seemed more like they had come out of a magazine shoot in the 70s than any store in this decade.
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Posted: Tue Mar 28, 2017 7:48 pm
Cin turned a small, reassuring look back at Kam as he squeezed her hand, returning the grip before the door opened. She looked back... and then down as Kam's name came fluttering up. Her dark brows lifted at a woman who looked straight out of a sitcom, but as she wasn't the focus of the greeting, she was able to smooth out her surprise while watching the man stoop to hug the stranger. Her hand had retreated back into her pocket out of habit as she just absorbed this strange ritual.
She didn't think anyone had ever greeted her like that... but it was kinda cute when she smacked him gently. He was smiling, which meant this was expected and welcome, and it tugged at her heart to see the expression on him. He smiled for her, but it wasn't the same.
Cucumber sandwiches? Really? Who serves those?
'Millie' was a bustle of compact woman as she headed back to the kitchen and left the two of them in momentary peace, Cinnabar even more dubious now as she felt Kam's hand at her back. She paused, resisting the pressure as she gave him a single, raised brow at the display she'd just seen.
"Been over here a lot?" She murmured before finally stepping inside, taking the left he gestured to. Her hands made quick work of her coat and she shrugged it off her shoulders to reveal a deep, wine red sweater that hung off one shoulder, reaching down past her hips. She folded her coat over her arm as she went to settle carefully into the boxy affair of a couch. "How long have you known these two?"
They definitely weren't the sorts of people Kam just hung out with, though that had been obvious enough when he'd requested she come out to dinner to, essentially, prove she wasn't a myth. It was a strange thing to see parent-like figures in Kam's life after so long assuming he was as alone in this world as she was.
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Posted: Tue Apr 04, 2017 4:42 pm
As always, Ariel's presence stirred him from his thoughts and brought an easy, playful smile to his face. He could have drawn in on himself and felt guilty all night for how infrequently he came to visit but he didn't, not when he had Ariel at his side to remind him that he was doing it now. That counted and it was all that counted, now. "Charles pulled me out of the wreck, personally," he said gently, as if that was all the answer that Ariel needed to figure out how long they had known him and why they treated Kam, of all people, like they did. He didn't doubt that it seemed like an odd place for him to be and now, seeing Ariel and all her hard lines against Millie's soft jade couches, he realized that it must have been one of the most peculiar places he could have taken her. They neither one seemed to fit the cookie cutter family mold. He pulled his jacket off and draped it next to hers without a thought. Unlike Ariel, however, he made a beeline for the small finger sandwiches that Mille had splayed in a circle atop a silver platter. There was even a small, delicate doily beneath them. As he picked one up it looked much too small for his dark, wide fingers but the lopsided grin on his face suddenly made him seem much softer and more at place in the traditional home. "I love these. She sent me home with two full plates the first time I came over because I ate so many." And because he had no mom at home to make him dinner, too. He popped it into his mouth in one overfull bite and sat, with a more respectful grace than his usual dead weight flop, on the couch next to the platter. When his eyes rose to the glowing coals of her own, he seemed all too pleased with how odd the situation seemed. Once he chewed down his food and swallowed, he patted the seat next to him. "This seems like a pretty trippy dream, kitten."
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Posted: Wed Apr 05, 2017 1:09 pm
Her face softened at the reminder of the death of his parents. It said a lot about all of this. She didn't have the same relationship with her parents as he had had, but she had enough imagination to be able to sympathize.
And she'd had someone, too, who had been there when she'd hit rock bottom. Someone who had offered her a hand and taught her how to be strong.
She watched him make for the sandwiches and quirked a smile in amusement. He seemed to relish them and suddenly she was reconsidering trying one. Cucumber wasn't her favorite thing, but his over-full mouth suggested there was something she was missing. Her head tilted to the side, taking in his large frame filling up this unusual space, and she relaxed slowly, setting aside the odd feelings to simply take it all at face value.
Rising, she snagged one of the sandwiches with her fingertips and angled herself to slide down onto the seat next to him. It put them comfortably hip to hip as she bit the sandwich piece in half.
"Its not that weird... 'Normal' people live like this. We're the weird ones." She murmured around her mouthful as she chewed and swallowed. "Besides... I think if I were dreaming, you'd be a lot more naked."
A rich chuckle left her and she snaked a hand down to cup the inside of his thigh, just below the knee, as she ate the rest of her tidbit.
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Posted: Thu Apr 27, 2017 5:20 pm
Kam grinned at her as he leaned forward and reached for another sandwich, grabbing two in his big mitt. There wasn’t an ounce of shame in his eyes as he leaned back into the couch with them - he had and, he assumed, always would be an endless pit. He was pretty sure that was half the reason Millie kept putting these sandwiches out for him, anyway.
“That’s not what I meant.”
The dreadhead paused and considered her before he continued, as if he was trying to decide whether or not to make a joke about being naked. He did really want to. In the end, he opted to ignore his gut instinct and let his dark eyes rest on her with a lazy appreciation of her strong features framed by the pale jades and whites that surrounded her in Millie’s parlor.
“Being here has a lot of different meanings for me.”
The heavy brows framing his dark eyes drew down with his thoughts but never left her, instead zeroing in upon the bright red of her irises. He knew, really, what it was to want something for the first time in a very, very long time. The hand not clutching two fragile sandwiches with impossible delicacy reached up to brush a stray lock of hair back and away from her face, letting him add the touch of her skin to the moment that held him enrapt.
“I don’t think I ever sat here thinking that one day I’d be back with..”
The words had begun soft and eventually faded to an unfinished sentence, drowned out by the sound of someone’s loafers clicking against the hardwood of the hall. Kam’s hand dropped slowly from her face as he leaned back and turned his attention to the arch that separated them from the man emerging from his study. Charles was a tall, well-cut man that carried the air of respect on him like clothes. Kam rose immediately out of what could only be respect, drawn up to his feet the moment the older man settled his eyes on the pair of them and holding out his hand.
“Sir,” Kam greeted, and Charles caught his hand in a strong, familiar grip. There was no missing Charles’ eyes as they ran the dreadhead down with a quick once over. Whatever assessment he made left a smile buried beneath the overhang of his mustache.
“Good to see you, kid.”
There was an undeniable fondness in him, noted by the crinkle at the edge of his eyes when he spoke. As unlikely a pair as they seemed standing there, it felt as natural as any two souls that had known each other through their best and worst of times. As their hands dropped away, Charles turned his eyes on the woman that had been at Kam’s side not seconds before. Not a thing about his seemed surprised as his eyes fell on her, but he looked at her with just as much kindness as he had the larger brute next to him.
“You must be Ariel, then.”
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Posted: Sun Apr 30, 2017 8:57 pm
He had such a... wondering air to him when he reached to tuck her hair back, the touch more tender than usual. Everything about him suddenly seemed... softer. Unsure and full of awe... disbelieving, but also wanting...
It made her uncomfortable as her stomach flip-flopped, something warm expanding in her chest.
Idiot. It had to be this place and these people. He rarely got this... sappy? Nostalgic? Whatever, when it was just them. She didn't know how to deal with how he was looking at her, so she stuffed the rest of her sandwhich in her mouth, covering her unease with the act of chewing and swallowing.
It was strange and unexpected... she half didn't believe it herself, really.
She was saved further introspective sharing by the arrival of their host and she rose gratefully, brushing bread crumbs off on her jeans. She didn't miss the way the pair shook hands with that firm grip, or the 'sir' that Kam threw in. It lifted her eyebrows as she gave the man, Charles, a once over.
He was trim, something she didn't always see in police officers, but it nudged him up a notch in her estimation. The mustache made him look distinguished, or maybe just no-nonsense, but he was every inch the cop. She recognized the look, the way he carried himself, like he was used to having a gun on his hip and authority on his shoulders.
She met his gaze when he turned to her, head lifted and eyes steady.
"And you're Charles." She said as she offered her hand for a warm, firm grip. Her lips quirked in a smile. "Kam's talked about you and your wife. Its good to meet you."
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Posted: Tue May 23, 2017 9:42 am
For the moment, Kam seemed entirely oblivious to the discomfort his date was experiencing - or maybe he had expected it given the circumstances. His eyes slid from Charles to Ariel and back again, watching their expressions and (most notably) how the older man reacted to the woman Kam had felt himself drawn to, again and again. This was a big, if absolutely weird, moment for him. He wanted Ariel to be a staple in his life and that meant forging connections, repairing bridges to cross. He had never found a sponsor, he couldn't with a life like his, but he could build himself a foundation to stand on again. "Sit down, sit down," the officer urged, doing his best to appear friendly - Millie really was the one with all the charisma. He made his way to an overstuffed arm chair catty-cornered to the delicate jade couch and hiked his trousers just at the hip joint so he could sit down. It caused the hem to raise enough that it displayed his dark argyle socks and that seemed to amuse the dreaded, for whatever reason. He didn't comment, whatever the mental joke was. Kam reclined where he had been not moments before, shoveling another sandwich into his mouth as he did and looking up at Ariel where she stood next to him. The smile on his face, smug even around a mouthful of cucumber sandwich, seemed too knowing. This wasn't a situation he would have normally been terribly comforted in so he had to assume she felt the same, now. "Kam here has been pretty sparse on some details. Getting information out of him is like breaking into a bank, especially about you." Charles smirked to himself, just visible beneath the overhand of his dark mustache. "I'm surprised he agreed to bring you by."
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Posted: Fri May 26, 2017 2:44 pm
An angled look caught the way Kam smirked and Cinnabar quirked an eyebrow at him before she sank down again and let her long form slide back into the cushions. Unlike his trousers, her jeans stretched comfortably as she crossed long legs, the pale color at the seams marking them well-worn. Her hand fell naturally on Kam’s thigh, without even really thinking about it.
“Its my fault, I’m afraid.” She said as she shrugged and her lips curled upwards at the corners. “I’m kind of a private person and there is a lot about my job I’m under contract not to talk about. I can say I work security for a large corporation in the city, but that’s about it. I used to be a bond enforcement agent, before. I worked with local law enforcement a lot.”
Her dark head tilted in acknowledgement before her eyes shifted to Kam again and her expression warmed, meeting his eyes.
“I wanted to come though. I don’t know anything about Kam’s friends, either. Its nice to get a chance to do something like this.”
Something that didn’t involve the Negaverse, or being the monster that was slowly, but steadily, eating her alive. Who knew how long she had left, but they’d already agreed to wring as much out of their time together as they could. He’d remember this, even if someday she didn’t, and hopefully it would be a good memory.
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Posted: Mon May 29, 2017 4:23 pm
Both of the people in his company were stronger personalities than his own and Kam, content in a way that he could not explain had he been asked, seemed at ease with taking the backseat in this conversation. It was nice that the attention, for once, was not entirely focused upon him and what he was (or wasn't) doing with his life. Too, it was pleasing to watch Ariel under the same thoughtful gaze Charles had leveled on him time and time again. "I can understand that need for silence completely, sometimes less is more with our lines of work," the older man's words were punctuated with a small, repetitious nod of his head before he ease back into his arm chair and brought both shoulder blades flush with the back of his chair. His elbows settled on the arms so that he could fold his hands in his lap while he studied her. "I have to be honest though, you're the first of Kam's friends that he's ever brought by to meet us since high school. I was beginning to wonder if he had made any new ones." Had it been anyone else and had he not punctuated the jest with a warming, hearty chuckle, Kam might have been offended at the insinuation. Instead he squared his shoulders from the slump he'd taken by instinct and swung his gaze up to Ariel's eyes instead. "Ahh, that's just because I don't bother with the ones that you wouldn't like, Charles." Again, that warming laugh sprung from the older officer and Kam answered Ariel's gaze with a wide, knowing smile as it did. Before either of the men could get another quip in, a high voice sang from the kitchen to let them all know that Millie had finished dinner. Charles cleared his throat as he stood and lifted his arm, palm out, for them to take the lead toward the dining room where his wife had no doubt laid out a spread for Kings. Kam stood and waited just long enough for Ariel to stand before he guided her towards the guest chairs set at the modest table. Millie was visible in the open kitchen doorway, untying her apron and fussing with a tray of biscuits that had yet to be plated.
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Posted: Tue May 30, 2017 1:15 pm
The twinge she’d gotten earlier was back, and he’d brought about twenty of his buddies along to throw a party in her chest.
The first? Cin was surprised. Not that Kam wasn’t the sort for bringing girls home to meet the ‘folks’, because she was starting to suspect, deep down, he was, but… A deep chuckle from the man beside her had her burying that feeling deep so he wouldn’t see it.
Kam… Most days, she really did think he deserved more than what she could offer, but she was an ultimately selfish creature. She returned his smile with as much warmth as she could muster, wrapping up that possessive feeling and cradling it close. He really did belong to her, at least for now.
A call from the kitchen was a good excuse to break before things got awkward and a change to mentally catch her footing again… before a whole new set of challenged. Cin rose with Kam, feeling his hand warm against her lower back as they headed for the dining room and the supper Millie had gone through so much trouble to set out for them. It was a bit of a surprise, to see how much there was. Negaverse officers who lived in the Citadel didn’t exactly get four star food… she couldn’t quite remember the last time she’d had something this nice.
The Gala maybe? The masque the year before? Back when she was still human?
The smell of it, rich and savory, stirred the beast and she felt a cramp seized her middle halfway to the table. Cinnabar stumbled, her step hitching, and she wrapped an arm around her waist in a futile effort to push down the hunger that roared through her body. It gnawed at her insides, howled to be fed, and the corners of her mouth pinched as she slammed a lid down on it. It was an old battle now… she refused to let it get the better of her here. Not with Kam.
“It smells delicious.” She said to hide her scramble to recover, plastering a smile across her face as she moved to take a seat. “I can’t remember the last time I had a real home cooked meal. Company provides most of my meals for me.”
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