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 Posted: Tue Jun 10, 2014 3:28 am
First off, it feels like I haven't been on gaia in a while, work has been really hectic for the past few months, and everytime I try coming back to the feds. I always write, "tonight will be a victory for said character"... Then, that enthusiasm, that energy... Just DIES! After like... The first page... And I'm sure a lot of you know, have noticed.. or the rest couldn't give 2 shits, that my activity has been dying, to the point where I disappear, then reappear, rinse and repeat...
Each time I come back, and feel the urge to RP, it's just not as satisfying like it used to be. I know I have let quite the number of people down. I won't say any names, but you know who you might be. The satisfaction just doesn't exist, one of the main things I ever wanted to do, was tell a good story, or put on good, violent, hardcore bloody matches that nobody will ever forget... But it seems not everyone has that mindset.
What also has been driving me away is when I do plan with someone else a story, but the first post was never posted... And yes, I know a few of you will tell me, "It's also your fault too." And it is, but I also have to admit... I probably lost interest in the story after a while. Yes, I know that's horrible of me, but... I sometimes find it hard to decline some people... But trust me, there were some good stories planned that just never even got started... Or finished...
Anyway, I think I got what I needed to say off my chest, and I'm not going on hiatus because other people are doing it... Let's face it, my activity has BEEN dying... I'm sure you know you saw that sign when I let LWL die when I ran it. I hate to say, but I should have let it stay dead.
I know I have let people down, BBW was going to be the place for me to rise up again, but it just didn't happen, and that is my fault. I know I usually disappear without saying a word, but I feel like now is the time to leave, WITH something to say... And that is that.
However, I'm not gone forever on gaia (even though coming to gaia is always just a pain in the a**), just my RP dedication is done for now. Who knows, maybe I will attend a special RP wrestling event... Maybe I won't. But my time on gaia will definitely be cut down. I will probably get on every 2-3 weeks or so, just to check other guilds or talk to my gaia non gfed friends. So that obviously isn't enough time to work a match...
I don't expect many replies, (if there is, it's probably a gif, meme, quote, etc.) or anything really... Just thought you should know I don't know how to end this so.... BYE!
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Posted: Tue Jun 10, 2014 4:19 am
Sometimes, it's not Real Life that's our enemy, but our drive to be here. I know how it is, I've been through that multiple times and still struggle with it every couple of weeks. I'm sorry to see you officially hanging it up, Sinner, but I'm not the type to go "Please stay, just try to be active!" It didn't work on me back in 2011, I don't expect it to work elsewhere.
But I will say this: when you're ready to come back, BBW's doors are ALWAYS open to you. If you wanna do a secret return, want to be introduced back in slowly, or just want a random match, let me know. I'm always happy to accommodate.
Take care, and don't be a stranger. When/If you're ready to get back into the scene, let me know bro! smile
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Posted: Tue Jun 10, 2014 12:41 pm
We'll miss you. heart Take care, hope to see you around soon! You know where to find me if you wanna shoot the s**t and what not!
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Posted: Tue Jun 10, 2014 5:02 pm
Bro-migo, LWL will always appreciate your crew services. Text me sometime, dont be a stranger. You the man!
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