Millie had gotten home finally after a night full of surprises. And no good surprises either. Disappointment from one end…from the bitter betrayal that Acubens had showen her, and disgust from the other…from the senshi who had…gotten herself into…something. Into something that was seemingly undo-able…something that made her something that…was just…an abomination.

The girl threw herself on her bed, hugging her pillow tightly. That senshi backed herself into a corner…there was no way out but death…and what if even death was…ugh.

In reality…there wasn’t that much of an issue with the whole thing…it just…was different. Different and kind of…frightening. There was no bargaining chip…and what happened to just getting strong enough to get rid of chaos…why did people think that it was such a good idea to be impervious to chaos? Chaos was a part of everyone…at least a little bit…There was darkness in every heart and every soul…if you got rid of the darkness…filled it with light that…in all respects wasn’t…yours…but belonged to a planet that you couldn’t even…

The girl grunted and rolled over, covering her head with the pillow now. It was an absolute. Only sith dealt in absolutes…What was going to stop these strange senshi from beginning to think they were the superior beings…because they alone were ‘chaos free’…when did it become a fight between the glowing ones and the non glowing ones…what was even to stop a civil war between the forces of order...

It just...was so wrong on so many levels...it was such a gnarly mix of cowardice and something. Something that she just didn’t have a name for...fear was pretty much the same thing as cowardice, so it didn’t really work as another word for...for something. What was she even thinking? It felt like her whole mind was racing and she felt like she might be sick so...she just didn’t know. Nothing was making sense...nothing. The universe was supposed to have a sense of balance and this just...tipped the scales in a way she didn’t really understand...Becoming that tied to something...was attachment. Even if it was attachment to your soul...couldn’t that end up being dangerous?

Didn’t anyone even bother thinking about this before it happened? Sure...short term...it must be nice not to have to worry about someone shoving their hand into your chest and corrupting you...but there was really nothing to say that this wasn’t some big trap from some other source...

In all the time she had been around, she had never heard of anything like this happening, and maybe that was the issue. It was something new...something new just didn’t...sit well.

To be perfectly honest...

Millie took the pillow off her face and rolled onto her back, staring up at her ceiling, a troubled expression on her face.

To be honest...she wanted to go up to her asteroid...some part of her longed for the comfort of the lush green dense forests of her homeworld...but the senshi had said that she had gotten her glow from the homeworld....so...maybe that meant that it was the homeworlds that was the biggest issue...

It was a frightening concept...what if something on their homeworlds was toxic or something...what if it was all some sort of nasty trap...

One thing was for sure...she needed more answers...and she had to find the others that the purple eternal had mentioned...Ganymede was really the only name that stuck out to her...that and something else and...something with a long name. Penthsaurous or something. Something.

She would deal with that later though...right now...now it was just time to sleep. Sleep and try to get past the disgusting disappointments of the day.