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Posted: Wed Mar 11, 2015 9:14 am
It had been almost a week since he'd found The Note waiting for him and while he was still extremely hurt and pissed off (and planning various ways in which he might make his displeasure known to the offending party) but he was also working towards focusing the anger into something less self-destructive and more constructive. Like getting back to dancing with Paris on a paired routine they'd been working on instead of endlessly patrolling and trying to get into as many fights (powered or otherwise) as humanly possible. So he'd sent her a text and invited her to join him in one of the practice rooms available to dancers with the Destiny City Ballet Company; they'd worked out the details and decided that today would be the day. Colin waited for the ballerina outside the theater, not because she didn't know her way around or anything like that, but because it was the polite thing to do - and no matter how pissed he might have been at his fella, he wasn't going to take it out on one of his friends. Paris would find him there, leaning against one of the trees planted for the 'beautifcation' of Destiny City's side walks, in dark skinny jeans and a navy peacoat over a Star-Trek themed T-shirt, his dance bag on the ground at his Converse-clad feet, ear-buds in his ears, blotting out the sounds of the world around him while he scowled down at his phone like it offended him. Sunshine Alouette ICly, this is in early Febtober, just FYI.
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Posted: Mon Mar 16, 2015 8:36 am
Paris was pleased for an excuse to get out of the house, even if that meant leaving the comfort and safety she found there. There was only so much obsessive cleaning, cooking, baking, and washing and folding laundry she could do before she got bored with it and needed a little something different to take her mind off of recent events. At the same time, she didn't quite feel like going out on her own.
Kidnapping and torture would do that to you.
But work was a good distraction, and there was no better work than dancing with a friend. She responded to the summons with a sense of relief and mild excitement. Getting back to her normal routine seemed to be just what the doctor ordered.
Though she might look thinner and paler than usual, and still somewhat drawn even several weeks later, Paris met Colin with a smile and a wave as she approached in her street clothes with her dance bag slung over one shoulder.
“Hi!” she beamed at him before he even had the chance to remove his ear-buds. She figured her voice was naturally loud enough to compensate. “Ready to get to work?”
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Posted: Mon Mar 16, 2015 6:38 pm
Colin would have been utterly horrified to hear about what happened to Paris; perhaps some day she would confide in him, but at the very least it was a good step forward that she was leaving the security of her home to go out. A sign that she was healing, moving past allowing the horrific experience limit her life quite so much. When the ballerina came close enough that he caught her approach in his peripheral vision, he looked up while tugging the tiny headphones from his ears and smiled back at her. She was pale and wan, as though something very trying had happened to her - smudges that accentuated the new sadness behind her bright eyes. "Hey beautiful!" He wasn't exactly a prize himself, with the same sort of smudges under his eyes that said he wasn't sleeping well and a slump to his shoulders that hinted at carried sadness. Shoving his phone into a jacket pocket he moved forward to give the petite blond his preferred means of greeting, albeit a bit more carefully than he might have otherwise. Hugging Paris wasn't any big thing, but he had a feeling that taking it easy on her would be more appropriate than picking her up and spinning her around. "Ready to pretend I'm working while you make me look good, more like." The danseur leaned down and scooped up the strap of his bag, settling it onto his shoulder as he straightened and started off into the building, "We'll be on the second floor in the far practice room this time." He preferred that one, it caught the light really well when it was sunny and didn't have a piano taking up space (if they wanted music it'd be digital rather than live). Plus it was furthest from the biggest practice areas, so they didn't have to worry about getting distracted by someone else's music while working. "So how've you been doing? How're things with Chris?"
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Posted: Tue Mar 31, 2015 7:07 am
Paris returned the hug with some of her usual energy, though there was an uncommon restraint to her actions, and a guardedness about her that hadn't quite been there before. She still smiled with the same brightness, but her eyes looked a little less open, a little more haunted.
That and her hair was shorter. She was still getting used to the new style and ran a hand through it compulsively when she pulled back from the hug.
“I've been doing alright,” she said. “Trying to focus on school and finishing out this apprenticeship. Chris is great. His usual helpless self. He's so spoiled. He's lucky I love him so much. He goes down to Florida for Spring Training in about a week or so. I'm going to miss him so much.”
Paris tried not to look miserable, keeping her smile on her face as she spoke, but her eyes once again gave her away. She was not looking forward to Chris going away this year.
“How about you?” she asked, following Colin into the building. “And Bjorn. Any word from him?”
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Posted: Mon Apr 06, 2015 6:21 pm
That his friend wasn't entirely her usual, sun-shiny self wasn't lost on Colin, but he didn't want to press her for information that she might not be ready or willing to divulge. "You're hair's awfully cute like that, when'd you get it done?" Generally speaking, asking a lady about her most recent hair style (or make-up) was a 'safe' topic...he had no idea just how weighted it could be for Paris, though he would have been utterly horrified to learn it was - and most especially if he was told why. "You know, if you get lonely without Chris you can always call me up. I'd be happy to come by and watch bad movies while doing our nails." Was Colin into dressing like a lady? No. Was Colin totally fine with nail polish and the like? Yes. Yes he was. "Oh, I'm...doing mostly okay. He's still not back yet and I miss him like crazy. I'm just trying to keep busy, you know?" The way he said it could possibly cause Paris to infer that he meant busy with civilian stuff and senshi stuff. Some not-so-small talk while they made their way to their practice room; Colin unlocked it with a key he'd been given and held the door open for Paris. "After you."
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Posted: Thu Apr 09, 2015 8:01 am
“Oh, I cut it a few days ago,” she replied, ruffling her hand through her hair again. She tried to retain her smile but it ended up looking a bit wan. She'd not been happy to part with her long hair. “I had to. It was... sort of damaged. Didn't look too great anymore. But it's alright, right? It'll grow back out.”
A part of her wanted to talk about what had happened, and the resulting feelings she carried around. But there was another part of her—a stronger part of her—that just wanted to move passed it and get back to her normal life. So she said nothing further on the topic, not so closed off that she wouldn't accept questions, but not about to divulge anything on her own.
Stubbornly she held onto the things in her life that brought her joy—her friends and family. She beamed at Colin's offer. The idea of not being so lonely while Chris was gone put a spring back into her step.
“Prepare to be bombarded with bored texts and lonely phone calls then, because I just know I won't last a day,” she said.
Paris paused on her way into the practice room, and she wondered to herself if she should dig deeper on the topic of Bjorn, but if Colin was trying to keep busy she figured he was trying his best not to dwell on it, and it wouldn't be terribly kind of her to drag it out of him now. If he wanted to discuss it, she hoped he'd do so on his own terms.
“We should go out again, too,” she decided. “I haven't been clubbing in a while. Oh!” she gasped, all bright eyes and wide smiles now that her attention was off the initial sad 'how are you's. “I've always wanted to go to a honkytonk bar but Chris thinks it's too silly. So I was just going to go by myself, but you should come with me! It'll be fun! I love hokey s**t like that!” she said, bouncing into the practice room with a bit of her usual bubbly attitude.
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Posted: Fri Apr 10, 2015 11:44 pm
Paris really didn't seem happy about the fact that her hair had been cut despite the fact that the end result was actually quite fetching on her. It wasn't something that he could figure out without asking but she really didn't seem comfortable with discussing whatever the cause of the damage that necessitated the aforementioned salon visit. "Well, whatever the reason, it really does look good on you while you're waiting for it to grow back out." They both had that tendency, to deal with things and hurts on their own if at all possible and to just move on..but sometimes one just needed to trust, to find a caring shoulder. "Can I ask...how it was damaged? Or would you rather not talk about it?" With the downturn her expression and body language had taken with the hair conversation, it was nice to see it change and brighten at his offer. "I am totally fine with that, you've got my info - use it whenever, okay? I know what it's like." It had been very lonely when he left for Battlesea and if he hadn't been banned from communicating with anyone but his mother he might have worn out his welcome with his friends from it. "Yes! We should - it was so much fun last time!" Her idea of visiting a honkytonk bar was met with excitement and bright eyes; clearly he found the idea appealing and fun. "I'm so there. I think I can borrow some cowboy boots." There were reasons they got along so well...and it seemed a love of hokey s**t was one of them.
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Posted: Wed Apr 29, 2015 11:29 am
Paris tried to keep her brightened mood on her way into the practice room. She had friendly text chats and visits to honkytonk bars to look forward to. She wasn't going to be lonely. She had plenty of things to distract her from what had happened while Chris was gone.
But Colin's curiosity kept eating at her, and Paris wondered if it was right of her to be keeping secrets. If she wanted Colin to talk to her about Bjorn on his own terms, then shouldn't she return the favor and explain?
She smiled sadly, running her fingers through her hair again compulsively. Then she cleared her throat and shrugged her shoulders and tried to make it seem like it wasn't that big a deal. “You know how there's that thing we both know that we don't really talk about?”
There weren't very many people in her life like that. Or there hadn't used to be. When it came to her friends she either knew they were Senshi or Knights and she talked to them about Senshi things, or she had no idea and she treated their relationship like it was normal. But with Colin she knew that he knew, and he knew that she knew, they just didn't often bring it up. It was the same with her cousin. And now, too, with her mother.
And Ladon. It was like that with Ladon, too.
Suddenly worried that there might be people around after all, Paris gave the practice room a quick once over to reassure herself that they really were alone.
“Did you hear about how some of us were held captive?” she asked. She didn't specify who “us” was, or who had done the capturing. She knew she didn't have to. “I was there,” she explained. “For... I think it was a week. It was hard to tell time, but I know when I got out it was, like, a week later or something. Anyway, my hair was kind of really gross after that so I had to cut it off. Chris, too,” she said, thereby revealing her husband's fate as well
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Posted: Fri May 15, 2015 2:28 am
She would definitely not have to be alone - or bored - while Chris was off doing things she couldn't participate in. Colin was a fantastic person to do those sorts of things with, because while he was very affectionate and friendly he was also the sort of person that would do his best to respect your boundaries. And get between you and anyone else that wasn't. Paris' question caused him to quirk a brow in her direction - the thing they both knew but didn't talk about. Being senshi. He nodded, lips curving to smile though he was slightly wary because of her odd manner. "How could I forget. Is something the matter?" Following her into the room, he went and set his dance bag down and started toeing off his street shoes. Might as well keep busy, right? It was often easier to talk while doing things - or while the other party was doing things - than it was if they were staring expectantly at you...as long as you made sure your companion knew you were paying attention. Which he was. 'Some of us were held captive...' Stopped him still and he looked over at her, straightening and frowning with concern. Colin's stomach dropped - Paris and her husband? Chris was...like them. "Sweet Jesus, Paris...I had no idea. I... Jesus Paris, that's --." And there he went, being the big brother type, the concerned friend, the guy who would put his arms around you because you looked sad and a hug might help. Paris would end up in a hug while he had the most shocked and horrified expression on his face. Held captive. By the Negaverse. And they were notoriously cruel with things like that...he'd heard stories whispered - he didn't need to see the atrocities. He could see how affected his friend was, it was enough. "God I'm so sorry, you didn't deserve that." Nobody ever does. No wonder she's so...ugh, bastards!Sunshine Alouette I sincerely apologize for my fail. @_@ If you'd like her to stop him from a big brother hug, let me know and I can edit~
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Posted: Sat May 16, 2015 7:30 am
Paris didn't mind the hug in the least. In fact, it felt reassuring to have someone else's arms around her, particularly when that someone else was a friend. A hug meant more than comfort and companionship, it meant she wasn't alone, and ever since her capture that had become one of her greatest fears—being alone.
She wrapped her arms around Colin in a tight embrace and put her head to his shoulder the way she often did with Chris, though Colin wasn't nearly as tall as her husband. It didn't matter. The comfort was there, and Paris found that she was able to look back on what had happened to her with marginally less sadness.
“It's okay,” she said, but soon thought better of it and added, “Actually, no, it's not. It was awful. But it's over now and I'm getting better at dealing with it. It's just... one of those things that takes time, I guess. It could have been a lot worse. I mean, I'm here and alive, aren't I?”
Paris tried to sound optimistic about it, but a note of sadness continued to haunt her voice.
Slowly she pulled away from the hug after she'd soaked in as much warmth and comfort as she could. She smiled a strained little smile and turned so Colin could see the back of her right shoulder. She pulled down the fabric of her shirt to reveal the scar that had formed from the brand in the shape of her planetary symbol.
“They gave me this,” she said. “Probably thought they were going to shame me, but it didn't work. I'll take it and wear it with pride. They can hurt me all they want, but I won't let them break me.”
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