

Koa stood in silence look out his window. He glanced down at his phone once again. Still no messages from Viv, it had been so long since he had seen her. He missed her, what they had was special. He had wanted to spend the rest of his life with her. He didn't know what was making her too busy for him, for all he knew she could be dead. That thought scared him, how could she do this to him? She knew how badly he wanted a family. He shook his head he couldn't think badly of his love. However, he knew now that he couldn't wait for her to start his life. That was when he decided to imbue, he would just solo imbue it right? He couldn't make that kind of connection with anyone else. It would feel weird without Viv he was sure. He looked at the stone he had gotten for them, perhaps he would have a fling? Someone to keep him company? He wasn't really sure. All he knew is he couldn't be alone anymore he wasn't made that way. He was made to be with someone he was meant to be a father. He had considered adopting but the process was too long and besides he wanted someone that was his. He wanted to look down at his child and see himself. He wanted to be proud, be able to say that's my girl or boy.