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Posted: Fri May 27, 2016 10:06 pm

"Journal? what Journal...this is my brain space >.>"

A black journal with the words Brain Space crawled over one page.

Posted: Fri May 27, 2016 10:07 pm

Name:Mara Gold
Species: Human
Likes: Horses, Dragons, Motorcycles, Coffee
Dislikes: everyo- er close enough, flying, Kage, Val, vampire, Ree?
Job:Head of SI-U Research Center
((Pronounces: see-oo. Meaning: (si) meaning "begin, start" combined with 祐 (u) meaning "divine intervention, protection" or 雨 (u) meaning "rain". ))

Location: Norcrest Belrad Wandering
Rank: Colonel Director Nothing
Common knowledge: Trigger happy, easily irritated, reckless, likes coffee.
Hidden Information: Magician, Former Mercenary, secrets

Current:
A former colonel of Norcrest. Some non-human blood far far far back in her lineage. Dislike by former members of the Norcrest SIU division due to making the meta program and problems it cause. Transferred to Belrad Government as director for SIU instead... fired after the meta program failed ot take off and SIU disbanded. Currently traveling to avoid fallout from Ree's disbute with someone else...and protecting those metas that were under her care as best she could.. but splitting them up.

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Posted: Fri May 27, 2016 10:08 pm

Powers:

Quote:

Official System

1: Claws(Active)
Shadows claws appear connected to Mara and can manipulate things to her will.

Limit: Charge
Weapon: Claws
Charge: (4/4)

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2: Vengeful Ghosts(Active)(AoE)
Engulf in shadows that rip, cut and seem to scream at them.

Limit: Charge
Weapon: Darkness Sword
Charge: 1/1

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3: Black Dragon Armor(Active)
Shadows form an armor around her with hints of dragon like motif and ornaments.

Limit: Charge
Weapon:Shadow Armor
Charge: 4/4

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4: Dancing Gun(Active)
Shadows form two guns

Limit: Charge
Weapon:Shadow Guns
Charge: 4/4

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5: Sanctuary Wing(Active)
Large shadow like wings with the feathers like blades float above her shoulder blade, solidify to attack or defend.

Limit: Charge
Weapon:Blade Wings
Charge: 4/4

-Sub1: Flight(Passive)
Allows her flight.
Limit: Only with an active Sanctuary Wing

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6: Shadow Teleport(Active)
Teleport with up to 4 people

Limit: Charge
Charge: 4/4

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7: Dragon & Horse(Active)
Summon a ridable Dragon or Horse shadow construct

Limit: Charge
Charge: 4/4

-Sub1: Take wing(Passive)
Allows shadow construct to fly
Charge: 1/1

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Resistance:
Darkness
Mental
Electricity

Weakness:
Fear of Heights
Family
Adrenaline rush:
Shadowless area.

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1:

Name of Power: Claws
Element: Shadow
Relation to Item/Race: Magi
Active or Passive: Active
Description:
Huge immaterial claws made of darkness float above her shoulders, claws act like real claws/hands.

Limit:Charge, manipulate Objects up to 120 lbs. Range: 40ft.

Weapon: Claws that hang over her shoulders.

Sub power 1:
Sub power 2:
Sub power 3:

Limits: charge

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2:

Name of Power:Vengeful Ghosts
Element: Shadows
Relation to Item/Race:Magi
Active or Passive:Active
Description: Engulfs up to two people in darkness that rips and cuts at them. (Limited AOE)

Weapon: Darkness Blade

Limit:Charge, Same damage to each person inside, Up to two people, Contest roll at the beginning of every round.

Sub power 1:
Sub power 2:
Sub power 3:

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3:

Name of Power: Black Dragon Armor
Element:Shadow
Relation to Item/Race:Magi
Active or Passive: Active
Description: Solidifies the darkness into a solid form of armor around her including helm.

Weapon: Darkness armor

Limit: Charge.

Sub power 1:
Sub power 2:
Sub power 3:

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4:

Name of Power: Dancing Gun
Element: Shadow
Relation to Item/Race:Magi
Active or Passive: Active
Description: Dual guns made from darkness that fire solidified shadow bullets.

Weapon: Dual guns

Limit: Can split damage two ways, 6 rounds before reload, charge for reload. Dispelled if lets go for 1 round.

Sub power 1:
Sub power 2:
Sub power 3:

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5:

Name of Power: Sanctuary Wing
Element:Shadow
Relation to Item/Race:Magi
Active or Passive: Active
Description: Solid shadow wings with large blade feathers that float above her shoulder blades.

Weapon:Blade Wings

Limit: Charge

Sub power 1:Take Flight(Passive)
Allows her to fly
Limit: as long as sanctuary wing is active

Sub power 2:
Sub power 3:

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6:

Name of Power: Shadow Teleport
Element: Shadow
Relation to Item/Race:Magi
Active or Passive:Active

Limit: 4 teleports per day. Combat: 30ft. Out of combat: Max 1 mile

Sub power 1:
Sub power 2:
Sub power 3:

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7:

Name of Power: Dragon and Horse
Element:Shadow
Relation to Item/Race:Magi
Active or Passive:Active

Dragon:
Summon Solid Shadow Construct that can be ridden.

or

Horse:
Summon Solid Shadow Construct that can be ridden.

Limit: Charge. Using outside of official battle can cause her to be KOed for a week.

Sub power 1: Taking wing (Passive)
Shadow Construct is able to fly.

Sub power 2:
Sub power 3:

Resistance:
Darkness
Fear
Mental

Weakness:
Fear of Heights[6]: Afraid of heights but can take 2 rounds to accumulate if given the chance.
Paranoia[12]: Will act for or against what she thinks is a danger despite what other people might say
Family[24]: Despite how she acts she cares and
Adrenaline junkie[36]:

Old: Not In Use

Element: Darkness

Claws( Level 7): Huge immaterial claws made of darkness float above her shoulders, claws acts like real claws/hands( Extension: 9 feet. Can be passively held for 2 hours. Lift up to 220lb)

Vengeful Ghosts(Level 7): Engulfs up to two people in darkness that rips and cuts at them. Lasts:10 mins

Black Dragon Armor(Level 7): Solidifies the darkness into a solid form of armor around her including helm. Lasts 2 hours.

Dancing Guns(Level 7): Gun shape darkness, sends a bullet of material darkness in the direction that is shot.

Sanctuary Wing(Level 7): Darkness in the shape of feather wings curl in front of her as a solid shield or are held behind her in a deactivated mode. (Can take up to 8 strikes before fading)

Shadow Teleport(Level 6): Can use a nearby shadow to transport something or someone to another shadow in a radius of a mile from where she started.Max of 4 times per day.

Dragon and Horse(level 7): Pulls darkness from the whole area to create a solid like dragon(offense) or horse. (lasts 40 minutes. passes out for the next few days)

Resistance:
Darkness
Fear: Raised two Shadows. Will get angry to counteract the fear.
Mental: Has a natural affinity for it, in the process of improving.

Weakness:
Light
Being human

Posted: Fri May 27, 2016 10:09 pm

Family:
Tri Gold Luz: adopted son
Ree Gold Luz: grandson...adopted son on paperwork.
Ama Gold: brother

Parents:
Shan
(unknown)

Like Family:
Kai

Wanna be in my family:
Kae

................::eyes the pronunciation of both of those:: ... noooooo

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Posted: Fri May 27, 2016 11:37 pm

SIU: Classified:

Heavy Armor Prototype Units

Classification: AP Machine and Magic Enhanced Mobile Suit.
Purpose: Allow human or non-humans to fight on par with metas.
Secondary Purpose: Help in emergency cases or bodyguard.
Restricted Species: Humans and human like. Wings, horns, etc unable to be accommodated.

(Need re-work)

Stats:
(Which ever reaches 0 first will knock out the suit. )
-130/130 HP
-100/100 Energy (stamina)
-If user's Hp is compromised

Defense:
Base Defense: 24 (?)

Battle Conditions:
-Putting on the suit:
+Experienced: 2-3 mins (2-3 rounds)
+Intermediate/has some clue: 6-7 mins (6-7 rounds)
+Novice/ooo paper weight:10+ (roll a 1d20 for time/rounds)

General information:
Rifle, Dagger, and sword hilt are magnetically locked to the suit and held by a holster encase maglock fails.

Components:

Attack:

Stun Blast Level 6: Expands (25 energy points) of battery reserve to send out a wave of energy 25meters around them (Electricity based )

Defense:

Shield: Level 7:Stuck in one place, energy based. (( higher rolls break the shield))
Low Def: 3 energy to deploy.(2d6 for total hit points)
Medium Def: 5 energy to deploy.( 5d6 for total hit points)
High Def: 10 energy to deploy. (7d6 for total hit points)

Mobility:

Invisibility/Phasing: Level 7: sound can be heard but it is muffled. Slowly depletes energy [10 energy points each use, plus 5 energy points every 10 minutes] ( pure blood Pixie wings grounded into dust and used in the mixture for the metal of the armor).

Flying: Levitation:Level 3: 5 uses ( 2 pure blood Muse Gems. )

Healing

Nano-Heal[SUIT]: Level 3: nanites swarm to a punctured area and plug it while attempting repair. (3 uses)

Life-Support[USER]:
-Regeneration:Level 2 (Pieces of pure blood Valkyrie armor embedded into the inside lining of the suit) ((2d6 healing on user, if user attacked that round))

-Self-Contained Breathing Apparatus[SUIT]: Connected with an air tank (1 hour of air. closed system when activated)

-Gas Mask-like Filtration system with Powered Fan[SUIT] sad Passive. Closed when switched to Self-Contained):
Organic Vapor/Acidic Gas filter.

Passive:

Mobility/Strength: Level 6: medium-high. Enhanced through lightweight but durable machinery and electronic meshed under the armor. (( +5 to physical attacks))

Strength: Added strength though grounded Vampire fangs mixed in the metal of the armor. ((+5 to physical attacks))

Total: +10 to physical attacks.

Accessories:

-Internal lighting
-Sealed suit: Temperature control
-Radio [Communication]
-Gun: 25 shots per cartage [Weaponry]
-1 round (1d6)
-3 Burst (3d6) (all 6's rolled are subtracted from total(missed bullets). Remaining damage pitted against opponent's defense. Any remaining damage is the damage dealt to opponent)
-Full cartage Auto (25d6) (all 6's rolled are subtracted from total(missed bullets). Remaining damage pitted against opponent's defense. Any remaining damage is the damage dealt to opponent ) (range 25-125)

-Comm [Communication]
-Phone [Communication]
-Lights
-Night vision(toggle on/off)
-Tranq Gun: 3 darts [Weaponry]
-2x daggers [Weaponry]

Passive Resistance sad adult level)
Heat-resistance
Electricity dampeners
Pierce Resistance

Beta:
Cold-Resistance- Faulty. Up to a point but not to high

Weakness:
-Armored power pack on back.
-Deep water
-Freezing:Lower than -1° C (some components start freezing, errors start appearing)
-User
-Limited use without Helmet

Testing/Beta Stage:

HologramLevel 1:.... could be use to light your way but not likely to be used soon.

Sword Level 1: Energy based sword. 1/2 energy from pack every 10 minutes. [Weaponry]

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SIU: Classified:

Light Armor Prototype Units

Classification: AP Machine and Magic Enhanced Mobile Suit.
Purpose: Allow human or non-humans to fight on par with metas.
Secondary Purpose: Help in emergency cases or bodyguard.
Restricted Species: Tailored/activation specific ((SIU only))

(Needs re-write)

Rune: Spells embedded in the suit. Connected to Suit's energy(stamina) or 3 minor uses past 0 energy/stamina.
Enhancers: Can only be used with energy/stamina: Uses a power from a specific meta.
+Temporary Enhancers have limited use before they are useless(need
to be changed for something else),
+Permanent Enhancers: Do not have a limited use but only work if there
is energy.

Stats:
(Which ever reaches 0 first will knock out the suit. )
-100/100 HP
-100/100 Energy (stamina)
-If user's Hp is compromised

Defense:
Base Defense: 18 (?)

Battle Conditions:
-Putting on the suit:
+Experienced: 2-3 mins (2-3 rounds)
+Intermediate/has some clue: 3-5 mins
+Novice/ooo paper weight:6+ (roll a 1d20 for time/rounds)

General information:
Armor Type: Streamline
Rifle, Dagger and Sword hilt((embedded to side): are magnetically locked to the suit and held by maglock and two straps.

Power Components:

Attack:

(Elemental) Blast Level 6: Element depends on embedded Rune or Enhancer. Can be used for extending AOE of none-damage effects.
Rune:Embedded(Permanent):
Enhancer: Chosen at beginning of combat.

Defense:

Shield(Default:Battery): Level 7:Stuck in one place, electricity based. (( higher rolls break the shield))
Low Def: 3 energy to deploy.(2d6 for total hit points)
Medium Def: 5 energy to deploy.( 5d6 for total hit points)
High Def: 10 energy to deploy. (7d6 for total hit points)

Mobility:

(Character Chosen:examples: Invisibility, phase,agility,etc ) Level 7:
Slowly depletes energy [10 energy points each use, plus 5 energy points every 10 minutes]

Flying: Levitation(Rune):Level 5: 5 uses. 2 energy points every 10 minutes

Healing

Nano-Heal[SUIT]: Level 3: nanites swarm to a punctured area and plug it while attempting repair. (3 uses)

Passive:

Mobility/Strength: Level 6: medium-high. Enhanced through lightweight but durable machinery and electronic meshed under the armor. (( +5 to physical attacks))

Total: +5 to physical attacks.

Character:
((choose between Healing , Strength, or other for 7th skill))

Accessories:

-Self-Contained Breathing Apparatus[SUIT]: Connected with an air tank (30 mins of air. closed system when activated)

-Gas Mask-like Filtration system with Powered Fan[SUIT] sad Passive. Closed when switched to Self-Contained):
Organic Vapor/Acidic Gas filter.

-Internal lighting
-Sealed suit: Temperature control
-Radio [Communication]
-Gun: 25 shots per cartage [Weaponry]
+1 round (1d6)
+3 Burst (3d6) (all 6's rolled are subtracted from total(missed bullets). Remaining damage pitted against opponent's defense. Any remaining damage is the damage dealt to opponent)
+Full cartage Auto (25d6) (all 6's rolled are subtracted from total(missed bullets). Remaining damage pitted against opponent's defense. Any remaining damage is the damage dealt to opponent ) (range 25-125)

-Comm [Communication]
-Phone [Communication]
-Lights
-Night vision(toggle on/off)
-Tranq Gun: 3 darts [Weaponry]
-2x daggers [Weaponry]

Passive Resistance sad adult level)
Heat-resistance
Electricity dampeners
Pierce Resistance: down to 40 hp(Armor). Below 40 no more resistance.

Beta:
Cold-Resistance- Faulty. Up to a point but not to high

Weakness:
-Armored power pack on back.
-Deep water
-Freezing:Lower than -1° C (some components start freezing, errors start appearing)
-User
-Limited use without Helmet

Testing/Beta Stage:

Illusion RuneLevel 1:.... Make a copy of yourself that last for 1 round.

Sword Level 1: Sword imbued with (elemental) rune. Can be switched out, must be proclaimed what they pick when character puts on suit. [Weaponry]

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SI-U Members:

Human/True Races:
Mara Gold(Human Magi): me...wheee..... what the heck am I doing? (Edit: No really what am I doing? )
Hidden Extra: Will always say a soft prayer before using her armor. Asking for forgiveness from the spirits

Farrow(Shadow): Ashral......currently dead. Alive... Somehow but is Ashral a former malice... nope.
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Metas:

Syth(Adult): Telepath ...I don't know. freaks me out ... but at the same time. She might be okay? just seeing. Alice's wife, mother of Lucien. Currently MIA, trouble after being seen with Ree and resisting arrest when going to save Hexxis. Pretty sure she is dead or a hermit... its been years..

Melody Heart(Teen): Raziel's and Zaku's daughter. Now my adopted daughter... teaching her how to handle the group of metas but her lack of confidence hinders her a lot...and the freezing.

Leukos(Teen): Lucian's son... also host's currently dead EE member Kira who is also his mother. Protective of Melody, ...reminds me of Tri a lot. Currently babysitting Vale. (Edit: Huh all this still applies. Now Val's slave..adopted Vale... and staying in Belosh acting out fatherhood)

Vale(Toddler):One of two eggs found near Sanctuary. Hatched, currently being cared for by Leukos. (Edit: ... Still the same... little dear likely traumatize seeing Melody nearly die and rosa burn... and none of us can really help her)

Alice Broken: Melody's former Mane. Kae's daughter. Seems to control Zira....sister to Raziel. Mother of Lucien, wife of Syth......... other then that I don't know her ._. (Edit:...Still true! hahaha...ha mystery ... likely ships me and her mother and ignores the reality we are just friends )

Rosa: Former Meta slave. Has a field that destroys electronics...(lets not count how many phones I had to go through..) is currently with Lucian avoiding destroying electronics in their area.

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Current prototype suit users:
Mara gold
(3 spaces open. 1 suit destroyed)

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Non-Combatants/Calvary:

[Temp]Zira: Came with Kae but seems to follows Alice's orders.

[Temp] Dr Enid: Spectrum meta researcher on manes and malices. Spyyyy ::hiss::

Tri: .....One of the few people i can still rely on.

Posted: Sat May 28, 2016 12:09 am

My Past?

You do not have enough relationship points to access this option.....

pink hair stalkers need not apply.

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Posted: Sat May 28, 2016 12:15 am

SI-U Research Projects:

-Armor Prototypes
-Classified :a doddle of a feather::
-Classified: a doddle of two hands clasping::
-Classified: a doddle of cake "cake is a lie" :
-Classified: a doddle of an anvil :

SI-U: Meta Division Goals:

Hunts:
-EE
-White hair angel meta: near Hanale Hiatus:left?
-Classified
-Classified

Cold storage x4

Allies:
::there was a note mentioning second journal::

None of that matters any more.... I was fired and now... well ... they can mess with that.

Posted: Sat May 28, 2016 12:47 am

SI-U Information:

::flops::

Database of Metas:
-Currently populated with name and item of all previous metas that were enrolled in the Meta Academy (Now known as Sanctuary)

-Known Meta bounties and warrants

-SI-U Metas

SI-U Experimental Items:

Abbreviations: Doddle Guess.....HAHAHAHA.((why am I crazy..no one is going to read this...I hope))

LBH: blocky doodle of a guy with an anvil on his head
BBH:doodle of a flame feather
RBFH: a doddle of a winged cat, looks more like a dog.
TBFH: a blot of ink.
MBH: a jagged triangle with a heart <3
LBH: a doddle of a ghost
HBH: a flaming sword
YSD: an eyeless doll
ABH: a lightning bolt
KBH?::: ::the area of the paper had been marks so many times its broken through to the other side. The faint image of a lock could barely be discern::
KBH: a cookie with sprinkles

Searching...:
ZBH: a flower
MBH: a pile of legos

Concrete Projects:
MG: an arm flexing.
Cookies
Egg Shells
Sharp Baby Teeth
Potion Recipe
...Miscellaneousx4: Cold Storage

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Posted: Sat May 28, 2016 1:43 am

How I View Others.....oh boy.

Standard Classification on First Meeting: Dislike

The sh** List|Hate|Avoid||Dislike|Tolerate|Friendly|Like|Love

Trisuri Gold Luz:
Worst fear came true...

Ree Gold Luz :
This is my fault....

Hexxis Luz:
older one? dead Bi**** young one? B**** in training I am sure. I don't care if she is.. was Tri's adopted daughter now. He's gone so...

Ashral:
who cares

Kae Broken
Hah! I have a new sister with some messed up stuff. Why are my siblings never human?

Best drinking buddy... best friend. Keeping me sane though she doesn't know it.

Kylar Gatt/Kage:
ASDFGGHHHHH my memories

::insert lots of colorful curse words going on for a page and then being crossed out:: (Edit: ..... ::adds more curse words:: ))

Melody Heart:
So..... wonder how she is hitting it off with her grandfather... nothing exploded.

Leukos Broken

You don't like your father..I don't like your father. Lets be friends. Reminds me of a slightly more emotional and younger Trisuri.... coats.... eh hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe ....hehehehehehehehe!

Why is Kira your mother? Why is she within you as a mane? Isn't anything simple any more?.

Couldn't do anything for you before or after Melody had her heart stolen. Leaving you was my one decision to keep you all safe...she likely made you her slave to keep on going for me to go for Ree.

Andy Eternal:
You.... just. WTH ..in charge of Banor? WTH ....this isn't fair in the least.

Zira:
Traitor

Silis:
A...new friend? meet him when walking outside the land owned by Sanctuary. Cute kid, need to remember to ask Spectrum that question said I would.

Zaku

Stalker. Stalkerstalkerstalker. Stranger Danger

Flowers and a card with apologies and keeps trying to talk to me. When I just want him with an inhibitor collar(and his clothes on) and a vial of his blood..is that so bad?

.......almost expect him to try and ask me out for dinner now........stalker

Truthful:
Do not understand his motives for attempting to invite me to Parley or being nice after they ... invaded the base. Was (criels) death part of it? was Ree part of them? Why do they have Kae?

Zaku now took over my former job and wrote up the treaty ..... I'm .... I don't know
::doodles a confused horse::
::adds broken twig::

Michael:
............... hm.........................
::doodles a dragon chewing him up::

Lucien:
......::doodles a dragon pooping out his remains::

Asriel:
RAWWWRRRRR

Guy in (green) prototype armor:
.....lets try this again when you're not in your suit.

Syth:
Still unsure about her but I like her..I think? even if she is a huge security threat she isn't afraid to talk her mind. Pretty sure dead or a hermit... 50/50

Alice:
Ghost of a dead meta in the body of her niece while hanging around her ex-wife. A mane.... this will certainly make things interesting.
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::another list of names of various people government and not even the name of someone's pet all highlighted in orange::

....... yea. She's alive again..that is a thing. She also likes shipping me and her mother despite the reality we are friends ::doodles her being hit by a hammer::

(Norcest): Considering everything... thank you. edit: bastards

(Criel):........................ WELP. Edit: You're gone

(Morrad): : ...Fail

(Belrad): : Why you no talk?...Thank goodness they pick someone I didn't know at least Ughhh

Aldas: : ...eh

Belosh: :...:thumbs up::

Sanctuary: Suspicious, the people running it..even Kae doesn't know. But general doesn't cause trouble so eh. Renegade hide out? I found a Rasiel... I lost a Rasiel ..

Spectrum: : Neighbor! ..............::borrows a dog to poop on their lawn:: Edit:... never got around to it..

Hexxis and Ree's words that Mirabelle deals with the Renegades. Pity. Still likely need to work with them...or at least make introductions. Ugh

Haven:
......... That isn't a research center, torture center... Okay it is, but barely.

Posted: Sat May 28, 2016 1:53 am

Song:

Hope Of Morning" by Icon for Hire

My mind's a kaleidoscope, it thinks too fast
Blurs all the colors 'til I can't see past
The last mistake, the choice I made
Staring in the mirror with myself to blame
Sometimes I'm afraid of the thoughts inside
Nowhere to hide inside my mind
I'm scared that you'll compare and I'll look a lifetime past repair
I second guess myself to death, I re-solicit every step
What if my words are meaningless? What if my heart's misleading this?
I try to capture every moment as it comes to me
Bottle up the memories and let them keep me company

When the hope of morning starts to fade in me
I don't dare let darkness have its way with me
And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight
I will not be giving in tonight

When I'm old and grey, or thirty, or whatever happens first,
I'll need you to reassure me I didn't waste a verse
Or worse, what if my life's work is reduced to just myself
Like never let you get a word in, while I dissect my mental health
Or lack thereof, whatever, there's too many things to track
I really can't remember if I'm insane or it's only an act
Nowadays, all the kids want crazy, wanna diagnose themselves
Straight up made up epidemics, pass around prescription pills
But my disorder can't be cured by a bottle, blade, or dose
Self-disgust and selfishness tend to hold me awfully close
But I don't wanna let you see that, I don't want my friends to know
Self-disgust and selfishness take me everywhere I go

When the hope of morning starts to fade in me
I don't dare let darkness have its way with me
And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight
I will not be giving in tonight

Try as I might to keep it together
Why is recovery taking forever?
Fool the whole world, just until I get better
I'm terrified I'll be faking forever (Faking forever)
On and on, I wonder what went wrong inside my head
I don't have to have the answers, but tonight I wish I did
All the pain I can't explain away won't fade
All the secrets silenced by the shame
Don't make me say it [x7]

When the hope of morning starts to fade in me
I don't dare let darkness have its way with me
And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight
I will not be giving in tonight

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Posted: Sat May 28, 2016 1:56 am

Activity

Posted: Sat May 28, 2016 2:13 am

blah

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Posted: Sat May 28, 2016 2:15 am

double blah

Posted: Sat May 28, 2016 2:23 am

rawr rawr ::blows fire:: rawr ::stomping dragon doodle::

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Posted: Sat May 28, 2016 2:44 am

Mara frowned as she stared at the walk light, maybe it was a bad idea walking instead of getting a taxi to take her around. Of course she could drive around or use some online maps to know what was around but nothing really beat seeing it yourself..and memorizing it. It's been a very long time since she's been back in Belrad....maybe huh ...yea likely it. When Kai took her and Ama to visit.... she wondered if that restaurant was still open....

Licking her lips unconsciously, she glanced absently toward the cars waiting to turn. Her eyes passing along the car models and the motorcycle with a faintly curious look before looking up again and frowned. A girl in a red dress on a motorcycle, ow... just ow first of all and second. She almost looked familiar? ...purple hair ...trian- oh sh** "Hexxis...." she whispered and moved forward but the light turned green and she took off. "......darn it!" she exclaimed startling the people near her as she pulled out her second phone. "Cursey girl. Belrad? .....teenage" she texted muttering the words. It was to late grab a license plate even so if it was her she doubt it would be real.

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