Meila thought and thought, her life, her siblings the things she wanted to do divination, seeing ghosts. It was all a lot and it made her feel distant from a lot of others, she wasn't sure what would happen next in her life but she needed to grow up and continue on with her life. She wasn't very close to her siblings though she had tried to reach out to Esti, Esti just didn't reach back. It hurt Meila but it was time to move on. Not everything was perfect. Meila couldn't change how she felt about her or how she felt about others. She looked at her tea leaves, she wasn't any closer to figuring out her future, then she had been weeks ago. Serren, was nice and Bliss had been nice too. Maybe some day she would figure out how to let others in, right now, Meila just wanted to continue to study divination, try to figure out the future or maybe learn magic to try and figure out the past. She wasn't sure, but she didn't really need to be sure, she just needed to be herself. Maybe that would be enough for her to lean on till she figured out the rest of what she needed to learn and know. Meila sighed as she put down the tea cup, right now the answers weren't there, maybe the answers were somewhere else, maybe they were outside of her dorm room with other students she hadn't even met yet.
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