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Saliru

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PostPosted: Fri Dec 04, 2015 5:41 pm



He was hot, smelly, filthy, and drenched with sweat as he finally found a clearing in the twisting winding jungles of the island. He felt so weak, so stupid. Why did it even bother him so much? To be completely forgotten... no... was it the implication that only a broken Rep would tolerate him? Why did he even have to make it about him? His best friend isn't well and just... he snarled at the falling darkness.

Soon he was plunged in pitch black and temperatures began to fall. He took off his torn and sweaty shirt before the wet chilled him and spread it out on the ground beside himself as he lowered himself to the ground beside a tree. Thoughts continued to torment him throughout the night, eventually sleep found him enough to put his thoughts to rest with him.


The next morning, his thoughts shifted yet again when he realized just where he was and what he had done and oh god, he's such a ******** stupid child. He can't go back now, that would be admitting it. <******** literally stayed put in that clearing, shirtless and ashamed and hungry and <********>. Noah's going to ******** murder his a**. If like... if he even cared. Why would he care? Why would anyone...

....s**t.

Why was he still doing this to himself?
PostPosted: Sun Dec 06, 2015 5:35 pm


Noah had come back to an empty room, the door standing slightly ajar. He'd figured that Al needed some time to himself, some space to be upset, and he'd waited, because usually Al came back. It wasn't like Al to vanish. Dusk had come eventually, and there was no sign of him, and once darkness had fallen, Noah had gotten a flashlight and gone looking.

No Al in all the usual spots, no Al anywhere, and Noah had gone back to the dorms briefly to grab a backpack with water and food and a first aid kit, because what if Al had fallen into a cave or gotten hurt or -- or -- Noah refused to think about that, and instead he just kept looking, methodically covering each section of the grounds and then branching out towards the beaches, towards the jungle, calling out now and then when he thought he heard or saw something.

MATE IS STUPID, Laz growled, scornful.

Shut up, Noah said, and stifled a yawn. The creeping grey light of dawn was starting to seep into the tangle of the jungle. "Al?" he called again. "Al, where are you?"

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PostPosted: Sun Dec 06, 2015 6:26 pm



The sun began to creep ever higher in the sky. Shadows slowly began to disappear from the jungle making Al far more apparent as he finally got up to move to the middle of the clearing. He flopped on his back and laid there. He listened to the sounds of the jungle, not that there were many of them without animals. Winds shifting through trees and various brush and then the distant wailing of his name... Al... Al...

...Wait.

It was on sheer instinct that he shouted back, "OVER HERE!" Instinct he promptly cringed at. s**t. He didn't want to be seen like... like this. He was a damn disgrace and his embarrassment about the whole thing was still strong as ever. Who would even come out here for such a loser anyway?...

Noah? It kind of sounded like Noah. He started to pace about the clearing. Say or run, stay or run.

Ya can't run. Nuru assured that was a bad idea and Al nodded in agreement. If he ran, then Noah was stuck out here too. It wasn't fair. It wasn't fair making him come as far as he did in the first place.

It was time to sack up and face what he'd done. Not make it worse.

Now where the ******** was his shirt?...


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PostPosted: Sun Dec 06, 2015 6:43 pm


Noah stopped suddenly. Had he heard Al? He'd definitely heard Al. It had been from over there. He broke off the trail and started pushing through the underbrush, wincing as his hands rapidly got scratched and scraped by branches and vines. "Al? Al! I'm coming," he shouted.

It took him a little while to make his way to the clearing, but when he did, he headed straight for Al and just grabbed him in a hug, saying nothing, neither scolding nor asking for explanations, not saying anything about sweat or shirts or anything else.

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PostPosted: Sun Dec 06, 2015 7:12 pm



Al still smelled really really badly. He almost apologized for that in the split second before Noah suddenly made contact - annnnd.... forgotten.

He wrapped his arms around Noah and hauled him close, face snuggling into the side of his neck.

"I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry," he choked into Noah's bare skin. He was sorry and so dumb and the worst boyfriend ever. And and... just...

He made a strange undecipherable noise.


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PostPosted: Wed Dec 09, 2015 11:25 am


"You jerk," Noah said shakily into Al's shoulder. "Did you sleep out here all night?" Al was sweaty and needed a shower very badly, but Noah didn't let go. "I didn't know where you went, I thought, I don't even know what, but I, I was worried."

He'd been balanced between fear and irritation as he searched, half convinced it was something terrible that had kept Al away so long, a titan or a shadowling nest or something he didn't know to be afraid of. He'd told himself that was paranoia, and it had been, but that didn't make a long night of worry go away.

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PostPosted: Wed Dec 09, 2015 6:06 pm



Al wilted slightly at the scolding but despite his wounded pride, he snuffled into Noah's hair affectionately. He was honestly scared he'd never get the courage to go back and Noah would just... assume again and... ...but instead he came. He looked for him. He was worried.

"Y...yeah..," he murmured into the side of Noah's head. There was only so many times he could say he was sorry before it started to sound hollow. He didn't want something he really and truly meant to seem meaningless. He stopped saying it and instead eased shakily out of the hug to look Noah in the face.

"I don't... I don't think we ever really like... talked... about... um..." He sighed anxiously as his gaze darted all over the place. This was strangely difficult to fit into words, especially words that made sense when even he didn't really get it.

".... Rep is like, I dunno... he feels like family to me man. Like an uncle or something. He's no perfect but like... he knows s**t. He knew s**t...." He started anxiously picking at his fingernails which had been apparently chewed pretty badly at one point while he was missing.


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PostPosted: Wed Dec 09, 2015 7:18 pm


Noah had known that Al was upset about Rep not remembering him and shooing him away; he'd never fully understood Al's attachment, himself wary of the older man and his temper. He hadn't tried to argue with it, though. Stuff like that didn't come from reasons you could explain away with logic, and it didn't surprise him to hear that Al thought of Rep as family, of a sort. Weird and dangerous family, maybe, but Al cared, so that was enough for Noah. Even if Noah wasn't about to seek Rep out for company.

"Uh huh," he said, and pulled Al back into a hug. "It, it doesn't usually last long, right? When weird things happen? He'll remember you." Probably, he didn't say, and with an unexpected pang, I miss my uncle.

Laz shifted watchfully in Noah's thoughts. He voiced a soft and bubbling growl.

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PostPosted: Thu Dec 10, 2015 3:33 am



"I look up to him man... it's hard when it seems like he's constantly in trouble but never needs my help... or I just get in the way... it's just. I don't know. I thought of him like that but now I'm just... to him I'm just some weird kid he doesn't want to get to know again." Once he was back in the hug again he gave Noah a tighter - needier - squeeze.

"What if he doesn't want to remember me?" He buried his face in the side of Noah's neck again.


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PostPosted: Sat Dec 12, 2015 7:35 pm


"He kinda sounded like he didn't want to remember anything, not just you," Noah offered awkwardly. He stroked Al's back. How did you comfort someone when you didn't have answers or help for what was hurting them? He had no idea what to do, except that he could hug, so he did that.

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PostPosted: Sat Dec 12, 2015 7:49 pm



Annnd then his legs buckled under and he took Noah with him. Once he was sitting on the ground, hauling the other man around into his lap as he refused to fully break the hug. "Why do you have to sound so reasonable?"


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PostPosted: Sat Dec 12, 2015 8:00 pm


Noah staggered a little, but folded down with Al, sitting down in his lap and leaning against him. "I'm a scientist," he pointed out, reasonably. "I do logic. Um. If you really wanna be upset I guess I could be less reasonable?"

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PostPosted: Sat Dec 12, 2015 8:06 pm



"N-no...," Al sighed. "Reasonable is good for me sometimes," he offered a weary and tired smile. "Sort of like sometimes broccoli is more good for you than Poptarts." Yes, he was absolutely comparing Noah to broccoli now.
PostPosted: Sat Dec 12, 2015 8:11 pm


Noah cast about for a response, and came up with, "I wouldn't wanna have it for breakfast though." He paused. "Um, how long has it been since you ate anything?" He sat back a little and gave Al a narrow look.

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PostPosted: Sat Dec 12, 2015 8:16 pm



"Uhhh...." Al's eyes rolled to the side as if something behind him was suddenly very interesting.
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