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 Posted: Sat Jan 09, 2016 3:02 pm
The senshi was awake...at least she thought she was awake and trying to make sense of what happened. She was somewhere and then she was somewhere else. Did that make sense? Of course it didn't, nothing made sense right now.
What do I remember?
Mint hair..I remember green minty hair.
What else do I remember?
A kindness and then pain. A lot of pain in my chest and then...nothing.
She opened her eyes trying to orient herself and found herself on a cot and there was a door near her. She sat up slowly looking at her hands, not trusting herself to stand right away. She felt light headed and off. Her clothes were different, they didn't seem familiar. But, they also didn't seem not familiar. What was going on?
I need to go home. As the thought filled her mind Gomeisa couldn't actually remember where home was. Her eyes widened scared, nothing felt right or normal.
"Hello?" She called out to the door, she thought she heard boots in a hallway, "Is someone out there?"
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Posted: Sat Jan 09, 2016 5:10 pm
He had found out where the new corrupted senshi had been brought to, it was sort of obvious anyway. She had no home to return to and had to go somewhere, for now, and here was a safe place rather than leaving her in the middle of an ongoing battle as the fighting which had been going on around her corruption had been dangerous.
Walking around Negaspace it wasn't hard to find her, he sought out her power signature, and soon he was stepping just outside of the room and staring inside at the senshi who seemed to perhaps be orienting herself?
Moving to step back, out of sight, and give her some privacy as she sorted herself out he soon heard her calling out. Cursing his boots, which always made noise no matter how silent he tried to be, he rolled off the hallway wall and came into view leaning against the door way. "I'm here. Are you alright?" He questioned gently as he pushed off the doorway and stepped into the room slowly.
"You went through a big change earlier. If I can help you please, let me know."
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2016 5:28 pm
"Yes," she said simply she felt alright, a little confused but alright. Her bright blue eyes stared at him curiously, his face seemed like it shook some of her memories loose of the night. "A big change? You were there, she reached her hand in and then I could just feel chaos." The mint haired woman had been gentle and then not very gentle. She was confused and things made sense and at the same time didn't in her mind. She felt like she'd been drinking and could not pull all of the information out together. The feelings of anger and confusion swirled together, why had she been a senshi, why had she been swept up into all of this. "What's your name? You're the reason I'm here, right?" she quickly added her name, "I am Gomeisa...senshi of... failure."
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2016 7:04 pm
"Yes, indeed. She brought you over to the Negaverse." He said coming closer, one gloved hand reaching out. As he stopped in front of her he reached out to touch her cheek gently. "You remember being a senshi?" He questioned, wanting to know what she remembered. "Do you remember who you are when you power down?" He asked. Either way she would need a home...and a new identity and life. She would need a lot of things.
"I am only part of the reason." He answered her gently and honestly. Part of the fault lay with his General Queen, she had done the job, and part of it even fell to this senshi's shoulders. There was fault to place at several feet, but he didn't say this. "Benotite, one of the Negaverse's generals." How could she be the senshi of failure...that must not be a sphere which pleased her, it sounded depressing and he couldn't imagine it not depressing her.
"You are no failure, believe me."
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Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2016 1:05 pm
Gomeisa froze for a moment before allowing the general to touch her cheek. And puzzled over his question. She knew she was a senshi, but what else did she really remember? There was just senshi, brief flashes of a strange world she'd visited only once, and moments where she'd been present in battle. There wasn't much there. She however could not recall the other parts, the pieces that made up who she was as a person. "I remember being a senshi...being in battle..and then I don't know." she frowned deeply and looked at him. He was being very kind, she didn't have an opinion one way or the other before about the Negaverse, she only knew that there was a war and some had chosen sides. "I can't remember my own name." That was the strangest statement she'd ever had to say. How could she remember her senshi name, where she drew power from, and her own sphere, but not her God given name? "I'm not sure if it's nice to meet you or not, Benotite," she said quietly,"And you misunderstand I am the Senshi OF Failure..it's my sphere...my power is failure." And hadn't she failed? She had..she'd been corrupted - wasn't that failure in the White Court's eyes? She was no longer one of them, she could feel chaos, see the hole in her own chest. "What am I going to do?" she asked, not truly expecting a response.
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Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2016 4:54 pm
"No, I understand. But I am sure it has also influenced you as a person, such a sphere is sure to do so. To have that to carry around and introduce yourself by." He said smiling down at her kindly. So she didn't remember her normal, civilian, life. That was almost a good thing, as much as he loathed to think it. But she didn't have a family, faces and names, to remember and mourn and miss. She didn't have those happy memories to cling to and wish for again. Though remembering a war and not much else...how terribly sad as well.
"You will train and grow strong. you will continue on with your life, as a senshi of the Negaverse and as a civilian. We will provide the papers you need in order to live a normal life, you will need a new name. It will be something you choose, no one will make the choice for you. You get to be whoever you wish to be...and if you wish I can offer you a guest room in my home as a place to live." He offered as he moved slowly, in case he upset her, to sit next to her at the edge of her bed.
"You will be provided for and taken care of. You won't be left alone in this new life." She didn't need her old name, she would have a new one. A new name to go with a new life and new identity. She was new...made so by the Negaverse and one of it's General Queen's.
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Posted: Sat Jan 16, 2016 2:54 pm
She couldn't feel sad, not completely any way. She was forgetting someone she at the moment didn't know. Gomeisa thought suddenly that she'd become one of the missing of Destiny City hadn't she? There was an identity, a something, that had gone missing. She felt confident that whatever this new life held she was going to make it. It was going to be a new year, a new her. "I think," she paused to collect her thoughts, "I think that I would really appreciate a friend in all of this. If you're really offering, I would like to take you up on your offer." A new name, a new civilian life, what did she want to do? What did she want to be? She couldn't recall any real skills she possessed. She would need somewhere to live and so far the general had shown kindness. "I really don't want to be alone," her body seemed to sag at the statement. There was something so deep inside of her that didn't want to be alone.
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Posted: Tue Jan 26, 2016 12:54 pm
"I am offering. I would never leave an officer a drift with no paddles and no land in sight. It would be wrong." And so many other things. He couldn't leave her and wouldn't, he needed to find that little one...the small child..and see to her as well. If she had no place he would offer up his home in the hopes that she would take the offer. She wouldn't leave either of them without a home and their other needs being met.
"You won't be. I won't allow it. You will come and live with me and Katya, the guardian cat I have, and my dog. We will get all the paperwork you'll need and you can slowly figure out what you want to do. You don't need to rush and force yourself into anything. School and work will come when they do. Focus on you and becoming whoever you want to be. That is all I want - you to be you." He was honest, sincere, and as he ruffled her hair he smiled fondly at her. "Katya will enjoy having you around no doubt, I do hope your not allergic to dogs or cats." Katya would be terribly upset if she was and his dog, Cadha, was friendly as well. The little black scottish terrier liked making friends and if she were allergic he would not be happy at all, as it would be one less friend.
"I will have to find the other senshi who joined our side. If she needs a home as well she will be offered the same invitation by me." And his house would gain two new residents rather than one. It was a good thing he had a big home and several guest rooms. "Come, why don't you let me get us out of here and we can get started on things and get some food in you." And clothing later also...or tomorrow. She was going to need a lot, not that he minded in the slightest bit, he would need to write out a list of things he needed to do and check them off as they got done.
"While I work on dinner you can shower and borrow some of my less masculine cloths. Then why don't you write out a list of foods you like or want to try, and when we go clothing shopping we can also go grocery shopping." After that would be things for the guest room which would be her bedroom. Oh...so much to do - yes he needed a list.
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