Sense March of 2012 iv been dealing in near never ending pains in my spine, upper and lower back, left shoulder, hip, ankle and wrist and the center point of my neck. These pains are due to an injury dealt to me by a man with no regard for the safety of others and who because of his ignorance has left me permanently disabled to some degree. A month before my first child was born he hit me with a forklift caring a pallet of assembled picnicking tables going close to 15MPL. I was struck from behind and left on the floor with no one to help me. I was then forced to continue working other wise be fired, within the hour the pain became to much i left work without saying anything to anyone and drove my self home picked up my wife who then drove me to the ER where i was given an X-ray told nothing was broken and sent home without anything so much as an Advil for the pain. Sense then iv dealt daily with pains that never end with one one save my family and friends whom have seen how this pain as effected me to believe me. This journal marked my life from 7/19/2014 onwards and how i now live my life ...
Posted: Fri Aug 22, 2014 12:51 am
So i had really hoped to not make a post here and honestly iv gone far longer then i had thought possible for not making a post but it seems i need to unload a few things other wise im going to let lose like a partial rail gun cannon firing tiny shards of atomic atom's at people's face so i can watch them explode like subatomic nuclear war heads with a scale blast later then the total mass volume of mother ******** Russia !
I need to unload 3 things ...
#1 Iv got a bad additions to coke cola. for years its been my go to cool down "Drug" if you will. It got to the point i can't have a cola in the house without drinking it. I can go through a 24 pack in like 3 to 4 days easy. So i control this addiction by ONLY buying one when im upset. Iv told my wife this ... and 2 days ago she ignored the fact iv told her time and again NOT to buy packs of cola because i can't help myself. So what does she do ? buys 510 6 pack bottles because they where on sale thinking id only drink one a day. Im done to 3 ( extreme self control on my part ) but when she see's how many are left ( and im not the only one who's been drinking them FYI ) she flips s**t on me ?
Im just like b***h do you buy beer for a recovering alcoholic ? Once a weeks isn'tgoing to ruin him but you dont buy the ******** a 12 pack and leave the room. Whats wrong with you ?
#2 I lost a very close friends because he and his b***h of a girlfriend wanted to act like ******** 16 year old girls who didn't get the yellow Mazda RZ8 they wanted and smashed the windshield. I stay out of other peoples drama and i make that VERY clear. My friends girl opted to go to war with a very close friend of mien ( Might as well be my sister ) over not being allowed to punish my "sisters" kids. then for 9 hours straight she made it a point to be a total b***h to her for no reason at all. After a while i got dragged into it all. Well as anyone who knows me will tell you. Dragging me into your drama and im going to lay your dirty laundry out for the world to see friend or not. b***h kept talking s**t to people and lieing to everyone telling them all a different story then what really happened then tryied to turn it on me somehow. so i snapped and let lose on FB.
So before anyone else gets the jumps on me with an angry mob with pitch forks and torch's or Amanda casts another fire ball allow me to set the record straight. #1 I don't get involved in other peoples drama which is the ONLY reason i kept my mouth shout yesterday, but after getting woke up to Kay screaming at Amanda about god only knows what ( I was still sleep and wasn't sure what all was said to start it off, something about Amanda wanting kay to not punish jade in some way or another. ) then going out of her way to be a b***h to Amanda ALL damn day long. ( locking her out of the house so Amanda couldn't get to jades stuff, trying all day to get into a fight with her by going out of her way to turn the cable off for example, being a flat out layer to EVERYONE about what really happened and trying to force fluffy to be her weapon of choice in starting more drama by telling him to pull Amanda aside and tell her to and i quote "tell her to shout her mouth or ill shout her mouth" when Amanda wasn't even in the house or saying anything to kay! ) #1 Nina EVERYTHING kay told you was bullshit, I know she talked to you and what she said because I WAS IN THE ROOM. she only stopped because Amanda came into the room ... #2 ghosty's Im not sure what happened between you and fluffy last night but i very much would like to know and id like to also hear Corina's side of things as well. Fluffy dude honestly ... MAN THE ******** UP AND TELL KAY TO SHUT THE ******** UP. All she's doing is using you and bitching at you for EVERYTHING. Unless you haven't noticed im pretty sure shes cheating on you with the DM. Hugging is one thing but iv seem them kissing ( on the lips, though i don't know nor care about your relationship style im just saying ...) #3 I spent the day with fluffy and kay at the flea market and honestly i wish i hadn't. It was like 6 hours of hearing kay b***h and carrie bitching about Amanda or talk s**t about her or how she better not call her a Noob for a ******** card game. #4 I was dragged into this drama. I take a stance of "If its not my drama its not my problem." I was dragged into this and unfortunately for every one involved i burn bridge's like a kid pyro with a spray can of napalm and a match book. Fluffy iv no problems with you, nor do i have one with you ghosty's or Corina. My one and only problem is from Kay.'s ma'ma drama bullshit and trying to start more drama with there are so many other ways to lead with or ignore the problem at hand. At this point i could care less who gets butt hurt and who stands behind me on this. Im NEUTRAL remember that when you b***h to me or around me. What you say around me thinking im not going to say because im like you lmao sorry neutral im telling the world. If you don't want your lies coming into the light STFU around me ... i don't want to hear it. Keep that in mind next time.
Lets put it like this. When i go to war ... I don't take prisons ... So ether get out of my way until im done or get ready because I'm going to destroy you. ( FYI the DM was cheating and now iv ruined a marriage. Do i feel bad? Let me think on that, NOPE! )
OMFG i don't know why but this makes me rage so hard but i can't really say anything thing because all it would do is cause more drama but ...
#1 Don't put my soda in the freezer then open it until the ice is 100% gone. It makes it taste like crap and iv told you IDK how many times !
#2 Don't put my opened unchilled soda in the fridge !
Yeah im picky about how i like my soda ....
Posted: Sat Jan 10, 2015 2:04 am
=___= OMFG so a few weeks ago i kicked from a crew position within a guild im in because i let loss on the whinny little b***h of a vice captain. Im sorry but if your going to hold an event then screw everyone over and piss them all off you can expect them to rage at least a little, don't b***h to the crew like we're going to take your side when even we're on the members side. The only reason you kicked me was because i was the only one with the balls to tell you to F'off ... At this point he can kiss my a** and done talking to kids with nothing better to do then b***h about their own ignorance ...
