Multi's Journal of Secrets

[Watashi wa Hitori]

I guess I should start this off by saying that I really don't mind if people comment in this thread, as long as it's nothing negative or mean. I'm kind of doing this because it's always a good way for me to get a lot of things out of my mind. I usually post up an entry in the Gaia journals, but I feel this is different, somehow. Not quite sure how.

Anyways, enough of that, let's get on to babbling. My novel, Darkened Destinies, is coming along nicely. Chapter twelve has recently been finished, and I can feel that the end of the novel is getting close to the end. Just a few more chapters, and it should possibly come to a dramatic, and tragic end. I'm allowing my good friend, whom I call Crusade, to read it in order to get any sort of feedback. He's been a great friend to me, and he's given me lots of great feedback that I needed on that novel. Without him, I don't know if I would be able to get even this far into the novel.

However, since that chapter is finished, I'm taking a mental break from literature and moving on to my art projects. Mainly the third angel in my Seasonal Angel drawing series. I've already drawn Spring and Summer and they have both turned out beautifully, and I'm currently working on Autumn as I speak. I can already tell that this piece is going to be great, as well. I really can't wait to get started on the Winter Angel.

On another note, I got on the scale last night, finally. My weight was 236 lbs. I'm making progress in my weight loss goal. My exercising is helping a lot, and I'm eating a lot less than I normally would in a day. I feel I'm accomplishing what no fad diet would get me, and I'm doing it on my own. That is why I feel so proud of myself.

I suppose that's all I have to say for today. I hope everyone's enjoyed reading this. I apologize if it wasn't interesting. It's just my daily life, but like I said before, I don't mind if anyone leaves a comment.

 

[Watashi wa Hitori]

Hooray! Another weekly entry! I guess this is what these should be. My weekly entries for this group so everyone can peer into my mind and ask 'Who exactly is that girl?'

In any case, I've honestly figured out that what I'm currently doing right now in my life, with staying at home, creating art projects and working on my novel, is what I feel I should be doing right now. My novel is painfully getting close to its finish. I just know it from the story that I keep replaying over and over in my mind. I feel it only has two more chapters left for it left before I prepare it for publishing, and I know that several publishers are going to reject me, but I can only hope that someone will take it in for it's final editing process.

Anyways, I've got a couple more projects that I'm working on that's been keeping me busy for a while. I'm finally getting around to teaching myself how to play the violin. Attempting to, of course. Though, I'm pretty excited about it. I've always loved the sound of the violin, and maybe once I'm good enough, I feel I should create violin covers for my favorite songs and post them up onto YouTube. Oh, speaking of YouTube, that would bring up my second project that has kept me busy in my free time so I don't procrastinate anymore than I've already have on my drawings and writings. I have decided that it's time for me to try to record myself playing computer games and post them up onto my YouTube channel. I know many people do it to try to get famous, but I don't care if I get famous from that or not. I'm only doing that just to entertain people and make people smile if they've had a terrible day. That's what I hope to bring. Not for myself, for other people who go watch videos.

So, I guess that's all I have for this week. I hope it was interesting for you. It certainly was interesting for me. I'll get back with another post next week.

 

[Watashi wa Hitori]

Good afternoon, everyone! I really hope you all are having a wonderful day so far. My day is doing wonderful as it is. I am back with another weekly entry, though I'm unsure if anyone even reads this. So, let's just get right down to it.

I've finally got my YouTube channel up and running. If anyone wants to watch me on YouTube, go ahead and check out MultiAshProductions. I've already posted up a few videos of myself playing and commentating a couple of games. I'm currently in the middle of playing an RPG horror game, called Corpse Party Rebuilt, and in between my Corpse Party videos, I am playing a completely random game, called Happy Wheels. I know it looks like that I want or that I pretend to be somebody with this, but in all honesty, I'm really nobody. I'm just a girl posting up gaming videos for everyone's entertainment. If I fail, and if that makes someone else smile, then I shall be happy to be the gracious loser.

Anyways, my novel, Darkened Destinies, is doing absolutely well. I'm currently working on the final chapter as we speak. I'm going to try to finish it as quickly as possible, and then I'll go back through, make any changes that need to be made, and polish it up before I hand it in to publishers for them to just tear it apart. I know my writing skills aren't perfect, but the story I have in mind is one of the best, I feel. I just really hope that I will be able succeed with this, and if I don't, I shall just continue trying.

I've gotten around to making an eBay account. I know it sounds random, but there's a reason. I'm going to attempt selling my artwork on eBay, and hopefully make a living off of that and/ or my novel, if it publishes. I have just stacks of framed drawings that I have no room for, and I need to do something with them, so I had an idea of selling the drawings that I created. It's a brilliant idea, I believe, and if I can get myself onto my feet, then I'll be able to probably move out of my parents' house, and move into an apartment somewhere. Hopefully somewhere in town, close to UPS and Walmart.

Well, that's all for this week. I hope you enjoyed reading. Bye for now.

 

[Watashi wa Hitori]

Hey there, everybody. It's Monday again, so that means another entry from me. I've got a few things to talk about, but not much.

Okay, so I thought I was going to be able to sell my artwork on eBay, but it turns out that it's not so likely. My brother told me at the last minute that I'd end up having to subscribe to Pay Pal after I start selling, so I'm kind of glad I didn't start selling anything yet. It makes me feel like I avoided a catastrophe. So, I'm back to square one of attempting to sell my artwork through Facebook on my Facebook page.

Anyways, I do have a little bit of good news that happened. I recently became a YouTube partner, and my application with Adsense was approved, so now I am going to be making a little bit of money for my YouTube videos that I post up. I'm honestly really excited about that. I feel like it's going to help me in the long run. I just need more people to watch my videos, so if anyone is interested in watching my videos, and wants to spread the word to their friends, please check it out on my profile, or in my signature. It would mean so much to me knowing that I could put a smile on someone's face through my randomness and possible stupidity.

As for the novel front on Darkened Destinies, I'm not finished writing it yet. I thought that I would have time writing the final chapter, but with Christmas just around the corner, and preparing my channel for this new partnership with YouTube, I've had very little time to dedicate it to my novel. So, I'm going to try to finish it as soon as possible, and then start editing it, and polishing it up for publishing companies, and hopefully they would even consider editing my novel for a final time in order for it to be published for all of you guys to read.

Well, that's all I have for this week. I hope you all have a wonderful Christmas. Stay warm and please be safe if you're traveling. That's all for today. Bye for now.

 

[Watashi wa Hitori]

Hey there, everybody. I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas holiday. I had a fantastic holiday with my family and I have some wonderful updates to share with all of you guys.

Anyways, I have finally finished writing Darkened Destinies. The draft is finished. All I need to do now is go back through each chapter and edit it, and then polish up the whole thing so I can email it to publishers. I'm pretty excited about it. The ending was as heart breaking as I wanted it to be, and I hope that it does get published.

So, I have officially started working on the last angel to my artwork series in which I have called The Seasonal Angels. As you might've guessed, it is simply just the angels of the different seasons. The final angel that I have started drawing out is the winter angel, and winter is my favorite season. I'll be sure to post it up on both my Brandt Artistry Facebook page and my Deviant Art page for everyone to enjoy. The other three angels are there, so if you all wish to take a look at them, please be my guest. I do sell artwork on my Facebook page, if you do feel you want one of my artworks hanging on your walls.

Honestly, since I've started making videos for YouTube, I've been extremely happy. I feel as though nothing can get me down. I've finished playing through Corpse Party Rebuilt, and I'm currently trying to get some more viewers as we speak. I do hope to gain more viewers in the future. I've even started recording with my friend, who also has a channel, and plans on recording videos, too.

That's all for today. Bye for now.

 

[Watashi wa Hitori]

I am back with another entry! So... I hope your New Year's was good. Mine was alright. Pretty mellow, if you ask me. I played a lot of board games with my family, though, waiting for midnight to roll around. It was a great way to pass the time. I'm honestly glad I brought in my Magic cards and my game Love Letter. Those were fun.

Anyways, I've finished my artwork series, The Seasonal Angels. I'm really happy about that. I posted all four of the angels on Brandt Artistry, which is one of my Facebook pages, and my Deviant Art page, but I'm selling them on my Facebook page. I'm attempting to sell them individually and as a set, so hopefully, maybe they'll catch the eye of someone who's interested in that kind of stuff. I'm not sure. I'm not really holding my breath, but one can hope, right?

On another note, I've started doing a second edit on Darkened Destinies before I polish it up into a nice manuscript for publishers to read. That way, they would only have to worry about a final edit, if they do accept it. I am placing most of my hopes in this novel of mine, as well as my YouTube channel, considering that I have more of a potential in making money in one or both instead of my artwork, despite the fact that I'm pretty talented with my artwork. I'm almost tempted on making a mock cover for Darkened Destinies, just to see how it would turn out, but I haven't decided.

Well, other than that, everything's been great. My YouTube channel has been doing great. I've now got 28 subscribers. I do hope to get more, but that's all up to whoever is watching my videos on if they're spreading the word about me. I'm attempting to download a few RPG makers right now so I can start recording and playing Ao Oni, which is the next series that I'm going to start hopefully tomorrow. However, the install has been taking a long time, but I do hope it will work out in the end.

That's all for today. Bye for now.

 

[Watashi wa Hitori]

Alright, so I haven't posted an entry in a couple of weeks. I do apologize for that. I've been really busy trying to keep to my schedule and stay as proactive as I possibly can for everyone. However, I did find myself going into town a couple of times to spend some time with a really close friend of mine, so I had to record more than I usually would in a day just to stay on schedule.

Anyways, enough of that. I hope everyone's doing well. I'm certainly doing pretty well. First thing is first, I do hope that you all are checking out my YouTube channel. I've been posting up videos five days times a week, during the weekdays, so I hope it's enough to keep you entertained. It really means a lot to me if all of you guys are checking out my channel and spreading the word to your friends about it, and liking each of my videos. I can't thank you guys enough. You guys are all awesome for your support. I honestly wouldn't be making videos if it wasn't going to entertain you guys.

Okay, enough of that, too. So, I've been editing my novel. I'm really taking the time to edit Darkened Destinies because I really want to have a shot of having it published. I can honestly say that the story to this novel is really dramatic, and I'm honestly thinking about writing another dramatic novel draft. I feel I'm better at writing dramatic stories than love stories.

I've also been continuing my artwork. Like I've said a couple of weeks ago in my last entry, I've finished The Seasonal Angels, and it can honestly be seen on my Deviant Art page or my Brandt Artistry Facebook page. Both of the links are on my profile if you want to check it out. I'm also taking the time to work on my anime style, too.

That's all for today. Bye for now.

 

[Watashi wa Hitori]

Hey there, everyone. I do apologize for not posting up an entry in a while. I've been terribly busy with a lot of things and visiting friends up in Montana. So that ate up a lot of my time. But either way, I'm back, and I'm going to try to continue on with my weekly posts just as I had planned.

Let's move on, shall we? I've finished editing and polishing up my novel draft, Darkened Destinies, and I have to say, it looks magnificent. Now all I have to do is send the draft copy to publishers and see if they'll take it in for further editing, or whatever process they go through in order to get a book published. Honestly, I'm a little bit nervous about sending them a copy of my draft, because I know that my writing is amateurish, and I can only hope for the best, but at the same time, I'll never know if it'll get published or not if I don't try. So, I've just gotta give myself a little bit of encouragement, and I'm sure it'll all be fine.

On another note, I've finally reached 33 subscribers on my YouTube channel. Well, that's mostly because of my friends from Montana wanting to support me, and I'm thankful that they are. I'm still posting up five videos per week, and I do hope that my own commentary skills are getting better with each new video that I create so I can entertain people more and more with my lame jokes or with my flustered reactions.

I'm also currently working on a commission for a T-shirt design, as well. Well, it's not exactly going to help me gain money, but it'll help me gain the publicity that I possibly need in order to help boost my art career in the right direction. It's been at a stand still for so long, I really don't know how to handle it. And, I think I know why. I've been out of work for so long, I don't have the money to send my artworks to galleries. So, I've recently been applying at jobs, and I dearly hope that a job takes me in so I can further my art career and my dreams.

Well, that's all for today. Bye for now.