I'm kinda worried about Aoi

[ScorpianAkio]

He seems to be trying to clog his arteries and ruin his health. I'm getting kinda worried that he might get really sick or something.
I know it's none of my business but....  

[Semok]

ScorpianAkio

He seems to be trying to clog his arteries and ruin his health. I'm getting kinda worried that he might get really sick or something.
I know it's none of my business but....

He's always been like that. He does it for attention. I've learned to just ignore him. I used to care, and used to offer advice, but he doesn't care, and he's an adult now, so it's his own life to do as he wishes.

Lots of people have wanted to help, but Aoi is happy with being unhappy and stupid.  

[ScorpianAkio]

Semok

ScorpianAkio

He seems to be trying to clog his arteries and ruin his health. I'm getting kinda worried that he might get really sick or something.
I know it's none of my business but....

He's always been like that. He does it for attention. I've learned to just ignore him. I used to care, and used to offer advice, but he doesn't care, and he's an adult now, so it's his own life to do as he wishes.

Lots of people have wanted to help, but Aoi is happy with being unhappy and stupid.

huh...I've never really thought about it that way, but I hope he at least starts taking care of his health. He sounds really sick in his ramblings sad  

[kero-chaaan]

Zombie Girl Ali

Yeah I've been eating mostly fast food and junk food a lot, rarely real meals.

And I am still trying to clog them but I fear they may already be parcially clogged (maybe like 30ish%). I have such a huge beer belly at 41 inches (having a belly of more than 40 inches is high risk for heart disease), my hips are only 38, so I have a high waist-tohip ratio, apple shape.

I sometimes get slight chest pains, and sometimes if I eat a lot, it gets somewhat hard to breathe. Makes me wonder if there is fat around my lungs, or liver.

if you wanna feel that 2x, you should eat chinese food.
they put so much msg in those restaurants, youll feel like youre already obese

gonk  

[KazeRin]

The belly's probably partially from water retention caused by too much sodium intake.

But yeah, Aoi's been trying to destroy himself for years.
When I first met him he wasn't too bad... then after a year or two he started obsessing over colors, then people seeing weirdly... but back then he swore he'd never drink...

Then he started with the benadryl and alcohol... decided to try to outdrink semok who was drinking far too much at the time... then Aoi started increasing his Benadryl dosage.. then threatening to kill himself...
Then he decided he wanted his eyes to be messed up..
Then decided he wanted to get overweight and unhealthy and clog his arteries...
Not that he ever ate healthily. Was always obsessed with cheap microwave food, but at least he used to be a teenager and it was kind of normal...

Aoi... would be a great troll if he was doing all this on purpose... I don't know, sometimes I still think he is trolling us all.
Other times I kinda worry... but he has no desire to really accomplish anything with his life and nowadays it sounds like his biggest goal is to ruin his own life. So yeah, I've stopped caring mostly.
He had a girlfriend for a while, found her here.. or maybe that was all just a game, what do I know?... but she's out of the picture now. He's way too unstable for that.
Sigh.  

[portraitofaudacity]

"Do not offer sympathy to the mentally ill.
Tell them firmly:
I am not paid to listen to this drivel.
You are a terminal boob."

- William S Burroughs

Believe me. I get paid good morning to take care of people like Aoi.  

[Semok]

portraitofaudacity

"Do not offer sympathy to the mentally ill.
Tell them firmly:
I am not paid to listen to this drivel.
You are a terminal boob."

- William S Burroughs

Believe me. I get paid good morning to take care of people like Aoi.

I'd prefer to get paid in evenin's.  

[Protedgy]

Zombie Girl Ali

My goals in life:

1. I want clogged arteries, won't stop til all my heart arteries are clogged.
2. I want elbow wrinkles
3. I want 1 hand wrinkle that forms on my wrist and I don't have to bend hand at all.
4. Same with feet, want 1 wrinkle that forms on ankle and I don't have to bend to make it form.
5. I want swelling hands and feet. If they are swollen I will have the line on hand and feet.
6. I want the biggest beer belly ever.
7. I want congestive heart failure.
8. I want to get a heart attack at 30 or younger.
9. I want to get obese.
10. I want hand tremors.
11. I want bad messed up vision.
12. I want to go deaf out of one of my ears.

Aoi, why do you wish for this?